Falling for u!

Ever wondered the definition of love? Escalating heart rate? Having insatiable sexual desire for that person? Wishing to spend the rest of your life with that special someone? So many different definitions… hence love is unfathomable. no?

Fell in love with this song instantly when I was first exposed to it during the PMC farewell dinner. Really catchy and the music video is terribly hilarious. Watch and you will know what I mean. Do enjoy it ^^



Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

This basically sums up what I feel from the bottom of my heart. Thanks for always being there for me! Really appreciate it! Good luck!!!! Hope all goes well for you later!!!

Last day of school

Exams are around the corner. This signifies the impending closure of JC3. 2 more semester and they will be leaving.

Whats wrong with me? I asked
I knew this is coming, didn’t I?
But why are there so many questions in my mind?

Sadness creep in and heart full of sorrow
Overwhelming lonesome made breathing hard
Everything will be fine, I lied
Tomorrow will be a better day....

Something to remember

Today marks the end of my anatomy practical lesson. 3 semesters flew by in a blink of the eye. Anatomy practical would be a thing of the past. It has become a memory, one that is deeply embedded into me.

Theoretically, I should indeed be elated that the anatomical component of my medical course has finally come to an end. Ironically, feelings of sorrow and bitterness exude from within should any anatomy related thoughts surfaced in my mind. Anatomy lessons would be greatly missed indeed.

Reminiscing the past is something that I find irresistible. It seems like yesterday when I first held the surgical instruments. Memories are still so fresh in my mind, so does the smell of the room. I have transformed from an anatomy idiot to one that possesses adequate amount of anatomical knowledge. This transition is not possible without the help of books, cadavers and most importantly the professors. I thank them from the bottom of my heart. Knowledge that they have imparted would definitely make me a better doctor. Or at least inspire to be one.

Time flies. Soon exams would be over. Year 2010 is arriving too. Does our knowledge and quality of life vary proportionally with our age? I certainly hope so.

Caught in a bad romance? no?

Some say love it is a river

That drowns the tender reed.

Some say love it is a razor

That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger

An endless aching need.

I say love it is a flower

And you it's only seed.

Decision making time. Where do you incline towards? Or do u not have a stand?

wishes

Alone. The feeling of lonesome overwhelmed me. So did the wintry wind. It bit mercilessly into my skin. Looking down as I wander aimlessly in the parade square, unfamiliar faces passed by my periphery. What am I doing here? Where am I going next? Where are my friends? Why am I alone? No answers, I had no answers at all… moreover, the silence was killing me from within…

All of a sudden, some kid from behind shouted in excitement. Curiously, I turned back and look at what the little gal was pointing at. It was a shooting star. Only one, but it was so stunning. Without hesitation, I made a wish. It was about me. Feeling self-centered, I hoped that there would be more shooting stars so I can help others make a wish.

Looking around desperately, I could see no shooting stars. Sorrow consumed me. Just when I was about to give up, I saw a meteor shower. There were thousands and millions of shooting stars. No words can describe that gorgeous scene. Hastily, I made wishes for each and every one of you, including my family members. I was trying to do it as fast as I could before the meteor shower ends; I desperately wanted everyone to have my blessing. Individual faces appeared in my mind every time I make a wish. Everyone was smiling brightly. Finally, I succeeded. Heaving a sign of relief, I continued walking. However, it felt different this time; there was no tinge of feeling lonely. I felt warmth radiating from deep within.. as I continued walking, my vision blurred and the next thing I realized, it was all pitch black.

I woke up from my dream. One that made me feels so special. I realized that I will never be lonely as I would have you guys and my family all the time. I sure look forward to meeting up with u guys soon. Supper, movie dates and most importantly Friday dota! What more can I ask for?

I certainly hope my blessing would get to u. though it seems like it’s from another dimension, there is no where my blessing for you can’t reach. Love ya lots.