what if.........

would there be a day where one wakes up and realise that something he/she has is actually not his/her at all? would it be scary? could it be a twist of fate? can anything be done? should one just live in denial and act like nothing has happened? so many qns. i need to talk! thank god yu msg me.... i think its all fate...

GG cant sleep!

wo de tian, i slept at 3 plus and woke up at like 5 plus~ haha, think i slept too much in the plane le. haha, i wonder this is wat pple call jet lag~ haha. its ok, i managed to pat pat my dad and had a nice chat with my mother~ haha, not bad i think im going to be a good family guy! lolz~ ok shameless.

my maid just asked me why am i not sleeping~ haha, so damn funny. she says that exams are over, im suppose to catch up with my sleep. oh well, speaking about exams, the results would be out in like... a week time!! wo de tian~ why so fast de~ argh~ hope dun need to resit any paper man ><

whee, mum just asked me to have breakfast with her later~ haha. better watch how much i eat man cos i usually combine both bf and lunch when im back in ireland~ haha. this time sure become fatter le lah~ yu~ cant stick to my own zai diet here man! lolz

yes ah, ken would be coming in a few hours time~ haha, wonder where we should go man. as usual, we do not have any place in mind~ haha. cannot eat buffet leh, too fattening~ argh~ but i feel like eating nice nice food~ so ma fan man~ why cant i be those pple who does not gain weight regardless of how much food they consume?!?! wo de tian~ i need higher bmr. maybe... i should jab myself with thyroid hormones~ haha. ok... cold~

ok lah, shall go shower le. sg is so hot hot hot~ i miss ireland cold cold cold environment man! haha. but in exchange for being back home, its all worth it ^^

back!

wheee! home sweet home! haha, im about to dota with ken and my bro! haha, decided to blog a while before my bro is back! whee, dota is still as fun. new maps, new heroes. ken did not really impress me with the new hero. lolz, oh well we shall both explore new heroes! wahhaa. so fun~ the new lr was so gay~ pwned ken and I. MEOW! however, the ulti like a bit cui le.

yes ah, going out with ken tml for lunch! so happy, he would be driving me! whee, first time sitting in his new car~ wo de tian, damn excited. its only me and ken tml man! haha. looks like we are definitely going to lose our way! lolz, hopefully the navigator wont die on us. if not... GG. lol.

todays 12 hrs long flight gg-ed my back again! lol, i was hopping that the chair would be able to be adjusted to 180 degree de man. haha, too bad it cant. in fact not even close to 180 degrees. haha. oh well, at least now im back home, resting on my bed and happily chatting with ken. and not missing out blogging at the same time~ SHUANG~

had steam boat today for dinner~ mum wanted me to have some home cooked food. haha, grandma and aunty joined us. haha, did not know i am missing out on so many scandals man! wo de tian, i think i really need to be updated~ lolz, my san ba side is re-surfacing. lolz

lol, this yu damn er xin! lol, must shun away from me for 3 days all thanks to swine flu! so mean lah, i am so kawaii and yet u wanna shunt away from me~ im sad~ lol, so we are meeting up this monday right?!? haha. no more excuses!

thanks for ur gifts, lol will put that pen into good use ya? haha, hope u like the stuff i gave you too! hehe, i knew you would prefer it compared to giving you stars! whee, proud of myself! meet ya tml if possible ya? love u!

thinking

i have been thinking a lot recently. did i make a wrong choice? was the decision a wise one? would it do more harm than good? Many many questions start appearing in my mind! was it due to a moment of temptation that i gave in? the thing that has been bothering me is the fact that i have gotten really close with some of the malaysians.

