Ever wondered the definition of love? Escalating heart rate? Having insatiable sexual desire for that person? Wishing to spend the rest of your life with that special someone? So many different definitions… hence love is unfathomable. no?
Fell in love with this song instantly when I was first exposed to it during the PMC farewell dinner. Really catchy and the music video is terribly hilarious. Watch and you will know what I mean. Do enjoy it ^^
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...
This basically sums up what I feel from the bottom of my heart. Thanks for always being there for me! Really appreciate it! Good luck!!!! Hope all goes well for you later!!!
Monday, December 21, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Last day of school
Exams are around the corner. This signifies the impending closure of JC3. 2 more semester and they will be leaving.
Whats wrong with me? I asked
I knew this is coming, didn’t I?
But why are there so many questions in my mind?
Sadness creep in and heart full of sorrow
Overwhelming lonesome made breathing hard
Everything will be fine, I lied
Tomorrow will be a better day....
Whats wrong with me? I asked
I knew this is coming, didn’t I?
But why are there so many questions in my mind?
Sadness creep in and heart full of sorrow
Overwhelming lonesome made breathing hard
Everything will be fine, I lied
Tomorrow will be a better day....
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Something to remember
Today marks the end of my anatomy practical lesson. 3 semesters flew by in a blink of the eye. Anatomy practical would be a thing of the past. It has become a memory, one that is deeply embedded into me.
Theoretically, I should indeed be elated that the anatomical component of my medical course has finally come to an end. Ironically, feelings of sorrow and bitterness exude from within should any anatomy related thoughts surfaced in my mind. Anatomy lessons would be greatly missed indeed.
Reminiscing the past is something that I find irresistible. It seems like yesterday when I first held the surgical instruments. Memories are still so fresh in my mind, so does the smell of the room. I have transformed from an anatomy idiot to one that possesses adequate amount of anatomical knowledge. This transition is not possible without the help of books, cadavers and most importantly the professors. I thank them from the bottom of my heart. Knowledge that they have imparted would definitely make me a better doctor. Or at least inspire to be one.
Time flies. Soon exams would be over. Year 2010 is arriving too. Does our knowledge and quality of life vary proportionally with our age? I certainly hope so.
Theoretically, I should indeed be elated that the anatomical component of my medical course has finally come to an end. Ironically, feelings of sorrow and bitterness exude from within should any anatomy related thoughts surfaced in my mind. Anatomy lessons would be greatly missed indeed.
Reminiscing the past is something that I find irresistible. It seems like yesterday when I first held the surgical instruments. Memories are still so fresh in my mind, so does the smell of the room. I have transformed from an anatomy idiot to one that possesses adequate amount of anatomical knowledge. This transition is not possible without the help of books, cadavers and most importantly the professors. I thank them from the bottom of my heart. Knowledge that they have imparted would definitely make me a better doctor. Or at least inspire to be one.
Time flies. Soon exams would be over. Year 2010 is arriving too. Does our knowledge and quality of life vary proportionally with our age? I certainly hope so.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Caught in a bad romance? no?
Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need.
I say love it is a flower
And you it's only seed.
Decision making time. Where do you incline towards? Or do u not have a stand?
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need.
I say love it is a flower
And you it's only seed.
Decision making time. Where do you incline towards? Or do u not have a stand?
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
wishes
Alone. The feeling of lonesome overwhelmed me. So did the wintry wind. It bit mercilessly into my skin. Looking down as I wander aimlessly in the parade square, unfamiliar faces passed by my periphery. What am I doing here? Where am I going next? Where are my friends? Why am I alone? No answers, I had no answers at all… moreover, the silence was killing me from within…
All of a sudden, some kid from behind shouted in excitement. Curiously, I turned back and look at what the little gal was pointing at. It was a shooting star. Only one, but it was so stunning. Without hesitation, I made a wish. It was about me. Feeling self-centered, I hoped that there would be more shooting stars so I can help others make a wish.
Looking around desperately, I could see no shooting stars. Sorrow consumed me. Just when I was about to give up, I saw a meteor shower. There were thousands and millions of shooting stars. No words can describe that gorgeous scene. Hastily, I made wishes for each and every one of you, including my family members. I was trying to do it as fast as I could before the meteor shower ends; I desperately wanted everyone to have my blessing. Individual faces appeared in my mind every time I make a wish. Everyone was smiling brightly. Finally, I succeeded. Heaving a sign of relief, I continued walking. However, it felt different this time; there was no tinge of feeling lonely. I felt warmth radiating from deep within.. as I continued walking, my vision blurred and the next thing I realized, it was all pitch black.
I woke up from my dream. One that made me feels so special. I realized that I will never be lonely as I would have you guys and my family all the time. I sure look forward to meeting up with u guys soon. Supper, movie dates and most importantly Friday dota! What more can I ask for?
I certainly hope my blessing would get to u. though it seems like it’s from another dimension, there is no where my blessing for you can’t reach. Love ya lots.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
work and more work?
