last post before ex crescendo

Sadly, i will be leaving for thailand tomorrow! oh my god, i still cannot accept the fact that i am going to a place which is so disgusting! Hai, time to change to a new topic! hehe

More Momories:

On friday, i went for a haircut with yuan as there was an inspection on our physical apparence. We decided to head to Siglap as both of us had half day leave. I never had such a fun hair cut session before in my life. I was first in the queue. When the barber was cutting my hair, yuan kept disturbing me. Yuan tried slapping my face and poking my fats! Boo! minus one point for him for assault! Yuan was scolded by the uncle for disturbing me.

Next, it was yuan's turn. This time i told the uncle that i would like to assist him. I started pulling yuan's hair and his ears. He could not do anything! All he could do was to give me that pissed off look (honey it does not work~) Oh ya, i missed out this point. I was scolded by the uncle too ><

Next, we went to Starbucks to get a drink.Yuan ordered some disgusting chocolate drink. As i had never tried it before, i took it from yuan. Guess what that fella said 'its a form of indirect kiss!' I was like what the fuk!

Oh ya, both yuan and i have tendency to abuse one another. I mean physically. Not like what Yu(that disgusting, turn off pig thinks) thinks though. We always whack and pinch one another in the arms and thighs. Most of the time i will lose as yuan is so much stronger than me! damn it! Both of us left bruises on our thighs and arms. To us its called 'love bite'. Yuan was the one that came out with this term! not me!

An amazing incident:

I was with Jun Wei yesterday evening. I went to SPIRIT to get a bag for the Thailand trip. I randomly chose a sales assistance to help get me a new bag. The girl that served me was so ke ai! When i asked her about the new bag, she was so blur and panicky. I believe its her first time working as a sales assistance as she is rather young (maybe sec 3 or 4). Its been a long time since i really appreciate some one of the opposite sex le. The feeling is just so so so different. It maybe the fact that she resembles joo fang ba. Not look wise but behaviour wise. I have moved on le i swear! However the direction i am heading is a little sa la man! hehe

OK, i shall end the post here. Shall post in Thailand if its possible.

PS: Yu should u receive my call from Thailand pls pls pls answer as i have decided to settle yuan's issue once and for all there! Pray for me~ ><

beautiful memory

As reflected in my tittle, yesterday was a really really fun and enjoyable day! Besides some small hic ups, everything went on very smoothly ^^

Yesterday, my camp had a cohesion day. Its some what similar to amazing race. Although i found it really stupid as i would rather have 1 day off instead, i THINK i learn something about the MAC DONAL house in plaza sing area! haha.

Actual reason why i am really happy yest:

I managed to spend lots of quality time with yuan yesterday. In the afternoon, a group of my friends went to play lan together. Although we expected 10 people to appear only, there came another extra! I planned to be in a team with yuan for christ's sake loh, then that bloody fool appear! argh, slap that fella left right center top and btm man!

So as i am the always friendly neighbourhood fella, i decided to give up my seat for that fella ><><). The fella that initially left game was in the better team (damn man i shall call him A). A kept pwning the noobs in other teams. Oh ya i missed out this point. A is a fella that always wan to win. He makes a lot of unnecessary comments too. One fella by the name of kelvin was rather pissed off with him. Since the game was unfair, he left too. A stood up and say 'kelvin just bloody hell balance the game can!' For that instance, i knew kelvin would explode, thus i rushed to kelvin who was planning to leave the room already. When kelvin heard that, he shouted ' u cb, whats your fucking problem' and he slammed his chair! The chair just landed a few inches away from my foot! omg, i thought i would become a cripple yesterday man... (movie ended, its rating is 5 stars out of 5 stars) Time with yuan:
At about 6 plus, me, yuan, zx and roy went to play dota ourselves. Played 3 matches, 1 lost won 2!
After dota, we decided to go and eat tao hui. Its about 11 plus at that time. Yuan wanted to skip the mid night charge as yuan says yuan's heart jumps with the meter every time yuan takes a cab in the middle of night. However, i managed to force yuan to have tao hui with us. For some unknown reason, our topic of conversation changed to ghost stories. Zx told us a so called 'personal' story. Its those kind of story whereby there will be a scare at the end. As i thought it was a real encounter, i paid 100 % attention to the story(yuan was beside me). Upon reaching the end, zx suddenly shouted! Guess what happened?! I was so shocked that i grab yuan , spilled my half eaten delicious tao hui and scream damn loudly! Everyone, YES EVERYONE, in the shop stared at me like i am some bloody idiot! wth man. That loser yuan insisted that yuan was not at all afraid but i swore i heard yuan scream too!

