today is such an amazing day man! haha, to sum it up, its a Happy day for me! haha, life has never been so bright man! haha.
Today, i have successfully rejected NUS and withdraw from UTAS. After so long, i decided to settle the issues once and for all! haha. Of cause i could not have done it without the help of my spos~ haha!
I met xue na today man! haha, she still looks the same! haha, chao ah lian~ haha, but she is still as ALIVE as ever! haha. Apparently she knows that im attached, i wonder who told her man. Ha :p. It feels great to meet up with friends you have lost contact with man~ its amazing~ haha.
wa, there is just too much to blog about man! haha, but im just so lazy to type! haha.
oh ya, i shall blog this down:
YU! aha, thanks for the post card ya! haha, though the condition of it was rather bad when i received it >< haha, its the thought that counts right? haha. Oh ya, dun be so sianz le ya! hope u are feeling better too! faster come back so we can go k together ya! haha, MISS YA LOTS~
oh ya stupid chin! ask me to call ya den never pick up! haha, roar!!!! u owe me.... nvm get it from you when we are 45? haha
Spos~ thanks for everything once again! haha, you are the love that came without warning! haha, no matter wat happens, i will not ask you stupid questions le. i will be with you as long as you want me too~ you are my very first thought in the morning and the last when i fall! love ya lots!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
friday~
today i met up with weitin. Went all the way to suntec to deposite a cheque which is worth 6 digits. Can faint man, never held so much money in my life before man! haha.
went to crystal jade for lunch today. I was so mean! i forced weitin to eat pork! wheee! ok i did not force her, i encouraged her to consume pork! haha. Its a proud achievement for me man.
weitin had dinner with my family. Dad and mum asked her many cute questions. The classic question from my dad is ' it has been a long time since i last saw you, where have u been?'. Ha, we realised that my dad always say and ask the same stuff. haha, one point for my dad man.
As my mum knows that weitin does not like pork, she told weitin to tell her mum to purchase pork from indonesia. She said pork from australia has a weird taste! haha. damn funny. I think my mum was talking cock about pork from different country man. haha. where does air pork come from?! haha.
oh ya, watch the movie hell boy 2. Its a little boring man! haha, no chio bus and no shuai ge... haha... no point watching the movie... ha...
aiyo must go fetch my lousy brother le! wahaha... chaoz
went to crystal jade for lunch today. I was so mean! i forced weitin to eat pork! wheee! ok i did not force her, i encouraged her to consume pork! haha. Its a proud achievement for me man.
weitin had dinner with my family. Dad and mum asked her many cute questions. The classic question from my dad is ' it has been a long time since i last saw you, where have u been?'. Ha, we realised that my dad always say and ask the same stuff. haha, one point for my dad man.
As my mum knows that weitin does not like pork, she told weitin to tell her mum to purchase pork from indonesia. She said pork from australia has a weird taste! haha. damn funny. I think my mum was talking cock about pork from different country man. haha. where does air pork come from?! haha.
oh ya, watch the movie hell boy 2. Its a little boring man! haha, no chio bus and no shuai ge... haha... no point watching the movie... ha...
aiyo must go fetch my lousy brother le! wahaha... chaoz
Thursday, July 10, 2008
fun day!
today was such a fun day! met up with co co and ken. The three of us went to K!!! wahahaha, though we 'killed' many songs, it was still really fun. However, our dear fishball was not there with us! Faster come back k? only then can the four of us go K together again.
After dinner, we met ger, rq and jon and we played dota. Colin got rather pissed off with ger BH, and this is not a rare occurance at all! haha, ger bh is a little...erm... too hum? haha, this is the best word that i could use to describe his bh! haha.
I heard from jon the the air ticket from singapore to dublin (2 way) is about 2800. holy shit man! I am so upset as it means i can only come back to singapore once in 9 months! it seems so so so so long! I suppose like what wei tin said, we should make the best out of the worst ba! haha. Things happen for a reason i suppose! faint...
whee, i will be meeting my spos in like 13 hours time! we have not decide on where we should go! ha, maybe somewhere near our place ba since my clumsy spos sprained her ankle >< how smart can she get right?! haha. Too bad i am excuse heavy load! thus i am unable to carry her! wahaha, see i am zai right? haha.
thanks spos for the beautiful wall paper that u made! hehe, its really beautiful! Anyway, thanks for all the confirmation that u gave me! love ya lots and really hope to see you soon!
ok lah, nothing much to blog le. Ken dun think too much ya, like i say, things happen for a reason! therefore just do what you think is right ba. Like what colin says, there is no point in avoiding a person! what will happen WILL happen, so ya! be like me ba! 勇敢的放手一搏!haha, and for co co u still haven tell me what happened! haha...