"had someone whispered to me at medical school that in 10 years time i would become a cocaine addict, develop a manic-psychotic episode, have my general medical council registration suspended, i would of cos, have laughed. nothing could have been further from smooth, successful career and devoting my life to medicine. but we all, as doctors, think like that, and we forget that our own bodies and minds are fragile, and that fate sometimes has other scripts up her sleeve"
this was taken from the British medical journal. apparently, the suicide rates are twice as likely amongst doctors than in the general population. Methods adopted are the use of prescribed drugs and are more likely to succeed in attempt. LOL, i just find the last point really interesting as i'm sure most doctors out there knows the 'best' way ( less pain and so on) to commit suicide cos we spend almost all of our life learning about pharmacology!! they should get rid of pharmaco right? haha.
oh well, i suppose this applies of all jobs out there. lets hope that none of us would fall encounter such incident >< i dont want to die at such a young age! haha.
anyway, decided to do some lame posting since it has been a while since i last blogged. i'm really fulfilling the name of this blog man! whahaha.
anyway, good luck to those that are going to have exams soon!!!! fishball hope ur project is going well too! all the best ^^
ps: i miss playing dota with you guys~~~~~ sobs! garena soon anyone? :p
love ya and jia you wtih your revision! dino kisses for u! :p
this was taken from the British medical journal. apparently, the suicide rates are twice as likely amongst doctors than in the general population. Methods adopted are the use of prescribed drugs and are more likely to succeed in attempt. LOL, i just find the last point really interesting as i'm sure most doctors out there knows the 'best' way ( less pain and so on) to commit suicide cos we spend almost all of our life learning about pharmacology!! they should get rid of pharmaco right? haha.
oh well, i suppose this applies of all jobs out there. lets hope that none of us would fall encounter such incident >< i dont want to die at such a young age! haha.
anyway, decided to do some lame posting since it has been a while since i last blogged. i'm really fulfilling the name of this blog man! whahaha.
anyway, good luck to those that are going to have exams soon!!!! fishball hope ur project is going well too! all the best ^^
ps: i miss playing dota with you guys~~~~~ sobs! garena soon anyone? :p
love ya and jia you wtih your revision! dino kisses for u! :p
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Harvest day
Yay, we are finally NON VIRGIN! Well we includes me, ken and Weitin! Yesterday, we went cathay and watched thirst! Well its the first time we watched R21 movie man! Hence i told myself that i should blog it down for future references! okay, i know it sounds lame but yea...
About the movie : well to me there is nothing special about this movie man. The R21 is probably due to the lady showing off her boobs and the guy showing off his 小鸡鸡. Hmmm, i think the overly dramatic sex scene (which we cant see anything~) contributed to the R21 rating ba. i give this movie a 2/5! haha, i think the guy should be really happy man. The gal that worked with him is so chio lah, plus he gets to really touch her! cool beans, i really wonder how it feels for those actors and actresses to film such scenes man.
In addition, we caught 4 soft toys yesterday! whee, ken caught 2 and i caught 2! haha, looks like the arcade in PS is not out to cheat peoples money. After checking the prices for those toys, they actually amount to 90 plus SGD man. Phew, we only spend 14 dollars and got all four of them! lol. this is definitely something to remember. it really reminds me of my tyco skills in taiwan too man. Yu would definitely agree with it! haha.
We had dim sum buffet in PS yesterday. well its that really china shop! the songs that the play and the theme of the place is just so china-fied! lol, however it some how appeals to me man. GG im becoming more china-fied! gg liaoz. I would not recommend the buffet as the selections are really really limited. moreover, each one is only entitled to 2 xiao long baos~ gg. ha.
FINALLY i got to watch G force today! thank goodness i made it there in time man. haha, i feel so pai seh today. alyson came from malaysia and she actually got to ps earlier than me! heng i cab down if not i would have been damn late man! i did not know its so easy to get in and out of malaysia! cool beans man, maybe i should consider going into malaysia to have cheap seafood! lolz.
Alyson was telling me about her relationship with her current bf. too much to actually blog it down. basically it seems like she wants to end the relationship. To be honest, im rather certain that their relationship would not work out well. Nabil is a malay~ both their families are really conservative~ tell me how can there be a future for such relationships!? Moreover, she told me she regretted choosing this malay guy over this chinese guy! lol! dont worry im also amazed too cos that chinese guy is quite shuai some more de can~ lol. women = dun know wat they are thinking at times~ ha.
okay, shall end it here~ some shit is online le~
About the movie : well to me there is nothing special about this movie man. The R21 is probably due to the lady showing off her boobs and the guy showing off his 小鸡鸡. Hmmm, i think the overly dramatic sex scene (which we cant see anything~) contributed to the R21 rating ba. i give this movie a 2/5! haha, i think the guy should be really happy man. The gal that worked with him is so chio lah, plus he gets to really touch her! cool beans, i really wonder how it feels for those actors and actresses to film such scenes man.
In addition, we caught 4 soft toys yesterday! whee, ken caught 2 and i caught 2! haha, looks like the arcade in PS is not out to cheat peoples money. After checking the prices for those toys, they actually amount to 90 plus SGD man. Phew, we only spend 14 dollars and got all four of them! lol. this is definitely something to remember. it really reminds me of my tyco skills in taiwan too man. Yu would definitely agree with it! haha.
We had dim sum buffet in PS yesterday. well its that really china shop! the songs that the play and the theme of the place is just so china-fied! lol, however it some how appeals to me man. GG im becoming more china-fied! gg liaoz. I would not recommend the buffet as the selections are really really limited. moreover, each one is only entitled to 2 xiao long baos~ gg. ha.