As yuan wanted to share cab with me, we started to wait for a cab. The waiting time is about 45 mins man! Yuan started talking.

About yuan:

1) timid
2) does not dare to watch horror film as the scenes always replay in yuan mind.
3) single sec school from primary to secondary.
4) anti social
5) do not make effort to keep in contact with friends
6) bei dong
7) ke ai! wahhaa (yu and col puking blood le)
8) invited my psp for a swim in his bad! now its dead!
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Anyway as i promised yu, i have decided to siam yuan le. What yu said that made a lot of sense was ' look far ahead.' Yu knows that i am trying to siam yuan as much as possible. I'm really sorry that i did not do it yesterday as i really wanted some memories with yuan. I just let myself enjoy what was given to me. I promise that i will try much harder next time k yu! haha sorry! its really really not easy!

confidential

oh dear, for some obvious reason, i decided to stop blogging for a period of time :p Ok, its time to start again! weeee

I shall blog about two issues. one is rather sensitive while the other is pure irritating.

The irritating issue:

Which uni should i practice medcine?!

The ideal situation would definitely be practicing medcine in Singapore as my best pal is already there! However, this would not happen as my grades simply sucks ><.

I tried applying to IMU(international meducal university). Initially, i was very certain that i would accept the offer should i be accepted. However, after having a chat with my uncle who is the boss of CMS, he strongly advised me against going to IMU. He doubts the integrity of the university. Im now confused!

My opinion:

As a matter of fact, the thought of studying in Malaysia is a little turn off(no insults, just my humble opinion). firstly, i am not very comfortable with the population. Its called MALAYsia for a reason. Secondly, i really do not like the environment there. Lastly, my dad also encouraged me to try universities in countries like UK, Aust(rejected by all -.-"), NZ and so on. Basically, he does not really encourage me to study in malaysia......... argh!
Moreover, my uncle is not helping. He helped me send application to UK and Ireland universities without my knowledge! Yes, im touched by his actions. However, shouldn't he consult me instade of just consulting my dad?! ok, i may be just being a lady like wat colin always say! haha

The thought of studying overseas is really thrilling. However, there is an enormous force that is discouraging me. They are my friends here in Singapore. I am really thankful that i have a bunch of buddies in Singapore. I believe i will not be able to find anyone like them when im overseas. they are the people that i can turn too and really be there for me when i need them! How can i live without them?! oh my god! I may soumd childish, but they are really an important part of my life. I can visualise them sending me off. I would definitely tear! I sware! Argh!!! im being really emotional here, sorry guys ><

Lets change the subject. My closer friends would know who i am talking about! hehe, you are right, its the fella, i shall call that fella Yuan.

I really really enjoy spending my time with yuan. Yes, i really hope to try to get away from yuan, however, its easier said than done.
I would be delighted when yuan msgs me. I want to be with yuan when he is in trouble! Sadly, i may not really be the one yuan wants to be by yuan side! ok, i can imagine py and colin turning off le! haha! we seldom have time to chat so i might as well just blog it ya! haha

Its really really difficult to avoid yuan. I tried not msg-ing yuan this weekend, however, yuan msg me -.-" how am i suppose to avoid yuan like that leh?! confused......

I just listen to a song that really really reflects how i feel now. The title is 我不想忘记你 by 郭静.

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你
笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你
再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你
苦也没关系
用祝福和感激
勇敢失去你爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

haha, thats all for now. going to temple soon le!

summay of this week

Oh my, i realised that it has been a long time since i last posted a post. I shall blog about some stuff that happened this week. In short, this week is not one that is worth celebrating.

