weeee, today i mwt up with yuan for dinner, We had sushi ^^ He treat me to this meal >< i wanted to pay him but he refused. Oh well looks like i have to find other ways to repay him.
At dinnwe, yuan finally told mw wat happened last last saturday. 2 Sat ago, he called me to ask if im free to go out with him. Judging from his tone and the fact that he is asking me out, i instantly knew that something is wrong. I tried asking him but he just refuses to tell me.
Its till today then he told me what actually happened. He was suppose to tell me during last monday guard duty but he lied to me again! >< I knew he would tell me, or at least i believe tat he will tell me. Thank god he did today.
Last last sat, he actually initiated a break up with his girlfriend. Yap! a break up. When he told me i was a little shocked. i tried asking him the reason why he wanted to break up with her, he refuse to tell me.
I was rather disgusted when he told me that he patched up with her again cos he feels guilty. To me, such a relationship will not work. in fact, more problems will surface. When i told him my opinion, he said this 'maybe soon she cant stand my nonsense and she will initiate a break up!' i was stunned by this comment!!!!!!!! hai.. sad
in fact, i feel that i may have contributed to him behaving in this manner. Sometimes i do not know if what i told him in crescendo changed him. i will be damn guilty if i really changed him somehow... ><
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
Monday, January 14, 2008
sad sad sad
oh man, just received a shocking news from my parents. They CANT follow me to australia! my heart literally sank. I cant imagine flying to a foreign land all by myself! no good~ damn. Why am i always subjected to such nonsense! argh i really want to stay in SG! sob sob
OK, i shall stop here or i think i will be like ming yuan, ' i just go die ba.'
In camp:
today, as i told yu, ming yuan ap me for no apparent reason. Ha. Its really sad man. My number of days are already so limited, so why cant we both just treasure our time together? gheee~ gross!
yang yang had this crazy thought of posting out. The reason being that all of us are leaving him. Sadly, thats true. For example, after year 2008, the bunk size would shrink down from a full 12 to 2! oh man, thats really sad.
As usual i had a 'fight' with yang yang today. His headbutt ability is really getting much better! It hurts badly when his head landed onto my chest.no good~ minus one point for him!
Oh ya, yang yang is finally showing some signs of aging! he had a strand of WHITE hair! wahaha, i wanted to pull it out for him but he violently rejected saying that the white hair would make him older! wahaha, still as childish as ever.
I have a sad news to broadcast. Yu's hamster is FINALLY dying. After being through so much mental and physical torture, that little thing is finally giving up! haha, just kidding. Lets look on the bright side, the hamster IS going to a much better place! Be it human or animals, i believe that the afterlife will be a better one!!! or so i pray! ha.
oh man, tomorrow i will be going for my golf training again. After past experience, i suffered from muscle ache on my legs, thighs, back and arms. ><. NO good~ golf is no good~ like what wee chin says, its only for people with small balls. crude ya! haha
ok, i shall end my post here! not really feeling very happy now. sometimes i really wonder if i had made the right choice i taking up the offer. hai... only time will tell i suppose...
OK, i shall stop here or i think i will be like ming yuan, ' i just go die ba.'
In camp:
today, as i told yu, ming yuan ap me for no apparent reason. Ha. Its really sad man. My number of days are already so limited, so why cant we both just treasure our time together? gheee~ gross!
yang yang had this crazy thought of posting out. The reason being that all of us are leaving him. Sadly, thats true. For example, after year 2008, the bunk size would shrink down from a full 12 to 2! oh man, thats really sad.
As usual i had a 'fight' with yang yang today. His headbutt ability is really getting much better! It hurts badly when his head landed onto my chest.no good~ minus one point for him!
Oh ya, yang yang is finally showing some signs of aging! he had a strand of WHITE hair! wahaha, i wanted to pull it out for him but he violently rejected saying that the white hair would make him older! wahaha, still as childish as ever.
