last post before ex crescendo

Sadly, i will be leaving for thailand tomorrow! oh my god, i still cannot accept the fact that i am going to a place which is so disgusting! Hai, time to change to a new topic! hehe

More Momories:

On friday, i went for a haircut with yuan as there was an inspection on our physical apparence. We decided to head to Siglap as both of us had half day leave. I never had such a fun hair cut session before in my life. I was first in the queue. When the barber was cutting my hair, yuan kept disturbing me. Yuan tried slapping my face and poking my fats! Boo! minus one point for him for assault! Yuan was scolded by the uncle for disturbing me.

Next, it was yuan's turn. This time i told the uncle that i would like to assist him. I started pulling yuan's hair and his ears. He could not do anything! All he could do was to give me that pissed off look (honey it does not work~) Oh ya, i missed out this point. I was scolded by the uncle too ><

Next, we went to Starbucks to get a drink.Yuan ordered some disgusting chocolate drink. As i had never tried it before, i took it from yuan. Guess what that fella said 'its a form of indirect kiss!' I was like what the fuk!

Oh ya, both yuan and i have tendency to abuse one another. I mean physically. Not like what Yu(that disgusting, turn off pig thinks) thinks though. We always whack and pinch one another in the arms and thighs. Most of the time i will lose as yuan is so much stronger than me! damn it! Both of us left bruises on our thighs and arms. To us its called 'love bite'. Yuan was the one that came out with this term! not me!

An amazing incident:

I was with Jun Wei yesterday evening. I went to SPIRIT to get a bag for the Thailand trip. I randomly chose a sales assistance to help get me a new bag. The girl that served me was so ke ai! When i asked her about the new bag, she was so blur and panicky. I believe its her first time working as a sales assistance as she is rather young (maybe sec 3 or 4). Its been a long time since i really appreciate some one of the opposite sex le. The feeling is just so so so different. It maybe the fact that she resembles joo fang ba. Not look wise but behaviour wise. I have moved on le i swear! However the direction i am heading is a little sa la man! hehe

OK, i shall end the post here. Shall post in Thailand if its possible.

PS: Yu should u receive my call from Thailand pls pls pls answer as i have decided to settle yuan's issue once and for all there! Pray for me~ ><

beautiful memory

As reflected in my tittle, yesterday was a really really fun and enjoyable day! Besides some small hic ups, everything went on very smoothly ^^

Yesterday, my camp had a cohesion day. Its some what similar to amazing race. Although i found it really stupid as i would rather have 1 day off instead, i THINK i learn something about the MAC DONAL house in plaza sing area! haha.

Actual reason why i am really happy yest:

I managed to spend lots of quality time with yuan yesterday. In the afternoon, a group of my friends went to play lan together. Although we expected 10 people to appear only, there came another extra! I planned to be in a team with yuan for christ's sake loh, then that bloody fool appear! argh, slap that fella left right center top and btm man!

So as i am the always friendly neighbourhood fella, i decided to give up my seat for that fella ><><). The fella that initially left game was in the better team (damn man i shall call him A). A kept pwning the noobs in other teams. Oh ya i missed out this point. A is a fella that always wan to win. He makes a lot of unnecessary comments too. One fella by the name of kelvin was rather pissed off with him. Since the game was unfair, he left too. A stood up and say 'kelvin just bloody hell balance the game can!' For that instance, i knew kelvin would explode, thus i rushed to kelvin who was planning to leave the room already. When kelvin heard that, he shouted ' u cb, whats your fucking problem' and he slammed his chair! The chair just landed a few inches away from my foot! omg, i thought i would become a cripple yesterday man... (movie ended, its rating is 5 stars out of 5 stars) Time with yuan:
At about 6 plus, me, yuan, zx and roy went to play dota ourselves. Played 3 matches, 1 lost won 2!
After dota, we decided to go and eat tao hui. Its about 11 plus at that time. Yuan wanted to skip the mid night charge as yuan says yuan's heart jumps with the meter every time yuan takes a cab in the middle of night. However, i managed to force yuan to have tao hui with us. For some unknown reason, our topic of conversation changed to ghost stories. Zx told us a so called 'personal' story. Its those kind of story whereby there will be a scare at the end. As i thought it was a real encounter, i paid 100 % attention to the story(yuan was beside me). Upon reaching the end, zx suddenly shouted! Guess what happened?! I was so shocked that i grab yuan , spilled my half eaten delicious tao hui and scream damn loudly! Everyone, YES EVERYONE, in the shop stared at me like i am some bloody idiot! wth man. That loser yuan insisted that yuan was not at all afraid but i swore i heard yuan scream too!