FINALLY i got to watch G force today! thank goodness i made it there in time man. haha, i feel so pai seh today. alyson came from malaysia and she actually got to ps earlier than me! heng i cab down if not i would have been damn late man! i did not know its so easy to get in and out of malaysia! cool beans man, maybe i should consider going into malaysia to have cheap seafood! lolz.
Alyson was telling me about her relationship with her current bf. too much to actually blog it down. basically it seems like she wants to end the relationship. To be honest, im rather certain that their relationship would not work out well. Nabil is a malay~ both their families are really conservative~ tell me how can there be a future for such relationships!? Moreover, she told me she regretted choosing this malay guy over this chinese guy! lol! dont worry im also amazed too cos that chinese guy is quite shuai some more de can~ lol. women = dun know wat they are thinking at times~ ha.
okay, shall end it here~ some shit is online le~
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
nice song~
This song is by 梁靜茹. The title is 情歌. Well the title does not sound impressive but the song is really good. its good in the sense that its really catchy and that the lyrics are really meaningful. Personally i love the mv, well i think its quite touching~ haha. was close to tears man. haha, yu will once again say that i cmi -_-
你写给我 我的第一首歌,你和我十指紧扣,默写前奏,可是那然后呢? Really like this part of the song. Lets not talk about breaking up and so on. In general, when people argue, most will not really say how they feel. In fact, they would just say nasty things that would make others feel sad and hurt. In the end, they may no longer be friends anymore though they might really care for one another.
Should this be applied to a relationship, it would definitely be one that is full of regrets. should one not be able to express his/her feeling to the gal/guy he/she likes ---> most probably = GG. This would lead to lots of regrets. Besides regrets, the person will think of many WHAT IFs. lolz. i suppose some of us have gone through it ba. haha.
Watch time traveler wife with pn yesterday. well, amazingly i did not tear at all. LOL, some crybaby actually cried a river! lolz, phew that god im not that gay yet! well, the story is rather touching as it shows that some times always compromising with one another may not lead to a successful relationship. Communication is always the key to a awesome relationship i suppose. Well, at least thats what many many movies, dramas and books says. LOL. overall i give that movie a 3/5 stars.
sian, nothing to do at home. haha, think its either dota or drama ba! lolz. Feel like im wasting my time as im going back in 17 days time. argh~ so fast and it would be another 9 mth plus before we meet again. wa, terrible thought ><
Monday, August 31, 2009
HOME!
Oh man, i reached home about 20 minutes ago! I went to see my dermatologist today. Waited from 645 to 12 15am! oh my tian, it was the longest wait in my life man. The doctor is really making lots of money man! when we were there, the queue was super long already. i had number 46! i still thought i would be the first few. The lady at the counter told us that the first lady started queuing at 2pm~ the clinic only opens at 7 can! haiz, is this what people said kai su singaporeans?
i overheard some aunties saying that they are afraid of coming to this clinic le. haha, it was really funny man. Some were so dramatic when their turn came! i was telling wt it seems to be some tearing moment should we enter the doctor's room! Its like " OMG I'M IN SINGAPORE IDOL!~' lol ok that is a little dramatic, however the feeling was quite close ba i suppose!
Went tm today! For once i think i made a wise decision! I cant imagine waiting for so long just to see a doctor man. haha. Tm is still as crowded as usual, however there are more cute babies today! i wonder if babies these days are really sleeping later compared to the past man! ha.
i bought xiao xiong bing gan today! the one xiao xin loves to eat! hehe, its chocolate banana! ken's favorite! haha, but its rather expensive though, 4 plus for a small packet~ i bought it just for xiao xin~ kawaii!!!
hmm today is my clinic day man. In the morning , i went to hospital to check my always 'dislocated' right shoulder. thankfully, from the x rays, the bones are normal. however, the doctor wanted me to do a mri~ omg it costs 800-1000 dollars can! i told him it's ok i would EXERCISE my arm and see how it goes. LOLz, i can buy so much branded stuff with that money k! okay, not really alot, maybe another wallet or belt? ^^
The doctor said i have loose tendons. Ok, he said the medical term for it but i really did not catch him. haha, i feel damn cui can! it seems that i really have lots of faulty genetics stuff within me. haiz, talking about having kids~ the thought is just so scary at times man ><. i want healthy healthy fat fat babies!!! like tao yu so kawaii can le! haha.
pui ni! thanks for pei-ing me today ya! hope your mum wont scold you for reaching home late! haha, really appreciate it dear! thanks for everything! see you tomorrow k? lets enjoy our buffet yea?! hehe.
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU! may all your dreams and wishes come true! hope you will do well in ur studies and get into deans list! i know you can cos u are zai de! another year has passed! wonder when i can tell you this face to face man. haha, i hope and believe this day will come! once again happy bday chicken little aka cockster.
i overheard some aunties saying that they are afraid of coming to this clinic le. haha, it was really funny man. Some were so dramatic when their turn came! i was telling wt it seems to be some tearing moment should we enter the doctor's room! Its like " OMG I'M IN SINGAPORE IDOL!~' lol ok that is a little dramatic, however the feeling was quite close ba i suppose!