Most important issue of the week:

There was a misunderstanding between me and one of my camp mate that i really enjoy spending my time with. Ok, it sounds so wrong >< color="#ff0000">WAR (for christ sake colin, please do not say that I AM BEING A GAL again!).

Ok, lets introduce the cast of the drama:

1) Teo Hon Wei aka la bitch
2) Han MingYuan aka my buddy
3) LCP mango aka the extra >< (mango please do not kill me!)
4 ) Kok Soon aka the always want things/stores at haste fella~

OK, this should be all. Lalala... the show is about to start~ (Ewww, reminds me of an AJ song!haha)

As the PALACE that i am in now is holding an exercise, this week was a busy week for me. I had to do stores, indent items and help set up refreshments. That's my life, logistics sucks!

From Monday to Thursday, that stupid Kok Soon fella kept asking me for stores. Yea, i agree that issuing of stores is part of my job scope, however, i believe that it is not stated in the directive that I HAVE TO ALWAYS TOLERATE LAST MINUTE ORDERS.

By last minute order i mean wanting stores at haste. It also includes wanting of stores that WERE not indent aka not included in the indent list that was given to me by specific branches. Being in that vocation for more than a year now, its very easy for me to get stores at haste. However, it does not mean that i MUST always comply to their ridiculous orders! Like what my dear Yoges always say ' hon wei, you are being too nice! people are really taking advantage of you!' ( please note that i am not praising myself. :) )

Ok, back to my main point. This kok soon fella called me the first time saying ' Hon Wei i need 2 benches now. Get your man to bring it to the planning room now' I complied to his order.

I received his second call again. He said ' Hon wei, i need two rolls of extension wire. One must be the plastic kind whereas the other must be a metallic kind. Borrow it from anyone you know, i need it in 10 Min's. ' After this conversation, i became very pissed. For Christ's sake, why in the world must i comply to his demanding orders?! I am not working under you to start off with! As i am a MR nice guy, i managed to get the items that fella needed and sent it to him before the time limit. Initially, i thought that would be all, i was wrong again....

The incident that i am going to note down totally broke my last straw. I received the call from Ming Yuan, its regarding some ippt score sheet. In the afternoon, i decided to help them get a fella to sign on the score sheet to ensure that it will Be valid. It took me more that 30 Min's to find that fella. When he looked at the score sheet, he told me that there were some documents that are missing. I called my Dy to tell him about the missing document and he instructed me to keep the score sheet first.
PS: this is not the job that me and my Dy should do, its the S3 branch people that should do it.

At 9.30 pm, Ming yuan called me. He said ' hon wei, why didn't you pass us the score sheet? Why are you holding on to it? We need the score sheet NOW. ' As an observant reader, i believe YOU have seen how many NOW i have highlighted. I was damn pissed off with that branch, thus i simply took the score sheet, slammed it onto their table and walk off (slamming the door was part of the action!)

From that day on, i did not speak to Ming yuan. When he is speaking to me, i just give him a one word answer. Basically, i just ignore him. Mango asked me 'hon wei ah, do u really hate him so much?! your face turn so black when he walked into the bunk.' Guess what was my answer? Its a simple YES!

On Friday, he sent me an sms to say that he is sorry for irritating me in any way. I did not want to reply to his message. After much consideration, i decided to reply. Therefore the sms-ing went on and on until i decided to forgive him. In fact, i do not hate him. He reminds me of my younger brother. He sms me this message ' i do not care about any other things as long as you are no long annoyed or angry with me'

After much in depth thinking, i realised that he is not the only one that is at fault. I realised that i was being too petty. Should he really be my friend, i should not have done that to him. Anger blurred my vision, thus resulting in me doing silly things. On sat morning, i sent him a msg saying that i am sorry for the things i had done to him. After sending that msg, I felt so so so much better ^^

Sad story

This entry is a little emotional, thus people who are feeling emotional please do not read this entry! I do not wish to know of any more deaths around me.

One of my pal's dad just departed from this world. It happened on 16 Sept in Malaysia. This news came as a great shock to me as never would i expect such things to happpen around me.

