an eye opener

This particular tweet totally summed up how i feel today. ' Unfortunately, our generation is full of liars , cheaters and pretenders.' @Life Facts.

To me, friends are suppose to help one another in time of need. Will you be exhilarated that your friend is underperforming because of YOU?! Life is complex, and so is human nature. When you think you someone, it may turn out that you are completely wrong.

' No one can be trusted' said piggy. The old me would beg to differ, unfortunately, I nodded and agreed.

Btw..

Incredible night

Had an incredible night today. The DJ at the club was fantastic and I even sent a picture of the DJ to piggy! =) He is one DJ that does not just play the top 40 songs, but old songs that are really impressive. He is really outstanding, best DJ in dublin for the past 5 years. Thanks for the night Mr DJ.

The Dj played many songs that brought back loads of memories. When he played songs like 'on the floor', it reminded the crazy days me and piggy had when we went clubbing. When 'bounce' was played, i thought of dhana as he was the one who recommended this song to me in the club. He was so fun last time, but he changed. people change i suppose, maybe for the better.

I saw a loner in the club today. I suggested that we should just say hi and make friends as I am sure that will make his sucky day slightly better. Unfortunately,  my friend said that 'he is nasty looking' and he does not want to say hi to him. My heart literally sank. I never wanted to hang out with popular kids, i like people who are being themselves and accept themselves for who they are. We could have make his day slightly better but superficiality took the better of us. My heart sank when we left him. I took a last glance and muttered a sorry in my heart. ' he deserves better friends' I said.

5 long years. I wonder if you really know who I am. Instead, do i know you? The perplexity has overwhelmed me, I need to sleep. NIght guys and Hi bed.

I believe

Woohooo, finally found this song! Time flies, it has been 8 years already?! This was the song that kept me through Junior College and when I am down. Love it loads, good songs will never be out of fashion =)

Ever felt that you were dreaming just to find yourself awake? Let's do our best =) Fighting!

The perks of being a wallflower

Watched the perks of being a wallflower today. To me, it is a really meaningful film and it puts some perspective into my life. I have never been the popular kid and will never be. Fortunately, I was never the kid that is constantly being left out. This film reminded me of my secondary school days where people were being ostracized and given names just because they are different. The inability to conform to social norms results in constant bullying and unpopularity. I feel sorry for them but deep down I know that I will never be able to understand what they really go through, as I have never been in their shoes. Unfortunately, one of my friends did go through such nonsense and I am glad that he shared it with me. The anger, frustration and melancholy that radiated from him was so intense that I cant help but feel sorry for him. I realized that besides sympathy, he deserves at least a true friend and I hope that is what I am to him.

The main character said this ‘So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.’ Honestly, I am really glad to have everything that I possess now. Loving and supporting family, brilliant friends, not having to worry about financial constrains and being a medical student- what more to ask for?  Certain aspect of my life is filled with perplexity which I suppose requires time to set things straight. It is not going to be a walk in the park but I know I have to have them sorted out. Hopefully, the day when I can proudly tell the world that I am off the hook will come really soon.

One of my favorite quote from the movie is ‘we accept the love we think we deserve.’  For now, thank you all for all the love and support. For those that I once love or once loved me, thanks. Maybe it’s sad that these are now memories. And maybe it’s not sad. ‘All that we go through will all be stories some day, but right now we are alive, and in this moment I swear we are infinite!’ Fighting guys!

Ps: I hope that everything will go well for you mr murphy and I know u deserve someone better! Looking forward to our next meeting! By then I hope you will be sharing happy news with me with that attractive accent of you. Have always looked up to you since year 2, stay strong and blessed be my friend. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aog8680PVmU