I have a sad news to broadcast. Yu's hamster is FINALLY dying. After being through so much mental and physical torture, that little thing is finally giving up! haha, just kidding. Lets look on the bright side, the hamster IS going to a much better place! Be it human or animals, i believe that the afterlife will be a better one!!! or so i pray! ha.
oh man, tomorrow i will be going for my golf training again. After past experience, i suffered from muscle ache on my legs, thighs, back and arms. ><. NO good~ golf is no good~ like what wee chin says, its only for people with small balls. crude ya! haha
ok, i shall end my post here! not really feeling very happy now. sometimes i really wonder if i had made the right choice i taking up the offer. hai... only time will tell i suppose...
Friday, January 11, 2008
does it all ends here?
Sadly, this is not a happy post. Its one that consists of mixed emotions.
Cause: I have decided to take up a scholarship that is offered to me by the Uni Of Tesmania. After discussing with my parents, relatives and friends, i have made up my mind.I will adopt the offer. That would mean that i will have to be in aust by feb 18 for the uni's orientation.
Im really really shocked when my uncle broke this news to me. I DID NOT apply for any scholarship as my result for A lvl was just average. Its not at all outstanding. I'm glad that this offer was given to me. However, there are many factors that really discourage me from adopting the offer.
Main Reason:
MY FRIENDS
1) Colin: i swear he is the guy/lady that really really know me. It's an obvious thing as we have been best friends since secondary 1. We crap, study, play and even got into the same college and SAME class! LOL, what are the odds man. Sadly, we cant get the same course in uni ><. LIfe would be different without him. He would be there when i need help and we know many many secrets of one another! haha. How i wish we can always be so close to one another. Will distance weaken our friendship?! i certainly hope not.
2)Pei yu: since i only know this pig in JC, she is really an important part of my life. She never fails to be there when i need her. In thailand, she was the one that was there for me. It was her that i manage to get over the darkest period of my life. Seriously, im not kidding. Moreover, im really glad that she is my zhi high partner. Its just so fun when she is around. She certainly brings life and laughter to my boring life. YU~ u must jia you wor. If u dun get 4.8 this time then NO GOOD~ :p
3)ken: A trustworthy friend! always there when i need his help. He never complain about anything! Though he may be very lame some times, its his positive attitude that really motivates me to go on. Really enjoy spending my time with him, though many bimbo tic stuff happens to both of us. For example: we were scolded by this GAL for playing psp in the cinema! how embarrassing! ha.
4)Ger: full of nonsense. Really nice guy. For some weird reason, he really like cats! ewww! no good~ i still remember he brings cat food to school~ WTH! Gross! haha. He is my eating buddy wor! U ON I ON DE( a phrase we always use when we are in TAIWAN!) haha, beautiful memories.....
5)Rui Qing: Basically DSR.com.sg/ger! haha. Really stupid lady. Nothing to say! haha. Really enjoy bullying her man. She just doesn't get angry no matter how i insult her( she is da lady~ man) haha. Hope to see her in aust in august!
6)ZI yang: ha, my yang yang is just so childish! Seriously, he looks like a 14 year old man. Thank god he does not act like one though. Maybe because he is the only son, he has difficulty expressing himself. He likes to keep things to himself but after EX crescendo, i got to know him much much better. I know when he is upset, when he is lying. Really enjoy spending time with him. Dun really like playing lan with him cos he always push the blame on me! haha. He does not mean it though. Sadly, i broke my promise. I thought i would pei him till mar 8 and even meet up with him during night's off after i ord. Its all not possible now! im so sorry.....
7)phil: he is my armskote man! a really matured man! haha. He has thought me many stuff. He shares many personal experiences with me. He is like a DAD to me in camp! basically he rox!