My friend, Ben Ong, seems to be taking the whole issue coolly. However, i believe that he has not gotten over it. In fact, i believe that it will take him quite some time to get over it as he is a rather emotional guy.

When he broke the news to me, i was both upset and angry.

Some may think why am i angry?!

I am angry on the basis that i believe that he should have at least informed me about his dad's death slightly earlier. He made me seem like a friend that he cannot turn too when he is facing a difficulty. OK, like what colin may say, ' U are just being a gal!'. But hey! I am definitely not the kind of friend that one can't trust or rely on man! zzzz

However, when i started to put some thoughts into this matter, i realised that i was not being a gal, but a BITCH/BASTARD! How can i even expect my pal to break the news to me when his dad passed away?! Its not something that should be celebrated. From then on, my anger vanished into thin air.

I am really really sorry for my friend. A once COMPLETE AND BEAUTIFUL family is now one that is no longer complete. Its like a beautiful jig saw puzzle lacking the LAST piece to make it complete! I have included his family into my prayers every night. I pray for them to see the light at the end of this dark and cold tunnel that they are currently in now. This is the most i can do, I hate it! I really hope that i can help him in some way or another. BUT HOW?! ><

Whats life?

In my opinion:
Life is something that is so fragile. It may end any time. I hate to say this but WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TOMORROW? Anyone might die tomorrow, be it of a certain disease or an accident. ><><><><><><><>< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Argh, i hate death!

After this incident, i decided to further treasure everyone around me. Be it people i hate or love, i shall just shower them with MY LOVE if possible.
I spent my whole day at home today just to accompany my family members. This will go on forever! I am really afraid to lose them. Some day should i lose them, i have no regrets as i have spent quality time with them. Or at least i hope.

hai, i am so tired now. I shall end this entry here! night

a black tuesday?

Yoz, im finally back! Could not post a post yesterday as i was trapped in a place that shall not be name! I woke up at 0600 today so as to be able to set up all my stores and do the cookhouse duty. Initially, i thought 45 mins was more than enough time for me to get ready all my stuff. I was wrong.

A sad/busy morning:

As i was getting ready all the stores for the life run today, a group of Qm branch people came to draw stores from me. I was like hello~ are u all ok? Can't you all see i am rather busy?! Guess whats the best part, they wanted me to help them set up all their stores! When i heard that, i was so pissed! I immediately approached their superior to complain! (@!#!@%#%$#$!@#!@ : after a long time of complaining, the arrow was deflected! phew! thank god for that ^^)

Speaking of deflecting arrows, in the place that i am currently in, superiors are constantly shooting arrows. Some can be deflected easily while others are ARMOR piercing! From that place, i learn the technic of looking busy! hehe, even my clerks do that too! its part and parcel of our boring and mundane life in that place :p Fortunately, one of my direct superior is on leave, the amount of arrows shooting through the air has greatly reduced! phew ><

Oh, my whole gang in camp are going to buy the same water bottle! We are trying to create a new fashion statement with the bottles. Ok, i know some of you might find it lame (-.-), DUDE its the only way to spice up our life in the place that shall not be name! The name is being tagged! Should i say its name, i can never post any more post eva again. Eva again~ (ok, trying to be a little dramatic here honey~)

Looking back in time, i remember an event whereby my friends in the place that should not be name asked me a question.

Question: Why did that girl reject you?

Damn, it was their random moment again! so embarrassing man! argh~ In fact, i did not really tell my close friends what actually happened between both of us. Ha... I still do not have the courage man. Fuk it, i have decided to just blog it!