Went tm today! For once i think i made a wise decision! I cant imagine waiting for so long just to see a doctor man. haha. Tm is still as crowded as usual, however there are more cute babies today! i wonder if babies these days are really sleeping later compared to the past man! ha.
i bought xiao xiong bing gan today! the one xiao xin loves to eat! hehe, its chocolate banana! ken's favorite! haha, but its rather expensive though, 4 plus for a small packet~ i bought it just for xiao xin~ kawaii!!!
hmm today is my clinic day man. In the morning , i went to hospital to check my always 'dislocated' right shoulder. thankfully, from the x rays, the bones are normal. however, the doctor wanted me to do a mri~ omg it costs 800-1000 dollars can! i told him it's ok i would EXERCISE my arm and see how it goes. LOLz, i can buy so much branded stuff with that money k! okay, not really alot, maybe another wallet or belt? ^^
The doctor said i have loose tendons. Ok, he said the medical term for it but i really did not catch him. haha, i feel damn cui can! it seems that i really have lots of faulty genetics stuff within me. haiz, talking about having kids~ the thought is just so scary at times man ><. i want healthy healthy fat fat babies!!! like tao yu so kawaii can le! haha.
pui ni! thanks for pei-ing me today ya! hope your mum wont scold you for reaching home late! haha, really appreciate it dear! thanks for everything! see you tomorrow k? lets enjoy our buffet yea?! hehe.
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU! may all your dreams and wishes come true! hope you will do well in ur studies and get into deans list! i know you can cos u are zai de! another year has passed! wonder when i can tell you this face to face man. haha, i hope and believe this day will come! once again happy bday chicken little aka cockster.
Friday, August 28, 2009
last few dota outing!
Oh man, dota fever is coming to an end! soon 26th September would come and i would be back in Ireland! sianz, oh well at least i would be doing what i like. most importantly pui ni would be coming in about 3 months time! wheee, that means i would not have to cook, wash and iron clothes for one whole sem! shuang! haha. im sure u are just as excited too :p
while driving ken home today, i saw some one who looked like mingyuan! haha, too bad i was turning too quickly if not i would have a better view of the driver. After much thinking, i dont think its him ba. I doubt his parents would buy him a small honda car, lol. should he really be driving, he would definitely be driving a bm or mercs. lolz, yea filthy rich! haha.
went to the cisco safe with my grandma today. she went to check her home title deed and her will! she had a feeling that some fella has taken her original will. i really think that all gals have bei hai wang xing zhen! lol. she was telling me how important the will is and that all my uncles are just after her money. Its really sad isnt it? i would be damn emo should i be in her shoes. i think i would just donate all my fortune to the charity man! lolz.
me being san ba as usual, i read the will! lolz, well at least the most important part! i know how my grandma's money is going to be divided! lolz, maybe i should try selling this information to those money minded uncles! lol, jk jk jk. oh well, at least i got something from my grandma today. she passed me a USD 100 dollar note and told me its my ah gong money. that would mean that the note is damn old le. lolz.
todays dota session was fun as usual. lost some won some. its true that we can just dota from home, however i think the feeling is just so different. being in a lan shop allows more interaction. be it be colin scolding us, we bitching about one another or others, its really fun! as usual we gossip and bitch about every tom dick and harry~ haha. always look forward to friday nights! they are always so fun!!!!! too bad chin and yu cant join us le. how sad! haha.
pui ni! sorry that i took uber long to reply you ya! haha. cant really multi task, when i dota and msg tgt, i would end up feeding. well not to say im not feeding when im not msging! lolz. thanks for being so understanding! see ya tml! hope we will be able to have nice nice korean food tml!!! miss ya!
while driving ken home today, i saw some one who looked like mingyuan! haha, too bad i was turning too quickly if not i would have a better view of the driver. After much thinking, i dont think its him ba. I doubt his parents would buy him a small honda car, lol. should he really be driving, he would definitely be driving a bm or mercs. lolz, yea filthy rich! haha.
went to the cisco safe with my grandma today. she went to check her home title deed and her will! she had a feeling that some fella has taken her original will. i really think that all gals have bei hai wang xing zhen! lol. she was telling me how important the will is and that all my uncles are just after her money. Its really sad isnt it? i would be damn emo should i be in her shoes. i think i would just donate all my fortune to the charity man! lolz.
me being san ba as usual, i read the will! lolz, well at least the most important part! i know how my grandma's money is going to be divided! lolz, maybe i should try selling this information to those money minded uncles! lol, jk jk jk. oh well, at least i got something from my grandma today. she passed me a USD 100 dollar note and told me its my ah gong money. that would mean that the note is damn old le. lolz.
todays dota session was fun as usual. lost some won some. its true that we can just dota from home, however i think the feeling is just so different. being in a lan shop allows more interaction. be it be colin scolding us, we bitching about one another or others, its really fun! as usual we gossip and bitch about every tom dick and harry~ haha. always look forward to friday nights! they are always so fun!!!!! too bad chin and yu cant join us le. how sad! haha.
pui ni! sorry that i took uber long to reply you ya! haha. cant really multi task, when i dota and msg tgt, i would end up feeding. well not to say im not feeding when im not msging! lolz. thanks for being so understanding! see ya tml! hope we will be able to have nice nice korean food tml!!! miss ya!
Sunday, August 23, 2009
start of a new week
Another week has started. Soon it will mark the end of august and we will be moving towards the best month of the year! ta da~ its none other than september! i realise that all September babies are zai and shuai! wahahha, okay i'm just being totally random here! i want my kids to be born in the month of September!hopefully 23 too? lolz. celebrating bday would not be a chore! haha.
