Wednesday, January 23, 2013

hamnie

23 Feb 2012, hamnie has moved on to a better place, a place where he has his infinite supply of sunflower seeds. Roughly 4 years has passed, he had lead a long life for a hamster i would say. I will never forget the small hole on his left ear, which he probably got it from a losing fight with his siblings. Memories of the little cutie kept flooding into my mind when I received the news of his death. Part of me felt happy as I suppose he can finally move on to a better place and not being tied down by those massive lumps which looks like tumor to me. He was so healthy and active when i left for dublin, I thought he would have lasted longer. Its saddening that I wasn't there when he moved on, but one thing for sure, he will be my one and only hamnie. No plans on getting another hamster as he has and will always be the best hamster I ever had.

Thanks for coming into my life, I will never forget how picky u are when it comes to food. How you fell off the wheel when you curled up into a ball to sleep. The cute position you adopt when I feed you your favorite apple treat and fresh apples. You will be greatly missed and I am sure that at least 2 people will remember you forever. 天下无不散的宴席。I certainly hope that you will be proudly sharing your stories about us with your friends up above. Once again, I love you loads and I will really miss you.

hamnie, 你要记得我. 你不要走丢, 快快找到天使,在天堂给我保佑. 我爱你



我哭了。。。hamnie, 我们一起加油吧!你要勇敢,不要走丢。

Sunday, January 20, 2013

Din DIn





Dinner with Lp, lets hope all these good times will last forever. And stop being shameless to the max, there is a limit to one's patience! :p

Maybe I can do well

Last saturday, I had my ACLS course examination. The examiners said 'This fella is a driver and is a consultant.' They made the scenario way more complicated than it was suppose to be. 'I suppose he had all the boxes ticked, hasn't he?' she asked. I was proud of myself, after so long. I will strive to work harder, there is something in me that i have yet discover.

Monday, January 14, 2013

helpless

Upset, demoralized and feeling that life sucks. I dont know what I can do to make you feel better. I suppose being your silent pillar for now will be sufficient. Get up soon my friend, it sucks to see you in this state.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

the great ang to me

Wow, where do I even begin? Everything happened 4 years ago, when I met you in a surgical workshop. Although it was just a brief meeting, we ended up being best pals due to having similar interest. Throughout these years, you have played a major role in my life. Your ability to show kindness and gentleness in every situation never ceases to amaze me as it takes a lot to test your patience. Remember the fun times we had together? The Europe trips we had during the holidays, the heart-to-heart talk sessions, the clinical competencies practice sessions and etc!!! I hope in future you will still be the pillar of my life, continue supporting me through difficult times. Thanks for being an invaluable presence in my life.

thanks jg! you are amazing too =)

snow

'It might snow today!' my friend said. I recalled my first snowing experience and you were here with me =) had a small argument that night but we ended up hugging each other to sleep. Such memories help keep me warm during winter =) thanks.

Thursday, January 3, 2013

yet another sweet and random moment


Teo Hon Wei 4:46 PM
lol
4:46 PM
wts
4:46 PM
u siao one
4:47 PM
you dont need anyone la
4:47 PM
u just need ur ortho goddess
4:47 PM
can le
4:47 PM
hahaha
4:47 PM
world complete

Joey 4:49 PM
NO
4:49 PM
i still need others
4:50 PM
like honteo, rara <3 ahahahaahah="ahahahaahah" dandan="dandan" p="p">4:50 PM
name 3 for example
4:50 PM
+ goddess
4:50 PM
RARARARARARARARARARA how can i forget my cutsie baby
4:54 PM
how can u belittle urself so much
4:54 PM
my world how to b complete with just 1 chamber of heart filled
4:54 PM
LOL

Thanks for the constant reassurance. I am insecure about our friendship, but you always bring me down to reality and not think too much =) thanks and i sincerely hope the goddess is the right one for you. Hope she does not end up hurting you =)

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

london to dublin


5:45. Finally arrived in London, cleared the customs and security checks. Thankfully, the airport is rather empty. I am currently sipping coffee with Joey at Ristorante-Pizzerian and Caffé and Bar. Hot white Americano, yea piggy they do not sever ice Americano here in London. Americano itself can bring that so much memories, fortunately, pleasant memories.

2013 has began, wonder what this new year holds for us. Chin and I will be graduating, if everything goes well that is. Piggy will embark on her amazing journey in search for her long lost farmer’s son. Unfortunately, that would mean that I may or may not be able to meet up with her when I am back for good. She texted ‘ I will see you when I see you. :(‘ Such simple words made my heartache, stomach quenched when I read it. I do hope we will meet up really soon and have all those random moment and laughter once again. Once again, I wish you all the best piggy.

Lp Wai is currently playing his lame game, ‘candy rush’.  Gosh, this game is definitely gaining some popularity as many requests to play this game have been sent to me. Gets kind of annoying at times I would say. He said something really cute not too long ago. ‘Wa liao, we spent 2 years on the plane.’ As much as I wanted to slap him, he is right in a way. Thanks to Lp wai, the journey to London became less lonely as it is filled with his nonsense and random moments. Thank goodness he loves the case I got him =) Fits his phone really well I would say. In a nut shell, I rock! :p

As time passes by, crowd started surfacing. Once again, I am in a country when I become the minority. =( No more Asian eye candies, but who cares, lets welcome lao wai eye candies! Different colour but they can be equally yummy.

Was really touched when I saw Jia Seng in the airport yesterday. Never would it have cross my mind that he would send me off. Though we only met two times in total, he actually made such a kind gesture. Indeed chin, he is an excellent friend of yours, one to keep, that’s for sure. Hope he can get his scholarship and excel in his occupation! Can’t wait to have another meet up with him too =)

Co Co came this time round, really did kind of take me aback. Thanks co-co for coming though you had to work yesterday and will be on call on New Year day. Action appreciated. Let’s hope that this is the last time you will be sending me off to Ireland yea, keeping fingers crossed. Will try to be a good HO if possible, and you should probably change your mindset from ‘screwing’ me to ‘helping’ a cute friend =) thanks once again.

Lastly! Chin chin, thanks for always sending me off without fail. Thank you so much and I sure hope this will be the last time ah. Maybe the next time I see you, you will be in Ireland? Keeping fingers cross =) Will miss those random outings and study session, not forgetting the constant eating. Thanks for the really sweet card and yea, friends forever chin! =)

Lastly, to you. Thanks for giving me the courage to move on and put an official closure to things between us. I am in the wrong for not setting things straight and probably created some false hope. So, now that all is over, thanks for sending me the whatsapp messages and ya I will keep all the memories that we had dearly in my heart too. Wishing you a happy New Year and hope you will be able to find the right one for you. You are not a lousy friend, we are all lousy friend, hence it really doesn’t matter. =)

PS: damn it, I forgot to bring my puini and dini! Hoping my parents will send them over to me if not I will be having sleepless nights already! =( emo max.