Happy saturday!

Whee, today is a happy happy day for me! haha. Firstly i managed to do more work than i expected ! haha, i realised that studying in the library is really hardcore man. It prevents me from wanting to surf net and watch bleach! haha. I shall continue heading to the library tomorrow ^^

hmm, time flies! haha, my third week in ireland is coming to an end soon! haha, its really fast yea? some ccpos is so going to say that its not fast at all. Im starting to have all my cravings le man, gg. Its only the third week man, i still have got 100 over more days before i can go home lah! gg.

LOL, ger has really good waist movement yea? wahhaha, he is so cute in that video lah! omg, i cant believe yu actually posted it on youtube! -_- Reminds me of last time yu posting this clip of me on youtube! argh, you is such a youtube fanatic man! haha. I have one burning question which i asked wee chin just now, why is ger's hair that short?!!? omg lah, its even shorter than kawaii poke poke loh! oh my tian, once again ger never fail to amaze me.

I had a great chat with kawaii cute cute too. haha, it was really a long time ago since we last vc right?! haha, talked so much crap with him. chin! must remember all the stuff which you wanted to tell me ya! Im still waiting! haha. anyway, chin told me a damn zai thing today! haha, im totally impressed. once again i felt excited over things that does not concern me -_- haha, i suppose thats what people say, soak in the atmosphere! haha, anyway, dont give up half way ya?! haha, support you all the way! go go go! wheee. haha. anyway thanks for staying up late and chat with me ya! haha, did not know you are sick, take care of yourself and drink more water! you and yu actually fell ill together! ji you feel yi xia xia di. haha.

hehe, some shit must be thinking that i only enjoy vc-ing with chin chin! ccpos thanks for making time to vc with me and all yea? really appreciate it. thanks for everything, especially the salary that you are going to give me! whahaha, im going to be rich! whahaha.

Song of the night, at least for me, is 沿海公路的出. haha, i remember singing this song when i was back in singpore! haha, i suppose i killed this song again? wahhaa, definitely, i kill 9.5 out of 10 songs! wait, thats all the songs!!!! haha. gg.

用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收

倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走

游(this is not the right word lah! sogou cmi! haha)不出回忆 却学不会放手, haha, how applicable yea? haha. how can one forget stuff when some stuff are just not forgettable. haha

Sad sad day

Hmmm, i just read my brother's blog. haha, it looks like something unpleasant happened again. haiz. Is there really such a thing as karma? Some times i do see it happening but not all the time though. For example, i saw this karma thing happening to my brother a few times le man. i really hope that he had repaid his debts and all those nonsense le. haiz, should i think about it i really feel damn xing suan man ><


LOL, this is exactly how i looked after i finished doing my push ups man! its not due to tiredness but due to anger and despair! Oh man, kon kon can really register all my expression man! I am so falling in love with it! whee. Eh yu, there is this episode where its just on kon kon only! haha, damn funny man! he said that he is the hero of children! LOL, a perverted hero is more like it man. haha.







when looking through tao yu's picture, i realised he has the an zhua ( what in hokkien) face! wahaha, isnt he adorable?! look at those cheeks~ argh~ i bet he smells like milk too! whee, all babys have milk smell de, i told wt but she does not believe it. i have no idea why they have milk smell though. haha, if i learn le shall keep you guys posted! haha. hmm, i think his mum should buy him a kon kon toy lah! the toy he is holding on is so GAY! the toy is no where being beautiful man! argh, if i know photoshop i think i would changed the bear to kon kon! haha.

YU! i hope you are feeling better ya! Cannot have rotten chocolate on fishball remember?! haha, dun play pokemon till you fall sick leh, damn cui leh! haha. take care and drink more water ya!

spos! you are still not awake yet, im done blogging le man. hmm, should i wait for you? haha. anyway, thanks for everything my epos! though i think i am feeling more e now! haha.

Random ^^

Decided to blog while waiting for some fella to come online! haha, dear you over slept again lah! LOL, i suppose you are becoming like me le! wahaha, a pig! whee.

