Yoz, im finally back! Could not post a post yesterday as i was trapped in a place that shall not be name! I woke up at 0600 today so as to be able to set up all my stores and do the cookhouse duty. Initially, i thought 45 mins was more than enough time for me to get ready all my stuff. I was wrong.
A sad/busy morning:
As i was getting ready all the stores for the life run today, a group of Qm branch people came to draw stores from me. I was like hello~ are u all ok? Can't you all see i am rather busy?! Guess whats the best part, they wanted me to help them set up all their stores! When i heard that, i was so pissed! I immediately approached their superior to complain! (@!#!@%#%$#$!@#!@ : after a long time of complaining, the arrow was deflected! phew! thank god for that ^^)
Speaking of deflecting arrows, in the place that i am currently in, superiors are constantly shooting arrows. Some can be deflected easily while others are ARMOR piercing! From that place, i learn the technic of looking busy! hehe, even my clerks do that too! its part and parcel of our boring and mundane life in that place :p Fortunately, one of my direct superior is on leave, the amount of arrows shooting through the air has greatly reduced! phew ><
Oh, my whole gang in camp are going to buy the same water bottle! We are trying to create a new fashion statement with the bottles. Ok, i know some of you might find it lame (-.-), DUDE its the only way to spice up our life in the place that shall not be name! The name is being tagged! Should i say its name, i can never post any more post eva again. Eva again~ (ok, trying to be a little dramatic here honey~)
Looking back in time, i remember an event whereby my friends in the place that should not be name asked me a question.
Question: Why did that girl reject you?
Damn, it was their random moment again! so embarrassing man! argh~ In fact, i did not really tell my close friends what actually happened between both of us. Ha... I still do not have the courage man. Fuk it, i have decided to just blog it!
I had a crush on this cute lady for more than 2 years. In fact, im not sure if i have gotten over her yet. To tell her that i like her, i bought a crystal globe (those which can spin and produce soothing music kind) from precious moments and wrote her a card. She is the FIRST girl that i declare my feelings for man. Unfortunately, i could not attend a BBQ party, thus my friend, yu, have to pass her the gift. On that faithful night, i was on guard duty. I was very distracted, i think very distracted is an understatement! I was like waiting for the release of my 'O' and 'A' level results! so scary!!!!! ><><>< :( I was sad, very sad but amazingly i managed to hold back my tears. I sware i did not cry ( lyrics from a song of westlife : i sware i wont cry~ even as tears filled my eyes~ i sware i wont cry~))
She is really the girl i like. To be honest, till now my feelings for her still lingers in my heart. Though i want to move on, part of my heart tells me that there might still be a chance. Is there? i do not think so. She crosses my mind everytime im feeling alone. Her actions and behaviors are all deeply imbided into my mind. How she looks when she laugh, cry, worried... the list can go on and on. All thoes memories are THERE! RIGHT THERE IN MY MIND. unwilling to go no matter how hard i try. I can still remember the first question she asked me ' hey what's your name.' It was so unexpected, i actually fell for her at first sight! Im such as loser as what keith says. Period. Anyway, when i was in JC, i thought my best friend, Colin, aka la expensive bitch, has a crush on her. Because of that, i backed off. I was happy to see them together (they did not become bf/gf). To my surprise, colin is actually AJ! so hysterical! haha
Mango, benji and yoges says that its the girl's lost for rejecting me. Is it true? Nah, im just a normal neighbourhood friendly guy. Thats all, nothing special, nothing attractive. Argh being emotional now! damn... Im listening to SECRET by Jay Chow. The song is not really helping to make me happier man! ><
ok, feel a little better now. Will try to get over her. Promise!
lalalla, i shall end here! this post is so long! hehe >< chaoz
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