I had a crush on this cute lady for more than 2 years. In fact, im not sure if i have gotten over her yet. To tell her that i like her, i bought a crystal globe (those which can spin and produce soothing music kind) from precious moments and wrote her a card. She is the FIRST girl that i declare my feelings for man. Unfortunately, i could not attend a BBQ party, thus my friend, yu, have to pass her the gift. On that faithful night, i was on guard duty. I was very distracted, i think very distracted is an understatement! I was like waiting for the release of my 'O' and 'A' level results! so scary!!!!! ><><>< :( I was sad, very sad but amazingly i managed to hold back my tears. I sware i did not cry ( lyrics from a song of westlife : i sware i wont cry~ even as tears filled my eyes~ i sware i wont cry~))

She is really the girl i like. To be honest, till now my feelings for her still lingers in my heart. Though i want to move on, part of my heart tells me that there might still be a chance. Is there? i do not think so. She crosses my mind everytime im feeling alone. Her actions and behaviors are all deeply imbided into my mind. How she looks when she laugh, cry, worried... the list can go on and on. All thoes memories are THERE! RIGHT THERE IN MY MIND. unwilling to go no matter how hard i try. I can still remember the first question she asked me ' hey what's your name.' It was so unexpected, i actually fell for her at first sight! Im such as loser as what keith says. Period. Anyway, when i was in JC, i thought my best friend, Colin, aka la expensive bitch, has a crush on her. Because of that, i backed off. I was happy to see them together (they did not become bf/gf). To my surprise, colin is actually AJ! so hysterical! haha

Mango, benji and yoges says that its the girl's lost for rejecting me. Is it true? Nah, im just a normal neighbourhood friendly guy. Thats all, nothing special, nothing attractive. Argh being emotional now! damn... Im listening to SECRET by Jay Chow. The song is not really helping to make me happier man! ><

ok, feel a little better now. Will try to get over her. Promise!

lalalla, i shall end here! this post is so long! hehe >< chaoz

a normal saturday

As shown from the title of the blog, today is just an ordinary saturday. Ok, its not that ordinary as HALF of my saturday is brun by Army Open House.

Speaking of army open house, there are a few shocking discovery made.

1. Staff Lim wife is very very hot! She resembles a model! 8 out of ten (clap clap)
2. Saw my S4's wife. They look like such loving couple!
3. Heard that my superior's Wife is only 21!!!!! (omg! in my opinion, i do not think its possible! keeping my fingers crossed though)

I watch the move 1408 today! Though its not as good as what i have expected, i still find it slightly above average. The ending is lame though :(

oh man im so tired! cannot carry on for now~ shall bitch tml then! chaoz

happy day ^^

Weeee, as YOU can see from the title of the post, today is my happy day! weee wahahha lalalala... ok enough of zhi highing. spare me a sec~

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OK, y am i happy?!

The reasons are:

1. I'm on half day off today! that would explain why i am able to blog at this weird time! Usually i would have been stuck in THE PLACE THAT SHALL NOT BE NAME. Thank god im not there ^^
2. I will be meeting benji (yea, thats right, the bimbo that literally walked into the wall) to get DETOX pills! Haha so excited about it!
3. Later in the evening i would be meeting colin(la whore) and Pei Yu( la piggy) for movie! Its bordering between the cute rat cartoon or 1804! ( Im my humble opinion, i would prefer 1804! more man, more cool! ^^)

Speaking about detox,that Evil , Irritating and bimbo yoges~ wans me and benji to be her personal tester! To quote her ' I wan to know if that product is effictive' . Wat a whore isn't she? :p Oh well, after putting much thoughts into it, both benji and i would be her personal tester! sob!

Ps: should YOU not see any more post being posted, YOU should know wat happened. Am i even alive~?

Oh ya, both yoges and i committed a sin today! we actually broke our healthy diet by visiting the canteen! Damn! The Stall Vendors Forced us to eat oily stuff like fried chicken wing and drumstick! Argh, its all their fault! Why must they display such food to tempt the innocent?! May all of them BURN IN HELL :p (regarding the burn in hell part, i'm just kidding)

In accordance to my ex-biology teacher in St Pat theory, One must never blame yourself for the mistakes that have been committed. This theory is rather cool at times! So ya, DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF!

Oh dear, once again im gonna be late for my meeting with benji! I shall stop here for now then. Chaoz

the verdict

I cant believe i can actually be blogging today! i am suppose to be on duty! Due to some un-forseen circumstances, my duty was revoked. Though im happy about it, one of my buddy have to take over my duty, he is none other than Yap Zhen Xian. Thank u so much zhen xian! love ya lots!

