Friday, November 26, 2010

Excellent day =)

Yesterday, a senior consultant from respiratory surgery actually complimented on my group (group of 4). =) We were really elated as he scolded the previous group really badly. When he was telling our reg how much better we were, my reg actually said this ' of cos, they were taught by me.' HAHA, super funny but at least we did great this time. Nice closure to our bedside teaching. for some weird reason, being under stress actually allows me to perform better. However, i dislike the palpitations that come along with it =(

Application back home is going on smoothly now, finally. Hope all goes well and tian fu here i come =)

Friday, November 19, 2010

散场的拥抱



Beautiful song. Lyrics are so well written. I am sure the composer of the song did go through such an event before. Anthony did a great job by channeling the right emotions. The MV and song touched my heart. I actually teared... Amazing. Well done Anthony =) 加油!!!

散场的拥抱,我还在燃烧

但你心里的浪潮,拒绝让我看到

你煎熬, 不肯定什么是最想要

爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱,混乱的心跳

多宁愿只是争吵,还能道歉和好

我知道,你留着和他所有合照

明明面前是答案却撕掉不要

Sunday, November 14, 2010

HOOKED!



super duper nice song! =) he is really shuai too!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Pwn-ed



This clip has totally changed hamnie's destiny. He is definitely suited to be slacking in his big big house. period.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Smile

Sometimes I wonder if I am an android. Life is so routine, it seems to have been programmed into me. Sleep, wake, school, eat and study. The cycle goes on and on, probably till the end of my life as a student. Does it? Who am I to complain when many are in the same situation as I am? Useless thoughts, discarded.

Today is a gloomy day. It has been drizzling throughout the day. The sun has decided to take a day off too. Overcast weather without the warmhearted greeting of the sun just does not help hearten up one’s day. School went well as usual, however the melancholy feel of the environment seems to have influenced my mood without me knowing it. Unconsciously, I just wanted time of my own to respect and indulge into this atmosphere that Mother Nature ‘created’. Throughout the whole bus journey home, I was silentious.

When I was about to arrive at my destination, an old lady in her mid eighties boarded the bus and sat directly opposite me. Her divine strands of silver hair got hold of my attention. Right after she took her spot, she initiated a light hearted conversation with a stranger from another country. Something about her attracts me, what it is exactly? Till now, I have no answer to this seemingly simple question.

The bus continues crawling towards my final destination. In my mind, I just want to lie down comfortably on my bed, away from this depressing ambiance. Much to my surprise, I saw the granny giving out a genuine smile, one that came straight from the bottom of her heart. There was no tinge of pretence. Warmness started to swell up within me. It has been a long time since I last saw such an angelic smile. I tried recalling the last time I saw such a smile, sadly I failed. Could this actually be the first time I see such a magnificent smile? Probably.. Even an old lady like her is passing her day as happily as she can, why should I not learn from her? I desire have her smile, one that can bring happiness to many people in the surrounding. With that, I would be a step closer to becoming a better doctor.

Amazingly, the solemn and mournful atmosphere seems to have vanished into thin air. The decreasing volume of rain drops tapping onto the window seems to be telling me to cheer up. On my way back home, my footsteps felt lighter. A ray of pleasant light hit onto me. ‘good morning sun’