Cherry once told me that the reason why jia yi could not appreciate most chinese music is due to the fact that she is immature and has not been in a relationship. well, i was not really supportive of what she said, but i think it does apply to some but not all of the people ba. If im not mistaken, most of the chinese songs are about relationship~ to be exact, they are usually those emotional kind~ like how do i live without you~ LOLz, i reckon there should be more motivational songs~ you know like those Japanese anime songs~ let there be light~ revive a soul~~~ LOLZ
im in love with 过火 -- 张信哲. oh man, i think that this song really rock socks man. honestly, i think 张信哲 has a very soothing voice man! its like one can easily know that a song is his because his voice is just so unique. there is this guy in xing guang da dao who reminds me of 张信哲. i cant really remember his name! hope he can win man! lolz, co co is so not gonna agree with me. LOLz
Local uni has started (well this does not really apply to colin i suppose), everyone is getting busy. be it with work or research, everyone is trying their best to excel. different people have different ways to cope with their work, well i guess im those who will just mug mug and mug. i do admit that there are times when im so stressed that i do not want to chat with anyone, just wanna get my work done. At that point in time, i become really emotionless. maybe thats why the frequency of me skyping before exam will decrease drastically. haha, i think i need better time management!
没有太大的期望，就不会有更大的失望。 This statement sounds right doesnt it? however, i cant really adhere to this 'idea' because how can one not have 期望。 should one put in lots of effort, can he/she still not have any 期望？if there really such a person, i would call that person a loser. why? this is because the person is afraid to be express his/her own feeling. he/she is also afraid to experience failure.
remember the song? the one which you said is like a song from me to you? though it might not be a good memory,i would say its a good experience. it let us know how much more effort we need to put in since its a ldr. maybe i should not grant you so much freedom? :p haha. anyway, thank you for everything ^^ including those simple sms-es that make my day! really appreciate it. would love you more should you give me tao yu. HEHE.
ok blog too much random stuff! time to get ready for dota. TAUREN for the win!!!!
Cherry once told me that the reason why jia yi could not appreciate most chinese music is due to the fact that she is immature and has not been in a relationship. well, i was not really supportive of what she said, but i think it does apply to some but not all of the people ba. If im not mistaken, most of the chinese songs are about relationship~ to be exact, they are usually those emotional kind~ like how do i live without you~ LOLz, i reckon there should be more motivational songs~ you know like those Japanese anime songs~ let there be light~ revive a soul~~~ LOLZ
im in love with 过火 -- 张信哲. oh man, i think that this song really rock socks man. honestly, i think 张信哲 has a very soothing voice man! its like one can easily know that a song is his because his voice is just so unique. there is this guy in xing guang da dao who reminds me of 张信哲. i cant really remember his name! hope he can win man! lolz, co co is so not gonna agree with me. LOLz
Local uni has started (well this does not really apply to colin i suppose), everyone is getting busy. be it with work or research, everyone is trying their best to excel. different people have different ways to cope with their work, well i guess im those who will just mug mug and mug. i do admit that there are times when im so stressed that i do not want to chat with anyone, just wanna get my work done. At that point in time, i become really emotionless. maybe thats why the frequency of me skyping before exam will decrease drastically. haha, i think i need better time management!
没有太大的期望，就不会有更大的失望。 This statement sounds right doesnt it? however, i cant really adhere to this 'idea' because how can one not have 期望。 should one put in lots of effort, can he/she still not have any 期望？if there really such a person, i would call that person a loser. why? this is because the person is afraid to be express his/her own feeling. he/she is also afraid to experience failure.
remember the song? the one which you said is like a song from me to you? though it might not be a good memory,i would say its a good experience. it let us know how much more effort we need to put in since its a ldr. maybe i should not grant you so much freedom? :p haha. anyway, thank you for everything ^^ including those simple sms-es that make my day! really appreciate it. would love you more should you give me tao yu. HEHE.
ok blog too much random stuff! time to get ready for dota. TAUREN for the win!!!!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
1 mth and 4 days!
gg man, time pass really quickly. in about a month plus i would be back to Ireland. Sadly, i would miss chinese new year as i would be having school when its cny back home. it really is kind of sad isnt it? Sometimes i really prefer aussie time table as compared to europe time table. at least most of their breaks coincides with our major festivals. well, at least most of them? lolz.
I realise that im helping the lan shop auntie earn money man! haha, if im not mistaken you guys do not dota that often when im back in ireland! lolz, come on dota is such a fun game man, it's worth to play it at least once every week!
speaking of dota, i realised that many of us have changed. be it the playing style and so on. its rather obvious that we have kind of adapted to one another playing style. i really could not believe that we actually won 3 games out of 4 yesterday! we had ger on our team man! haha, im so amazed! to be honest, i dont think im the only one that is amazed! ken and colin were rather surprise that we actually had a wining spree! lolz. our team work has definitely improved! time to challenge skulless le man! haha. TAUREN for the win! lolz. tauren is my fav training hero now! well, ken fell in love with it too! in short tauren rocks socks! lolz.
went to mango bday party yesterday. haha, brought colin along too! well we were rather shocked that the club is actually rather famous. at least it was full house yesterday. colin and i have decided that we should stop studying and just open a 'dirty' pub! lolz, all we need to do is just wait for money to enter our bank accounts! lolz. investment anyone? jk jk jk. benji was telling us how bitchy garena pple can be. is it just me or there are actually more hao lian pple in garena!?
cooked fried mushrooms with cheese and ham today! yummy! haha, after todays cooking exp, i think im better in cooking compared to wt! lolz, at least i know when the food is burnt and vice versa! haha, i realised that i can cook a larger variety of food when im back in ireland.
