Monday, July 13, 2009

driving!

i drove my bro to school today. the feeling i had was so different. My heart skip a beat when a car gets too close. i panic should a car goes really fast and suddenly jam break. GG! this is so not me! i need to get back the self confidence that i lost. 你回来吧!

just had a chat with yu. it was once again a chat which is full of rubbish but it sure was funny~ i ran for 10 mins and i felt like i was about to ascend to heaven. LOLz, looks like i really need to run more man. at least more than 30 mins! LOLz, i feel so inferior now!

we talked about xue na. i realised that xue na is always linked to some events. they are events that yu and I would never forget. This is because its just so funny yet annoying. haha. oh well, i suppose we were all childish once ba. actually talking about the past is quite enjoyable! haha.

This sunday there will be a class outing. hmmm, yu is definitely going but im not sure if i should go~ oh well if colin is going i think i would most probably go ba! haha.

whee, thursday is drinking day! happy happy~ going to mango's dad pub! whee, apparently its some thai pub. The first thing that came to my mind was are there any trans? wahhaha. mango told me that he likes this thai guy. LOLz, i really think that mango falls for almost everyone! haha.

yay! might be going out with dad later! eat ice cream! wahahha, it has been so long since i last went out with him! hopefully he wont be complaining all the way! haha. keeping fingers crossed.

This week is such a busy week! hehe, so i will have less time for you le ya? sorry sorry. however, i still wanna watch harry potter this week! hint hint. LOlz

真实

原来容忍不需要天份

只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实

爱为何这样的讽刺

我忘了这是第几次

一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实

爱让人失去了理智

会不会是我太自私

拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开 也看不见未来

难道这种不完美

才是爱情真实的样子

wanted to post the song here! however, the function is being disabled! love this song. the lyrics is so meaningful!!!! ah mei rocks!!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Finally i earn my own money!

Whee, this is definitely something which is worth my time to blog! i made my own money yesterday! yes man, im so proud of myself! finally i can tell my friends back in Ireland that i have past working experience! I wont be known as ASK anymore!

Relief teaching in St Pat's is.... i would say so so ba. The thing which i did not really like is that my schedule was really really packed. moreover, each lesson is only 20 mins~ it means should i have one period free, i only have 20 mins of free time. Every time i walk back to the staff room, im left with just 10 mins of free time! haha. so ended up not eating breakfast and lunch in school.

Mr tan is really nice man. He was so afraid that i would get bullied and so on. haha, did not know he is that nice man! haha, Mr gill was damn funny too. he was saying that he is very certain that he taught you before! haha. its really cool to know that your teacher still remembers you man. haha, unlike our gp teacher in JC, which i also conveniently forgot her name too! LOLz.

Ironically, i think that its better to teach normal academic students compared to express students. hmmm, initially i thought i would be dead when i saw that i have to relief 3n2 class. in the end, they did not give me any trouble at all! it could be that i acted too man when i got into the class. i was telling them that i am an ex patrician and they do not need to try to be funny. LOL, that empty threat really worked out man. haha. im amazed. the students still greeted me when i was outside school too, the feeling quite shuang. however, im still not use to people calling me SIR, this is because i always call other people SIR! wo de tian, i need to grow up. lolz.

My students asked if im from a rich family. i was so amazed when they asked me that question. i was like... wth were they thinking?! colin said that its due to what i was wearing on that day. oh well, students are really getting rather random too man.

I also realised that its damn challenging to be a teacher now man. I was assisting this trainee teacher. He was teaching 2E1. the students were really disrespectful man. It is also proven that most jokers in the class are indian fellas! lolz, reminds me of mark man. haha. whats worse was that i had to relief a MLB lesson! all malays~ wo de tian, thankfully there was just 6 students~ phew.

so much more to blog. too lazy to type! waiting for ken to finish his lunch so i can dota! wheee!

hope to see u tonight! miss ya lots!

Saturday, July 4, 2009

GG-fied

Lol, i had a ger moment! lolz, maybe i said him too many times le ba! haha, lesson learn do not bad mouth people! haha, just to make sure yu knows wat im talking about, i met with an accident on 040709, 1012 pm. haha. In short, a honda banged me which resulted in me banging into an AUDI. lolz, and its a sports car! lolz.

Oh man, the collision was really really scary man. the impact was so great that i thought i saw the white light at the end of the tunnel le man. the seat belt was chocking me upon impact man! ken thought my head collided into the steering wheel! phew, thankfully nothing happen. phew, 4 lives at stake man! wo de tian! haha.

thankfully chin was with me man, haha. he was so calm when the incident happened. should he not be there, i think i would be really really lost man. haha, looks like im not that zai after all. i swear that i was damn stunned man. haha, the feeling was 非笔墨可形容。 i was so lost after the collision lah, should wee chin not tell me to go out of the car i reckon i would even get out of the car. thanks chin!

ken injured his face! haha, oh man i think he must be damn sad cos he is so vain de. hope there wont be any bruise man if not he would definitely be damn sad man. pai seh hoh, stationary will also bang, 0 km/h. case close, uber suayness! ken should you feel unwell make sure u see a doctor yea!

i was thinking wat happened should my life just ended at that instant. i would still have so many things to say, so many things i want to do. i was telling my sis and bro that they nearly lose a kawaii brother. oh man, the thought of it is just so scary!

actually, i had a feeling that i would meet with an accident today. haha, thats why i insisted on not going to taka because i sort of visualised an accident scene. damn man, in the end an accident still occurred. i suppose this is what people call FATED! i realised my sixth sense is quite zai, i shall pay more attention to it and not ignore it man. haha.

sorry for the shock ya. haha, never did i expect myself to actually meet with an accident. i know you must be really afraid! sorry sorry sorry. i really enjoyed all the times we shared, especially the failed attempt to watch the sun set today. haha. ice age was boring but you made it so much more interesting ^^ love ya lots and hope u are ok. missing you badly now.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Another week is ending!

Whee, had lots of fun today. Dota rocks! After so many games, we realised that wee chin's undying is the cause of our down fall! haha, how ironic. undying used to be his best hero but now it became quite cui. thankfully his ss and spec quite zai! haha. no more undying ya chin?!

these few weeks were full of ups and downs. well, i suppose that's life right? life can never be perfect. It would be so amazing should i be able to control what happens in life. Whee, this would allow me to fulfill my lame dreams such as having hebe as my wife!

i realise that i am becoming less sociable. well, probably in the sense that i feel tired talking to people. hmm, plus i realise that i am becoming more irritable man! shit, for some weird reason it feels like im gonna have my period! i wonder what colour would mine be. red? green? yellow would be more chio.

i also realise that some people around me are getting irritated quite easily too. could it be due to insufficient rest? that certainly does not apply to me because i slept till 1 pm today! lol. maybe sleeping more makes a person more moody? dang~ i better start waking up at 7 am man.

is there a way to help one forget stuff that he/she does not want to remember? maybe i should consult harry potter (not wee chin) so that he can make me a potion! haha. i will ask him to mass produce man, sure can make a lot of money de! lol, should that happen, i would be a step (hmm, probably many many steps) closer to having my own bmw! lolz, ok thats damn lame i know.

whee, will be watching movie with spp tml! happy happy. heard from bro that its quite good, haha not sure if he can be trusted though. haha, especially after the sniper being able to snipe the whole map incident -_- scary~ haha.

ok time to sleep soon. hopefully i can regain my communication skills! however i think that there are some things that should be left unsaid ba. nights~ gonna hug my dino to sleep. though it is constantly being rape by my family members. ha.