8) Ming Yuan: ok... ha, basically he is weird but cute. Gave me many many nicknames: dog, lamer, clown, lame duck(when i went for in-grown toe nail op), noob and even porn star! Had many happy memories with him. Some sad though. He always put on a brave front but i know he is actually a very emotional guy. I know that there are times whereby he wants to talk to me but he just does not want to make the first move! ha. K, i admit, sometimes when he makes the first move i would just ignore him! hehe. However, i will really treasure my time with him. No more stupid fight, no more arguments no more cold war! its all coming to an end and i really hate it......
9) Wee Chin: he is a cock! haha. full of crap ideas but we sure have chemistry though. Both got rejected by the gal we like, got driving licence in the same year and most importantly we both like the same food! for some weird reason, both of us are damn similar. Like cockles, like gals with long hair and so on. We really need to go for a dna test man! there might be a chance that we are actually brothers man!!!! haha. We promise to get girlfriend/wife that will be able to get along together. They do their shopping, we do our eating! wahahaha
basically, i hate the idea of leaving all my friends! they are a really important part of my life. It would be really scary when they are no long a part of my life! i really hope our friendship will last and that we will not drift apart from one another. Fair enough, one should adapt to the change in environment. I will definitely make new frrends but i am CERTAIN that i cant find friends that are as marvellous as they are! Finally, i hope that my decision to take up the scholarship would be a right one too.....
Cause: I have decided to take up a scholarship that is offered to me by the Uni Of Tesmania. After discussing with my parents, relatives and friends, i have made up my mind.I will adopt the offer. That would mean that i will have to be in aust by feb 18 for the uni's orientation.
Im really really shocked when my uncle broke this news to me. I DID NOT apply for any scholarship as my result for A lvl was just average. Its not at all outstanding. I'm glad that this offer was given to me. However, there are many factors that really discourage me from adopting the offer.
Main Reason:
MY FRIENDS
1) Colin: i swear he is the guy/lady that really really know me. It's an obvious thing as we have been best friends since secondary 1. We crap, study, play and even got into the same college and SAME class! LOL, what are the odds man. Sadly, we cant get the same course in uni ><. LIfe would be different without him. He would be there when i need help and we know many many secrets of one another! haha. How i wish we can always be so close to one another. Will distance weaken our friendship?! i certainly hope not.
2)Pei yu: since i only know this pig in JC, she is really an important part of my life. She never fails to be there when i need her. In thailand, she was the one that was there for me. It was her that i manage to get over the darkest period of my life. Seriously, im not kidding. Moreover, im really glad that she is my zhi high partner. Its just so fun when she is around. She certainly brings life and laughter to my boring life. YU~ u must jia you wor. If u dun get 4.8 this time then NO GOOD~ :p
3)ken: A trustworthy friend! always there when i need his help. He never complain about anything! Though he may be very lame some times, its his positive attitude that really motivates me to go on. Really enjoy spending my time with him, though many bimbo tic stuff happens to both of us. For example: we were scolded by this GAL for playing psp in the cinema! how embarrassing! ha.
4)Ger: full of nonsense. Really nice guy. For some weird reason, he really like cats! ewww! no good~ i still remember he brings cat food to school~ WTH! Gross! haha. He is my eating buddy wor! U ON I ON DE( a phrase we always use when we are in TAIWAN!) haha, beautiful memories.....
5)Rui Qing: Basically DSR.com.sg/ger! haha. Really stupid lady. Nothing to say! haha. Really enjoy bullying her man. She just doesn't get angry no matter how i insult her( she is da lady~ man) haha. Hope to see her in aust in august!
6)ZI yang: ha, my yang yang is just so childish! Seriously, he looks like a 14 year old man. Thank god he does not act like one though. Maybe because he is the only son, he has difficulty expressing himself. He likes to keep things to himself but after EX crescendo, i got to know him much much better. I know when he is upset, when he is lying. Really enjoy spending time with him. Dun really like playing lan with him cos he always push the blame on me! haha. He does not mean it though. Sadly, i broke my promise. I thought i would pei him till mar 8 and even meet up with him during night's off after i ord. Its all not possible now! im so sorry.....