After dinner, we met ger, rq and jon and we played dota. Colin got rather pissed off with ger BH, and this is not a rare occurance at all! haha, ger bh is a little...erm... too hum? haha, this is the best word that i could use to describe his bh! haha.
I heard from jon the the air ticket from singapore to dublin (2 way) is about 2800. holy shit man! I am so upset as it means i can only come back to singapore once in 9 months! it seems so so so so long! I suppose like what wei tin said, we should make the best out of the worst ba! haha. Things happen for a reason i suppose! faint...
whee, i will be meeting my spos in like 13 hours time! we have not decide on where we should go! ha, maybe somewhere near our place ba since my clumsy spos sprained her ankle >< how smart can she get right?! haha. Too bad i am excuse heavy load! thus i am unable to carry her! wahaha, see i am zai right? haha.
thanks spos for the beautiful wall paper that u made! hehe, its really beautiful! Anyway, thanks for all the confirmation that u gave me! love ya lots and really hope to see you soon!
ok lah, nothing much to blog le. Ken dun think too much ya, like i say, things happen for a reason! therefore just do what you think is right ba. Like what colin says, there is no point in avoiding a person! what will happen WILL happen, so ya! be like me ba! 勇敢的放手一搏!haha, and for co co u still haven tell me what happened! haha...
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
final conclusion
Today, the results are out! wheee, i got high distinction for all the four units. Parents were really proud of me. My brother asked me this question over dinner, 'kor, why dont you continue studying in tasmania since you are doing so well?' I just told him this, 'my dream is to be able to practice medicine.'
The road towards being able to practice medicine is really not an easy one for me. Rejected by countless universities! damn it man. Ha, thank god i was granted this chance to persue my dream, i shall do my best! roar! haha.
Anyway, i did a really bad thing today. Mingyuan messaged me saying that he still likes wei tin and stuff. upon receiving those sms-es, guilt overwhelmed me again. It feels really bad man. It was so bad that i sent wei tin an sms to tell her to reconsider being with yuan again as i feel he needs her more than i do. Because of this stupid moment, she got really sad. I know i was such a loser man, i really regretted what i did ><.
anyway, she called me and she was crying really badly. the amount of pain that i felt in my heat was tremendous. Breathing became difficult. I may sound dramatic but i really felt that feeling! i told her that i am really sorry and stuff as i know i did hurt her deeply. Thank god she is so understanding and accepted my apology. She said that she was also in the wrong as she did not put herself into my position. ^^ thank god i did not lose someone so special because of the silly things i did. What made me really certain that falling for her is not a mistake was that she said ' loving you makes me not want to consider other possible alternatives. You made me feel that i am in love for the first time.' Those words are simple but they really do touch my heart! I am starting to love her so so so much more.
Anyway, like what ken, col and wc say, i should not really bother about what mingyuan feels and stuff. I did not do anything that is wrong. Everything happened because i was always there for her when she is down and vice versa. In accordance to phil. i can give her much greater happiness as compared to yuan. I just need to be more confident of myself! haha, thanks guys for always being there for me too.
oh ya ken, i may not seem appreciative during dota, so im sorry. My mind was just too pre occupied with what i should do and stuff. So thank you k? hope we will have fun k-ing tomorrow! haha.
Spos, i am really sorry that i hurt you. i promise that i wont ask such silly and meaningless questions ever again! Thanks for being so amazing. Love ya lots! I will be with you as long as you want me too k? thanks!
The road towards being able to practice medicine is really not an easy one for me. Rejected by countless universities! damn it man. Ha, thank god i was granted this chance to persue my dream, i shall do my best! roar! haha.