As yuan wanted to share cab with me, we started to wait for a cab. The waiting time is about 45 mins man! Yuan started talking.

About yuan:

1) timid
2) does not dare to watch horror film as the scenes always replay in yuan mind.
3) single sec school from primary to secondary.
4) anti social
5) do not make effort to keep in contact with friends
6) bei dong
7) ke ai! wahhaa (yu and col puking blood le)
8) invited my psp for a swim in his bad! now its dead!
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Anyway as i promised yu, i have decided to siam yuan le. What yu said that made a lot of sense was ' look far ahead.' Yu knows that i am trying to siam yuan as much as possible. I'm really sorry that i did not do it yesterday as i really wanted some memories with yuan. I just let myself enjoy what was given to me. I promise that i will try much harder next time k yu! haha sorry! its really really not easy!

confidential

oh dear, for some obvious reason, i decided to stop blogging for a period of time :p Ok, its time to start again! weeee

I shall blog about two issues. one is rather sensitive while the other is pure irritating.

The irritating issue:

Which uni should i practice medcine?!

The ideal situation would definitely be practicing medcine in Singapore as my best pal is already there! However, this would not happen as my grades simply sucks ><.

I tried applying to IMU(international meducal university). Initially, i was very certain that i would accept the offer should i be accepted. However, after having a chat with my uncle who is the boss of CMS, he strongly advised me against going to IMU. He doubts the integrity of the university. Im now confused!

My opinion:

As a matter of fact, the thought of studying in Malaysia is a little turn off(no insults, just my humble opinion). firstly, i am not very comfortable with the population. Its called MALAYsia for a reason. Secondly, i really do not like the environment there. Lastly, my dad also encouraged me to try universities in countries like UK, Aust(rejected by all -.-"), NZ and so on. Basically, he does not really encourage me to study in malaysia......... argh!
Moreover, my uncle is not helping. He helped me send application to UK and Ireland universities without my knowledge! Yes, im touched by his actions. However, shouldn't he consult me instade of just consulting my dad?! ok, i may be just being a lady like wat colin always say! haha

The thought of studying overseas is really thrilling. However, there is an enormous force that is discouraging me. They are my friends here in Singapore. I am really thankful that i have a bunch of buddies in Singapore. I believe i will not be able to find anyone like them when im overseas. they are the people that i can turn too and really be there for me when i need them! How can i live without them?! oh my god! I may soumd childish, but they are really an important part of my life. I can visualise them sending me off. I would definitely tear! I sware! Argh!!! im being really emotional here, sorry guys ><

Lets change the subject. My closer friends would know who i am talking about! hehe, you are right, its the fella, i shall call that fella Yuan.

I really really enjoy spending my time with yuan. Yes, i really hope to try to get away from yuan, however, its easier said than done.
I would be delighted when yuan msgs me. I want to be with yuan when he is in trouble! Sadly, i may not really be the one yuan wants to be by yuan side! ok, i can imagine py and colin turning off le! haha! we seldom have time to chat so i might as well just blog it ya! haha

Its really really difficult to avoid yuan. I tried not msg-ing yuan this weekend, however, yuan msg me -.-" how am i suppose to avoid yuan like that leh?! confused......

I just listen to a song that really really reflects how i feel now. The title is 我不想忘记你 by 郭静.

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你
笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你
再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你
苦也没关系
用祝福和感激
勇敢失去你爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

haha, thats all for now. going to temple soon le!