7)phil: he is my armskote man! a really matured man! haha. He has thought me many stuff. He shares many personal experiences with me. He is like a DAD to me in camp! basically he rox!
8) Ming Yuan: ok... ha, basically he is weird but cute. Gave me many many nicknames: dog, lamer, clown, lame duck(when i went for in-grown toe nail op), noob and even porn star! Had many happy memories with him. Some sad though. He always put on a brave front but i know he is actually a very emotional guy. I know that there are times whereby he wants to talk to me but he just does not want to make the first move! ha. K, i admit, sometimes when he makes the first move i would just ignore him! hehe. However, i will really treasure my time with him. No more stupid fight, no more arguments no more cold war! its all coming to an end and i really hate it......
9) Wee Chin: he is a cock! haha. full of crap ideas but we sure have chemistry though. Both got rejected by the gal we like, got driving licence in the same year and most importantly we both like the same food! for some weird reason, both of us are damn similar. Like cockles, like gals with long hair and so on. We really need to go for a dna test man! there might be a chance that we are actually brothers man!!!! haha. We promise to get girlfriend/wife that will be able to get along together. They do their shopping, we do our eating! wahahaha
basically, i hate the idea of leaving all my friends! they are a really important part of my life. It would be really scary when they are no long a part of my life! i really hope our friendship will last and that we will not drift apart from one another. Fair enough, one should adapt to the change in environment. I will definitely make new frrends but i am CERTAIN that i cant find friends that are as marvellous as they are! Finally, i hope that my decision to take up the scholarship would be a right one too.....
Thursday, January 3, 2008
happy day!
As reflected from the title, today is a happy day!!
Main reason why i am happy:
The girl that has disappeared from my life has appeared once again! omg! She started chatting with me on msn! Argh. cant believe it, a simple message from her makes me so so so happy. Trust me, happy is an under statement! When she said she has not hear from me for so long, my heart melted! It means im actually still present in her memory! Omg, i thought she has long forgotten me after that incident. I was so wrong! Weee, I'm just so so happy.
Oh my i just realised that she has cut her hair! its rather similar to yu's. NO good~ i like gals with long hair! argh my tian shi!!!! Ok, i think i shall make an exception just for her! hehe
Rq was asking me to be around her when she is sad so as to score some brownie pt! Zzz, she is so no good~ haha, this was my reply to her: I will always be there for her so no worries! haha, i know its rather cliche, but i really really mean it. I will never forget the first time i made her cry and the time when she was crying so badly as she did badly for her general paper. It hurts to see her cry, even the thought of it makes me sad! haha, think col and yu both going to puke le! haha.
Oh my, im really really happy. She did well for her exam too! Im so happy for her. The poster shall be her gift for doing well again! haha. Damn, i think i cant sleep today le. haha
ok i shall end here! haha
Main reason why i am happy:
The girl that has disappeared from my life has appeared once again! omg! She started chatting with me on msn! Argh. cant believe it, a simple message from her makes me so so so happy. Trust me, happy is an under statement! When she said she has not hear from me for so long, my heart melted! It means im actually still present in her memory! Omg, i thought she has long forgotten me after that incident. I was so wrong! Weee, I'm just so so happy.
Oh my i just realised that she has cut her hair! its rather similar to yu's. NO good~ i like gals with long hair! argh my tian shi!!!! Ok, i think i shall make an exception just for her! hehe
Rq was asking me to be around her when she is sad so as to score some brownie pt! Zzz, she is so no good~ haha, this was my reply to her: I will always be there for her so no worries! haha, i know its rather cliche, but i really really mean it. I will never forget the first time i made her cry and the time when she was crying so badly as she did badly for her general paper. It hurts to see her cry, even the thought of it makes me sad! haha, think col and yu both going to puke le! haha.
Oh my, im really really happy. She did well for her exam too! Im so happy for her. The poster shall be her gift for doing well again! haha. Damn, i think i cant sleep today le. haha
ok i shall end here! haha
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