FTT! thanks for the mushrooms today! though we nearly forget to collect the items that we purchased, everything went well! thankfully. please take care of urself and do not sprain your leg again! damn koyak! if not i really have to carry u around next time le man! dont forget that i have a permanent excuse heavy load status yea? LOLz. anyway, everyone makes mistakes yea? wats more important is to look forward and work hard for the future! at least we know how each other feel now right? communication is the key to success ^^ love ya! see ya tml!!!
I realise that im helping the lan shop auntie earn money man! haha, if im not mistaken you guys do not dota that often when im back in ireland! lolz, come on dota is such a fun game man, it's worth to play it at least once every week!
speaking of dota, i realised that many of us have changed. be it the playing style and so on. its rather obvious that we have kind of adapted to one another playing style. i really could not believe that we actually won 3 games out of 4 yesterday! we had ger on our team man! haha, im so amazed! to be honest, i dont think im the only one that is amazed! ken and colin were rather surprise that we actually had a wining spree! lolz. our team work has definitely improved! time to challenge skulless le man! haha. TAUREN for the win! lolz. tauren is my fav training hero now! well, ken fell in love with it too! in short tauren rocks socks! lolz.
went to mango bday party yesterday. haha, brought colin along too! well we were rather shocked that the club is actually rather famous. at least it was full house yesterday. colin and i have decided that we should stop studying and just open a 'dirty' pub! lolz, all we need to do is just wait for money to enter our bank accounts! lolz. investment anyone? jk jk jk. benji was telling us how bitchy garena pple can be. is it just me or there are actually more hao lian pple in garena!?
cooked fried mushrooms with cheese and ham today! yummy! haha, after todays cooking exp, i think im better in cooking compared to wt! lolz, at least i know when the food is burnt and vice versa! haha, i realised that i can cook a larger variety of food when im back in ireland.
FTT! thanks for the mushrooms today! though we nearly forget to collect the items that we purchased, everything went well! thankfully. please take care of urself and do not sprain your leg again! damn koyak! if not i really have to carry u around next time le man! dont forget that i have a permanent excuse heavy load status yea? LOLz. anyway, everyone makes mistakes yea? wats more important is to look forward and work hard for the future! at least we know how each other feel now right? communication is the key to success ^^ love ya! see ya tml!!!
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
wed outing
Today is a busy busy day. I spent one whole morning and afternoon going to so many temples. Apparently, there is some festival today which till now im still not sure what it is called man. haha, wanted to ask my mum but it just keeps slipping off my mind. this proves that my brain has too many pores man. nothing is going in! everything is coming out.
Met ben ng today. as he was so bored at home, he asked me out to dota with him. well, i was really stunned when he asked me to go lan with him. the first question that came to my mind is he got dota de meh?! haha, i bet colin must be damn shocked too! haha. we played two games in total, lost both games. haha, he was still asking me which hero should he use as he does not feel like random-ing. haha. initially i thought he should be quite pro, i was so wrong. LOLz, oh well we were really bimbotic while playing~ gg, i think this bimbo thing is really in me man. LOLz.
oh ya, teo heng has become so much more high class! haha, now they use the touch screen system! its not really user friendly man. mango got really fed up with the system that he threatened to sit on the machine should it not work according to his instructions! haha. a good thing about the new system is that one is able to customize ur own play list and apparently able to record your own singing! lolz, so exciting hoh? haha.
after k-ing we went to have supper. wo de tian, now i can understand why being fat is socially contagious!!! haha, it has been a long time since i last ate such late supper le man.gg, its really the curse of mango~ haha. benji was also saying that mango induces hunger onto others. lolz.
over supper, we really chat a lot. talked about camp stuff, bitch about others and many many more man. haha, as expected mango brought up my han again. he joked that i should be with my han. really random man. haha. LOLz, till now he is still calling him by that name, damn funny. he was asking me about his updates and i told him i really do not know anything about him le. lolz, besides the fact that he is in nus engin lah. haha. benji said he hates engin, hence he will blow up that school. haha, thats how random benji can be man. haha.
hmmm, hope tml the sch wont call man. dun feel like working! haha, oh well shall take it as working for a buffet ba. LOL~ tired le~ night night~ stupid phil chose so many emo songs~ made us all emo~
Met ben ng today. as he was so bored at home, he asked me out to dota with him. well, i was really stunned when he asked me to go lan with him. the first question that came to my mind is he got dota de meh?! haha, i bet colin must be damn shocked too! haha. we played two games in total, lost both games. haha, he was still asking me which hero should he use as he does not feel like random-ing. haha. initially i thought he should be quite pro, i was so wrong. LOLz, oh well we were really bimbotic while playing~ gg, i think this bimbo thing is really in me man. LOLz.
