Sad story

This entry is a little emotional, thus people who are feeling emotional please do not read this entry! I do not wish to know of any more deaths around me.

One of my pal's dad just departed from this world. It happened on 16 Sept in Malaysia. This news came as a great shock to me as never would i expect such things to happpen around me.

My friend, Ben Ong, seems to be taking the whole issue coolly. However, i believe that he has not gotten over it. In fact, i believe that it will take him quite some time to get over it as he is a rather emotional guy.

When he broke the news to me, i was both upset and angry.

Some may think why am i angry?!

I am angry on the basis that i believe that he should have at least informed me about his dad's death slightly earlier. He made me seem like a friend that he cannot turn too when he is facing a difficulty. OK, like what colin may say, ' U are just being a gal!'. But hey! I am definitely not the kind of friend that one can't trust or rely on man! zzzz

However, when i started to put some thoughts into this matter, i realised that i was not being a gal, but a BITCH/BASTARD! How can i even expect my pal to break the news to me when his dad passed away?! Its not something that should be celebrated. From then on, my anger vanished into thin air.

I am really really sorry for my friend. A once COMPLETE AND BEAUTIFUL family is now one that is no longer complete. Its like a beautiful jig saw puzzle lacking the LAST piece to make it complete! I have included his family into my prayers every night. I pray for them to see the light at the end of this dark and cold tunnel that they are currently in now. This is the most i can do, I hate it! I really hope that i can help him in some way or another. BUT HOW?! ><

Whats life?

In my opinion:
Life is something that is so fragile. It may end any time. I hate to say this but WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TOMORROW? Anyone might die tomorrow, be it of a certain disease or an accident. ><><><><><><><>< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Argh, i hate death!

After this incident, i decided to further treasure everyone around me. Be it people i hate or love, i shall just shower them with MY LOVE if possible.
I spent my whole day at home today just to accompany my family members. This will go on forever! I am really afraid to lose them. Some day should i lose them, i have no regrets as i have spent quality time with them. Or at least i hope.

hai, i am so tired now. I shall end this entry here! night