Anyway, i did a really bad thing today. Mingyuan messaged me saying that he still likes wei tin and stuff. upon receiving those sms-es, guilt overwhelmed me again. It feels really bad man. It was so bad that i sent wei tin an sms to tell her to reconsider being with yuan again as i feel he needs her more than i do. Because of this stupid moment, she got really sad. I know i was such a loser man, i really regretted what i did ><.
anyway, she called me and she was crying really badly. the amount of pain that i felt in my heat was tremendous. Breathing became difficult. I may sound dramatic but i really felt that feeling! i told her that i am really sorry and stuff as i know i did hurt her deeply. Thank god she is so understanding and accepted my apology. She said that she was also in the wrong as she did not put herself into my position. ^^ thank god i did not lose someone so special because of the silly things i did. What made me really certain that falling for her is not a mistake was that she said ' loving you makes me not want to consider other possible alternatives. You made me feel that i am in love for the first time.' Those words are simple but they really do touch my heart! I am starting to love her so so so much more.
Anyway, like what ken, col and wc say, i should not really bother about what mingyuan feels and stuff. I did not do anything that is wrong. Everything happened because i was always there for her when she is down and vice versa. In accordance to phil. i can give her much greater happiness as compared to yuan. I just need to be more confident of myself! haha, thanks guys for always being there for me too.
oh ya ken, i may not seem appreciative during dota, so im sorry. My mind was just too pre occupied with what i should do and stuff. So thank you k? hope we will have fun k-ing tomorrow! haha.
Spos, i am really sorry that i hurt you. i promise that i wont ask such silly and meaningless questions ever again! Thanks for being so amazing. Love ya lots! I will be with you as long as you want me too k? thanks!
Monday, July 7, 2008
to sin or not to sin? haha
While waiting for wei tin I shall just post a simple post. Today, I will be attending Patrick’s 21st bday party! Wheee, I am like so excited. Damn it man, I have to help me do decorations lah! Wat a pain in the kunt hole man! Yuan was the one who forced me to do the decorations stuff. Oddly, I have this feeling that he will not attend today’s party. I smell something fishy, not fishball-ish~ our dear fish ball is in HK~ haha.
Oh ya, I did not blog this down. The last time I met yuan, when we were about to bid goodbye, I swear that I saw tears in his eyes! Hmm, he insisted that those were not tears so ya.. haha, maybe it’s the different perfumes that I FORCED him to sniff ba >< It was fun though.
Anyway, I got a bit emotional yesterday! Haha, I was feeling a bit down. Ok, a bit seems to be an understatement. Anyway, I have gotten over it already! Thanks colin for always being there for me even though I always make ya angry ^^ really glad that I have u as a friend! Hope I did not scare u yesterday man. Anyway thanks again!
Hmmm, anyway I do know that YOU this mega slut have your own problems too. I know you turn to others for help so its ok. Always remember this ya, I will also always be there for you! Don’t bottle things up or you might explode man! Hehe, I trust you can handle your emotions more effectively than me! Jia you and don’t think so much ya. Whats done is done, there is nothing we can do about it but to live with the fact that we might have done a few horrible mistakes. We are sinners! Does going to church/temple help us? Haha.
im really gald to have my spos with me. Sorry that i did not tell you how i felt regarding yuans issue. like what you told me, i am glad that i have you as a part of my life too! love ya lots!
Oh ya, I did not blog this down. The last time I met yuan, when we were about to bid goodbye, I swear that I saw tears in his eyes! Hmm, he insisted that those were not tears so ya.. haha, maybe it’s the different perfumes that I FORCED him to sniff ba >< It was fun though.
Anyway, I got a bit emotional yesterday! Haha, I was feeling a bit down. Ok, a bit seems to be an understatement. Anyway, I have gotten over it already! Thanks colin for always being there for me even though I always make ya angry ^^ really glad that I have u as a friend! Hope I did not scare u yesterday man. Anyway thanks again!
Hmmm, anyway I do know that YOU this mega slut have your own problems too. I know you turn to others for help so its ok. Always remember this ya, I will also always be there for you! Don’t bottle things up or you might explode man! Hehe, I trust you can handle your emotions more effectively than me! Jia you and don’t think so much ya. Whats done is done, there is nothing we can do about it but to live with the fact that we might have done a few horrible mistakes. We are sinners! Does going to church/temple help us? Haha.
im really gald to have my spos with me. Sorry that i did not tell you how i felt regarding yuans issue. like what you told me, i am glad that i have you as a part of my life too! love ya lots!
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