oh ya, teo heng has become so much more high class! haha, now they use the touch screen system! its not really user friendly man. mango got really fed up with the system that he threatened to sit on the machine should it not work according to his instructions! haha. a good thing about the new system is that one is able to customize ur own play list and apparently able to record your own singing! lolz, so exciting hoh? haha.
after k-ing we went to have supper. wo de tian, now i can understand why being fat is socially contagious!!! haha, it has been a long time since i last ate such late supper le man.gg, its really the curse of mango~ haha. benji was also saying that mango induces hunger onto others. lolz.
over supper, we really chat a lot. talked about camp stuff, bitch about others and many many more man. haha, as expected mango brought up my han again. he joked that i should be with my han. really random man. haha. LOLz, till now he is still calling him by that name, damn funny. he was asking me about his updates and i told him i really do not know anything about him le. lolz, besides the fact that he is in nus engin lah. haha. benji said he hates engin, hence he will blow up that school. haha, thats how random benji can be man. haha.
hmmm, hope tml the sch wont call man. dun feel like working! haha, oh well shall take it as working for a buffet ba. LOL~ tired le~ night night~ stupid phil chose so many emo songs~ made us all emo~
Monday, July 13, 2009
driving!
i drove my bro to school today. the feeling i had was so different. My heart skip a beat when a car gets too close. i panic should a car goes really fast and suddenly jam break. GG! this is so not me! i need to get back the self confidence that i lost. 你回来吧！
just had a chat with yu. it was once again a chat which is full of rubbish but it sure was funny~ i ran for 10 mins and i felt like i was about to ascend to heaven. LOLz, looks like i really need to run more man. at least more than 30 mins! LOLz, i feel so inferior now!
we talked about xue na. i realised that xue na is always linked to some events. they are events that yu and I would never forget. This is because its just so funny yet annoying. haha. oh well, i suppose we were all childish once ba. actually talking about the past is quite enjoyable! haha.
This sunday there will be a class outing. hmmm, yu is definitely going but im not sure if i should go~ oh well if colin is going i think i would most probably go ba! haha.
whee, thursday is drinking day! happy happy~ going to mango's dad pub! whee, apparently its some thai pub. The first thing that came to my mind was are there any trans? wahhaha. mango told me that he likes this thai guy. LOLz, i really think that mango falls for almost everyone! haha.
yay! might be going out with dad later! eat ice cream! wahahha, it has been so long since i last went out with him! hopefully he wont be complaining all the way! haha. keeping fingers crossed.
This week is such a busy week! hehe, so i will have less time for you le ya? sorry sorry. however, i still wanna watch harry potter this week! hint hint. LOlz
just had a chat with yu. it was once again a chat which is full of rubbish but it sure was funny~ i ran for 10 mins and i felt like i was about to ascend to heaven. LOLz, looks like i really need to run more man. at least more than 30 mins! LOLz, i feel so inferior now!
we talked about xue na. i realised that xue na is always linked to some events. they are events that yu and I would never forget. This is because its just so funny yet annoying. haha. oh well, i suppose we were all childish once ba. actually talking about the past is quite enjoyable! haha.
This sunday there will be a class outing. hmmm, yu is definitely going but im not sure if i should go~ oh well if colin is going i think i would most probably go ba! haha.
whee, thursday is drinking day! happy happy~ going to mango's dad pub! whee, apparently its some thai pub. The first thing that came to my mind was are there any trans? wahhaha. mango told me that he likes this thai guy. LOLz, i really think that mango falls for almost everyone! haha.
yay! might be going out with dad later! eat ice cream! wahahha, it has been so long since i last went out with him! hopefully he wont be complaining all the way! haha. keeping fingers crossed.
This week is such a busy week! hehe, so i will have less time for you le ya? sorry sorry. however, i still wanna watch harry potter this week! hint hint. LOlz
真实
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开 也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
wanted to post the song here! however, the function is being disabled! love this song. the lyrics is so meaningful!!!! ah mei rocks!!!
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开 也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
wanted to post the song here! however, the function is being disabled! love this song. the lyrics is so meaningful!!!! ah mei rocks!!!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Finally i earn my own money!
Whee, this is definitely something which is worth my time to blog! i made my own money yesterday! yes man, im so proud of myself! finally i can tell my friends back in Ireland that i have past working experience! I wont be known as ASK anymore!
Relief teaching in St Pat's is.... i would say so so ba. The thing which i did not really like is that my schedule was really really packed. moreover, each lesson is only 20 mins~ it means should i have one period free, i only have 20 mins of free time. Every time i walk back to the staff room, im left with just 10 mins of free time! haha. so ended up not eating breakfast and lunch in school.
Mr tan is really nice man. He was so afraid that i would get bullied and so on. haha, did not know he is that nice man! haha, Mr gill was damn funny too. he was saying that he is very certain that he taught you before! haha. its really cool to know that your teacher still remembers you man. haha, unlike our gp teacher in JC, which i also conveniently forgot her name too! LOLz.
Ironically, i think that its better to teach normal academic students compared to express students. hmmm, initially i thought i would be dead when i saw that i have to relief 3n2 class. in the end, they did not give me any trouble at all! it could be that i acted too man when i got into the class. i was telling them that i am an ex patrician and they do not need to try to be funny. LOL, that empty threat really worked out man. haha. im amazed. the students still greeted me when i was outside school too, the feeling quite shuang. however, im still not use to people calling me SIR, this is because i always call other people SIR! wo de tian, i need to grow up. lolz.