I have decided to stop studying for today le! haha, the heart is just too much for me man. trying to remember all the blood vessels and the specific areas where they join is just a pain in the ass man! argh, i certainly hope those knowledge will be useful next time man. come to think about it, i think i would forget all the stuff after exams man! LOL, gg, i think i am going to kill my future patients ><

Hmm, joey sent me a link regarding what my sch gives us upon graduation. Its different from singapore though, i thought i would see MBBS too but its not ><><

They are:

1. MB BCh BAO(Bachelor of Obstetrics)
2. LRCP&SI (licentiate given by my sch, -_- damn extra)
3. License in midwifer( which sounds totally gay. this is only given by my sch though.)

hmm, i think its because of the lame things they added into the degree which makes the fees so bloody steep. oh well, but i suppose its beneficial for me in the future ba. I saw this MB(HON), wa if i can get that my future is set le man. however, me being so cui sure cant get it de. shall follow mei mei's theory, aim high! haha. Aim for the moon and you will land onto a bed of stars. haha, sounds familiar ma ken, chin and col? ha.

hmmm, there is this gal in my class that is kind of irritating me >< gals really do have weird thinking at times man. I really do not know how to comprehend and accommodate to gals with such eccentric behavior man. haiz, lazy to type out what happened. FAN NAO AH! should i continue to ignore her like what joey is doing?!?!?!?!! oh my tian, 一波未平，一波再起！

LOL, you are finally awake my ccpos! haha. gonna reply you now~ chaoz

ps: Ken jia you for your papers!!!!! i saw hong ern's facebook status. haha. hope all will go well for you!

Amazing day....

Today, i was inspired by this demonstrator during anatomy practical. He was teaching us the way in which mastectomy(removal of the breast due to cancer) is done. when he was showing it on the cadaver, it was really jing cai and jing bao. he can easily remove all the layers and beautifully separate all the muscles. oh man, the way he used the scalper was as if the scalper has a life itself lah. i was not the only one that thought so man >< i wanna be like him! haha, i really hope that one day can be a zai surgeon like him! Dr Farrel is my idol for surgery now! haha.

Oh man, we had boring lecture on health policies! oh my tian, i swear that i nearly fell asleep man. It was on really dry and boring stuff! The lecturer being so monotonous was not really helpful too man. There is only one thing which i registered in my mind for the whole lecture! that is doctors in Ireland earn A LOT OF MONEY. oh man, he said that they earn 240 000 euros a year on average. At first i was like, not really a lot leh. when i did my math properly, thats 40000 SGD a MONTH! oh my tian, can never earn so much back in Singapore man. haha. so tempted to work here le >< haha. make my first million then go back to singapore! haha, okay i think too much...

Lol, dear commented that i did not do justice to my dear tao yu baby~ haha, so i decided to upload another photo! whaaha, i know you all are falling in love with yu yu (not fishball) le right?! wahha, so kawaii! got wee chin head though :p He has my tummy and shuai ge face! wheee. Got pei yu's arms! LOL. i would be damn proud of myself if im able to make colin love kids man. haha, its not going to happen i suppose!











Ok, back to my last set of notes den sleep! haha. Cant wait for june!!! wheeee.

unhealthy me ><

oh dear! I was forced to accept a truth, one which i had kept out of my conscious mind for a long long time. The truth is, I AM FREAKING WEAK! argh, i was trying to do push up just now! I could do less than 20 lah! oh my tian, what happened to my 6 pull ups in bmt?! what happen to doing 'knock it down' without any effort?! 烦恼啊！I need to become stronger and fitter! Colin, lets go swim when im back! eh, or do you wanna run? nah, not OUR cup of teh~ haha.

hmm, i have decided, i am going to build up my arm power! haha, shall slowly increase that amount of push up i can do in a go. Anyway, just in case you guys say im being random again, i did push ups as joey asked me how many i could do. i still answered him 'should be more than 20 ba.' WO DE TIAN, when i came back and try doing push ups, i cant do more than 20! argh~ damn pai seh! the truth smacked me hard on my face and biceps, it was a 晴天霹雳 moment. hmmm, seems a bit sa.


OMG, this picture totally reflects how i felt just now! 眼泪像断了线的珍珠，一滴滴的滑落脸颊！此刻的心情是非笔墨可行容的！only kon can totally relate to how i was feeling~ eh, i want big kon kon bear bear!!!! life size one would be the best! hehe.











Whee, a kawaii baby! its once again the cute cute tao yu baby~ haha. so weird, pei yu also got one yu but why the level of cuteness is so different?! look at those cheeks~ oh my tian, how chubby and squeeze-able. haha. ok, dun zhi high le. going to read last set of notes den sleep le! ARGH DUN WANNA STUDY LE MA! ><

End of the second week ^^

Whee, my second week in ireland is coming to an end! I wonder its just me or is time really flying by -_- Should i be happy or sad about it? haha, fan naos again! oh well, this sem is so much more hectic as compared to the last sem (which i thought is really bad). Shall look on the bright side, im going to Taiwan in June! whee, im so excited.