Initially, i kept telling myself that i should not even bother making friends with them since they would be gone after 2 and a half years. why would i want to put myself into a nasty situation where i have to undergo 分离 again? sounds logical? well at least it does to me. however, i let my guard down and started interacting with them.... resulting in me being rather close to them now.

just came back from a steamboat dinner with them. it really was fun, had many bimbotic moments and so on. i realised that i have become so close to them. it seems like they have integrated into my life here in ireland. like... a mini family? especially alvin and jg. jg and i would always consult one another when we are in doubts, he would always give me wake up call to make sure i would be awake. all those minute events now seems so normal yet precious. something which i really hope to hold on to for as long as i can. sadly, i know i cant. it would all end in just 1.5 years time. reality hits hard again...

maybe i should just not think so much about what would happen in the near future? many say that we should just deal with a matter when it happens. i really hope to adopt such mindset but i really cant. i hate it when things get beyond my control, when they are not happening according to what i plan. basically, i hate changes. period.

oh well, i did IMPULSIVE shopping today again. wo de tian, i really regretted it man. haha, i realised shopping is socially contagious! LOL, i resulted in joey buying a gucci belt. LOL, i was so amazed that he wanted to get a belt from gucci too. haha, its damn dangerous to shop with another fella who does not have self control. this is my lesson learnt today. haha, i need to have more self control and only buy things that i really require ba i suppose. hmmm, like the sales lady says, its a from of investment! lol, such a lame excuse isnt it? haha.

whee, got to see mingyuan's picture on facebook! looks like he is doing well! haha, no negative implication, well at least they are not seen from the pictures! haha. however, there is one thing about him that will never change, that is the mindset that we both share : should one drink, one must definitely get drunk. LOLz, i know its kinda lame this mindset is really one that makes drinking with him so fun! haha. hmm, kind of disappointed that our friendship had to come to an end, i suppose its fated ba. 人的一生就像烟火，总在最灿烂的时候熄灭！thanks for all the memories that u gave me. will always keep u in my prayers too!

woohooo, yu got me hooked to the song 妥协！ haha, its really damn nice man. haha, i think this is one of jolin best song ba. haha. its probably due to the meaningful lyrics ba. its kind of sad but it really happens i suppose. its like so got gan dong du~ whaha. jolin rocks! but hebe rocks more. LOL. i go more... natural.. more ORGANIC!



hmm, there are times when i think that i behave like the guy in the mv. sorry if there are times when i make u feel that im taking your unconditional love for granted ya. especially the one month before my exam started. thanks for always being so caring and understanding! really really really appreciate it. thanks for all that you have given me. love ya lots!

完了！！！

Wheee, exams are finally OVER! omg, this sem de exam is so 煎熬！ haha, im so glad that its all over man! summary, i think i screwed up one of my physio paper quite badly man. haha. i certainly hope that i can get at least sec upper for that and the rest of my modules cos i wanna participate in this competition that my school holds yearly. hmmm, if i can really do it i shall qing colin to vet my stuff le! whahaha. thanks colin aka la whore in advance!!!! i know u are more den willing to help me read and vet my cui essay~ wahahaha.

I went shopping with jg today! lolz, spent a lot of money but damn shuang. LOLz, haha i think its post exam 'stress' man! whaha. got my brothers a lv coin pouch and a ralph lauren shirt. eh some of the ralph lauren shirts are on offer wor! its polo tee which colin seldom wear! haha. ken and chin you all want ma? if u all want tell me i help u all buy here, confirm cheaper den singapore de cos some of the items got 40% discount. lol, jg said my eyes sparkled when i saw the 40% discount!

oh i saw this lv coin pouch which i kinda wanted. but.... it looks like an imitation item! omg, i was so determine to get it so as to replace my old coin pouch lah. den jg said something which totally turned me off... he said this ' 看起来很像翻版的！' that GG-ed me instantly. im still thinking about it man, its 170 euros. should i get it? any opinions?! oh colin u want ur mac stuff ma? cos i manage to find a shop here. lolz, it would be cheaper den buying from london i think cos i wont suffer additional losses cos of conversion!haha

oh man, my friends are coming le! i gtg! see u guys soon! chin chin dota soon ya!!!haha. yu jia you for you FYP!!!! 你行的！！！