Zhen xian is a really nice fella. Having outstanding features and a 'good' heart, im sure many gals are attracted to him. Sad to say, one of my guy friend has a severe crush on him. His name is K#%$^! hehe.

To relate to today's post title, i have decided not to complain to my superiors regarding the CHILD. Though many people encouraged me to charge him with assult, i decided to go against the flow. I bet YOU wanna know y!

Reasons for dropping all charges:

• He is currently on probation. Any form of violent behaviour will certainly get him into serious trouble.
• As his girlfriend is always worried about him getting into trouble, i do not wish to add on any more burden to her. ( In my opinion: Yes, that child is a nice boyfriend. However, is he a fella that a gal can count on throughout her whole life? I personally do not think so. :( )
• Today, as i was reading a religious book, there was this quote that made me very certain that i will not/should not bare grudges.

The phrase is : Life will definitely come to an end, so does everything.

Since my hatred for him will definitely come to end some day, why do i need to do things that will make us hate one another more. Moreover, seeing his future being ruined is definitely not what i want. Thus the idea of charging him has vanished from my brain. Poof~

I shall blog about something that's damn bimbo. Today, my friend BENJI actually WALKED INTO A WALL! I need to emphasize that the wall is HUGE! really HUGE~! As for how did he manage to pull off such a lousy stun, i think YOU better consult him.

Oh ya, Im going on a diet with a close friend of mine called YOGES. Mind ya its YOGES not YOGI.(personal joke) We had really light breakfast and lunch! Weee so glad we endured through one day without dying! ><

As im a friendly neighbour person~, i gave a handicap lady 2 bucks when i saw her selling tissue paper. She looked rather surprised by my action but she was really thankful. Initially i thought thats all that would happened, i was wrong! totally wrong!

when i walked passed her again, she passed me a flower balloon! Its so sweet of her ya! I really like helping pple that are in need. Its sad that the world is never fair, so i believe that one should do his part to brighten up each others life. This is my humble opinion, YOU do not have to buy it ^^

Ok, i think i better end now or i will be really late for a meeting. Im gonna meet mango to purchase food for zhen xian and benji who are currently doing duty at this time at this hour

See YA again!

should i be a bitch?!

today, in the place that shall not be name, i had a rather heated argument with this stupid fella called wilson! ok, HEATED may seem a little too serious. I shall blog down this DISGUSTING event of my amazing life.

(looking back in time........ a few hours ago.....)

A childish man (opps sorry i meant boy) decided to irritate the always friendly FRIEND(thats me). He snatched my coin pouch from me and started infiltrating my privacy! Worst of all, that lamer passed my money around! Mind ya all readers, he is 20 this year! Omg~ he's definitely behaving like a 5 year old( is that too old? oh well its subjective i guess)

As i am always friendly, i just told him off. Not in the pissed off way, but in a slutty way! As blood rushed into his brain (if he has any to start off with) , he pushed me towards a cupboard!He even challenged me to a fight. Like Hello~ smart pple dun resort to violence ya ^^

Readers guess wat happened later.......... He actually sent me a msg saying he is sorry! This is how the sms go (look below)

CHILD :sorry bro for the push just now I am sorry man hope can be good friend.

I was like HELLO~~~ are u dumb stupid or retarded?! so i replied...

The always friendly me: dude... our friendship has certainly be affected. its impossible for me to treat ya as a friend that i use too anymore. U humiliated me in front of so many pple when i gave u sincere advices on how to protect yourself. U are not the friend i wan for sure. Sorry but i will not take the humiliation. (haha, sounds so cool ya)

why does such pple exist in this universe?! are we wasting food, air and even space on him? i guess thats up to YOU to decide.

Ok, i have finish my pms-ing! phew, feel so much better now. LA LA LA

Oh to relate to my title, i'm not sure if i should complain to my superior regarding this disgusting fella. I shall think through it...........

weee, my first post is done. Though its not a pleasant one, its really a nice channel to voice out aka complain..

another sad thing to add..... I have got duty tml and its with that fella~ omg~~~~ SOMBODY SAVE ME~~~~~~

ok enough bitching! thats all for today! ^^