Just had card signing again on Friday. I think i did really well this time, probably cause the amount of material to cover is not that much for this card signing. The tester told my group mates to be careful of me as i know way too much stuff. -_-. Oh well, i should say that my luck is really good that time ba. oh man, my life is so luck dependent!

I went to this trauma workshop today! Its really fun man. learnt how to use many medical instruments and most importantly i learn how to do stiching! Coco, i did not do as bad as i thought sia. the demonstrator said that i can stich really well ^^ However, i was damn slow man, people at the fourth stich le and I was still at my second. >< Stiching is really a gals thing man, tang tang yi ge nan ren why need to stich?!?! ok, dear is going to say im a mcp. ha.

Hmm, finally the rq issue has been SOLVED! haha, its not that complicated after all man. haha, im glad that we were able to sort it out. Finally we do not have to shan shan shan le, can guang ming zhen da de go out tgt le. Whee, the thought of it is just so amazing man! haha. Maybe we can all become good friends like last time again! hehe, that would be good man. can sit ger car without feeling akward le! However, i still prefer kawaii cute cute's car cause I was the first one to self destruct the radio! :p haha, i bet we both wont forget that traumatic experience man.

Oh, ken your mock exam is this coming week right? haha, must jia you ya! haha, do your best and do not huang! haha, i know its a long time since you last took a major exam le. Chill-lex yea? haha. Remember the goal we are working to? JIA YOU and GOOD LUCK! ^^

kawaii cute cute has included 3 pigs into his new collection! oh man, got small medium and large de lah! Chin! i want the dog! next time help me catch leh!!! i wasted 10 bucks and still cant catch the golden turtle man! argh, the thought of it makes me sick! haha, looks like chin chin is going to become the catch catch game pro le. Ken must jia you ya?! haha.

ccposs! haha, thanks for helping me out with the cover letter and resume yea? haha, i shall participate in more nice nice stuff so i can beautify it man! haha, i think the surgical society stuff looks good yea? haha, once again thanks for everthing! enjoy your day tml yea?


Kon is my favorite bleach character! he is so retarded yet cute man! haha, though he is a big pervert, i really admire him courage and will to live on! haha, also not missing out his love for big boobs! Ha, a typical guy i would say :p If the push sweet game has kon, i sure play man! haha. SO KAWAII! chin dun be jealous. ha

Really An Emo Week

Lol, this post seems to be in response to yu's post not long ago. Ha, i would say that this week is a rather special week for us all. okay, maybe not us as a whole, majority? come to think of it. it might actually be minority! >< oh well, anyway, this issue sets me thinking... really thinking.

Is there really a need to be so fan nao over that issue? is it really a small issue? did we unconsciously blew up the matter from something which is so simple (yu's point of view) to something that is so multi factorial? is there really a simple solution to it? is there really that much implication? so many many questions but with no answers! maybe thats the source of all the fan naos! haha.

In my opinion, i think rq requires a second chance from us ba. there are many people out there who wants to be offered a second chance to make things up but are not being granted the chance. maybe we should open up our heart to rq again, for the sake of ger? Its really easy for us to constantly reject going out with ger and all, but did we ever take into consideration how he feels deep down inside? its only till yu told me about ger that made me realised this - in the process of respecting him, we have hurt him. the severity? i have no idea.

with that, i have decided that i would still go out with rq and ger just like what yu did that friday. In fact, im really thankful that yu told me what ger said and how he felt. reality hit me really hard, i hurt a friend, one who really treasures and love us. so lets try to let all this nonsense come to an end ba. he does not need to be hurt any further le, and i suppose rq will change for the sake of ger.

maybe like what weitin says, a person wont change that suddenly. its definitely true, but i believe that she would make an effort to change ba, at least in front of us.

Thinking back, why do we dislike rq that much? is it really because of something we did or its just conformity ( to succumb to an imaginary or actual social pressure)? Is it just observational learning that resulted in us disliking her to such an extent? there are many human behavior study that can explain why we are doing this to rq and all, which one would you guys choose? in summary :

1) I know EXACTLY why i dislike her.
2) I am not really sure why i dislike her, i just find her irritating.

many of us fall into the second category ba, with the exception of colin i suppose. Chin, you use to be able to gum so well with her in the past, what happened? I use to be able to sms her the whole day and chat with her for hours, what happened? As i look back, i got more and more confuse and upset with myself. It seems that what i did in the past and how i am feeling now is really contradicting. Was i putting on a mask (reaction behavior) when i was close with her last time? that i could certainly answer, NO i did not.

Oh well, saying so much makes me feel so much better, i really need a channel to relate how im feeling now man. To be honest, i feel really sorry for ger. Its really sad that both colin and ger would not be able to join us. oh well, lets just make the best out of the trip ya?

Some happier stuff! yu bought a new hamster! haha, its like the hamster is wearing a white mask lah! damn kawaii! haha, yu said that the hamster is cuter than kawaii cute cute! haha, wc must be really upset now man. haha, oh well, chin u are always cute in my eyes k? haha. ok i am so gonna faint.

Looks like most of us had lonely vday. haha, though i went out with my friends for dinner, they are not the people i really wanna spend my vday with man. haha, oh well, shall look forward to the next vday ya! haha, by den hopefully most of you all will find your soul mate le! wheee, no more lan tao hua for ken! haha. More fishes for Chin chin and more sunny(in chinese) men for yu ba! haha. JIA YOU!

oh ya, stupid colin told me such a funny joke! haha, i think thats something that i am going to remember for life le man. haha, dun scold that fella as i am guilty of that too! haha!

chin, ken and wt, we need to thank yu for helping us find hotels and all! hehe, she is putting in a lot of effort and she keeps huanging lah! faints. haha, but i know all will work out well! haha. jia you fishball and thanks!!!!!

ftt! haha, miss ya lots today. i suppose its the emotional build up due to ger's issue ba. haha, but its ok since it made me miss you more right? haha. oh well, dont be so stress yea? chill-lex man. haha, all will be fine, no worries! haha, most impt, always adhere to yu's teaching, that is NOT TO HUANG (though she does not really practice it herself :p). love ya lots!

ps: ken when is your car coming! i cant wait to sit in it man! and rem drive carefully and jia you with your studying!!!!!!

time to post post post

Whee, a week is about to come to an end, haha. soon it will be three months and many many weeks more. haha. oh well. as we get busier each day, time will zoom pass! Soon i can be back in Singapore again man. to be honest, i cant wait to be back as it is so fun being in Singapore! now i really do treasure Singapore more than i did in the past.

Not long ago, i was chatting with joo fang on msn. It really amazing when she told me that she would be graduating soon. haha, its such a shocking news to me man as i thought she would only graduate the next year or something. hmm, 我们真的要长大了！It seems not long ago when i was so eager to grow up, now i hope time would slow down as the growing up phase seems to be coming to an end. Soon all of us would be involved in our own careers and all. Its really cool man. Ken working in the bank, chin being a tutor, yu working as an engineer, colin being a doctor and weitin being the head of ah nehs~ haha. hope all of us will still be able to keep in contact man. KEN! remember our promise to dine at ya koon toast when we are ah pehs leh yea! haha, its best that all of us can dine at ya koon toast! that would be a lovely sight man! haha.

Was looking at some old posted that i posted in the past. ahha, i could not remember some stuff that apparently happened lah! haha, how amazing. this is something good about blogging ba, to be able to recall something that has accidentally slipped off your mind. haha, looking back at some post on mingyuan seems so hilarious now. Those are stuff that happened so long ago man. haha, yesterday is yuans ORD day. I bet he must be really happy ba! Today is yang yang's ord day! haha, its damn fast man. i really do not know if its just me or time seems to zoom pass unknowingly -_- damn scary man, its like im going to be some ah pek soon lah! gg. yu will den be ah ma with sagging skin! like shar pei! Sexy~ haha. colin would most probably go under the knife and look like michael jackson! okay, just kidding bu yao shen qi wor! haha.

V day is coming soon. do not know if i would be hearing any jing bao news from my 2 dearest friends! haha. Cant stand it when you guys are always so 暧昧 loh. Ken next time K we must sing this song man. haha, i can totally see us killing the songs due to all the uber high notes! haha. but k-ing with the right people can be really fun ya! wheee, i cant wait to K again! wahaha.

okay shall be sleeping soon! waking up at 6am to study again. There are so many lectures in one day man. so much to pre read and re read~ oh my tian hao ma fan yi xia xia di~ take care ya you people! haha, remember to send rq off ya :p

FTT！生日快乐！may all your dreams and wishes come true ya! jia you with what ever you are doing! just do your best and you wont regret ya! see ya soon and happy 9 months! okay, 9 months plus plus i suppose! haha. love ya lots!