My students asked if im from a rich family. i was so amazed when they asked me that question. i was like... wth were they thinking?! colin said that its due to what i was wearing on that day. oh well, students are really getting rather random too man.
I also realised that its damn challenging to be a teacher now man. I was assisting this trainee teacher. He was teaching 2E1. the students were really disrespectful man. It is also proven that most jokers in the class are indian fellas! lolz, reminds me of mark man. haha. whats worse was that i had to relief a MLB lesson! all malays~ wo de tian, thankfully there was just 6 students~ phew.
so much more to blog. too lazy to type! waiting for ken to finish his lunch so i can dota! wheee!
hope to see u tonight! miss ya lots!
Relief teaching in St Pat's is.... i would say so so ba. The thing which i did not really like is that my schedule was really really packed. moreover, each lesson is only 20 mins~ it means should i have one period free, i only have 20 mins of free time. Every time i walk back to the staff room, im left with just 10 mins of free time! haha. so ended up not eating breakfast and lunch in school.
Mr tan is really nice man. He was so afraid that i would get bullied and so on. haha, did not know he is that nice man! haha, Mr gill was damn funny too. he was saying that he is very certain that he taught you before! haha. its really cool to know that your teacher still remembers you man. haha, unlike our gp teacher in JC, which i also conveniently forgot her name too! LOLz.
Ironically, i think that its better to teach normal academic students compared to express students. hmmm, initially i thought i would be dead when i saw that i have to relief 3n2 class. in the end, they did not give me any trouble at all! it could be that i acted too man when i got into the class. i was telling them that i am an ex patrician and they do not need to try to be funny. LOL, that empty threat really worked out man. haha. im amazed. the students still greeted me when i was outside school too, the feeling quite shuang. however, im still not use to people calling me SIR, this is because i always call other people SIR! wo de tian, i need to grow up. lolz.
My students asked if im from a rich family. i was so amazed when they asked me that question. i was like... wth were they thinking?! colin said that its due to what i was wearing on that day. oh well, students are really getting rather random too man.
I also realised that its damn challenging to be a teacher now man. I was assisting this trainee teacher. He was teaching 2E1. the students were really disrespectful man. It is also proven that most jokers in the class are indian fellas! lolz, reminds me of mark man. haha. whats worse was that i had to relief a MLB lesson! all malays~ wo de tian, thankfully there was just 6 students~ phew.
so much more to blog. too lazy to type! waiting for ken to finish his lunch so i can dota! wheee!
hope to see u tonight! miss ya lots!
Saturday, July 4, 2009
GG-fied
Lol, i had a ger moment! lolz, maybe i said him too many times le ba! haha, lesson learn do not bad mouth people! haha, just to make sure yu knows wat im talking about, i met with an accident on 040709, 1012 pm. haha. In short, a honda banged me which resulted in me banging into an AUDI. lolz, and its a sports car! lolz.
Oh man, the collision was really really scary man. the impact was so great that i thought i saw the white light at the end of the tunnel le man. the seat belt was chocking me upon impact man! ken thought my head collided into the steering wheel! phew, thankfully nothing happen. phew, 4 lives at stake man! wo de tian! haha.
thankfully chin was with me man, haha. he was so calm when the incident happened. should he not be there, i think i would be really really lost man. haha, looks like im not that zai after all. i swear that i was damn stunned man. haha, the feeling was 非笔墨可形容。 i was so lost after the collision lah, should wee chin not tell me to go out of the car i reckon i would even get out of the car. thanks chin!
ken injured his face! haha, oh man i think he must be damn sad cos he is so vain de. hope there wont be any bruise man if not he would definitely be damn sad man. pai seh hoh, stationary will also bang, 0 km/h. case close, uber suayness! ken should you feel unwell make sure u see a doctor yea!
i was thinking wat happened should my life just ended at that instant. i would still have so many things to say, so many things i want to do. i was telling my sis and bro that they nearly lose a kawaii brother. oh man, the thought of it is just so scary!
actually, i had a feeling that i would meet with an accident today. haha, thats why i insisted on not going to taka because i sort of visualised an accident scene. damn man, in the end an accident still occurred. i suppose this is what people call FATED! i realised my sixth sense is quite zai, i shall pay more attention to it and not ignore it man. haha.
sorry for the shock ya. haha, never did i expect myself to actually meet with an accident. i know you must be really afraid! sorry sorry sorry. i really enjoyed all the times we shared, especially the failed attempt to watch the sun set today. haha. ice age was boring but you made it so much more interesting ^^ love ya lots and hope u are ok. missing you badly now.
Oh man, the collision was really really scary man. the impact was so great that i thought i saw the white light at the end of the tunnel le man. the seat belt was chocking me upon impact man! ken thought my head collided into the steering wheel! phew, thankfully nothing happen. phew, 4 lives at stake man! wo de tian! haha.
thankfully chin was with me man, haha. he was so calm when the incident happened. should he not be there, i think i would be really really lost man. haha, looks like im not that zai after all. i swear that i was damn stunned man. haha, the feeling was 非笔墨可形容。 i was so lost after the collision lah, should wee chin not tell me to go out of the car i reckon i would even get out of the car. thanks chin!
ken injured his face! haha, oh man i think he must be damn sad cos he is so vain de. hope there wont be any bruise man if not he would definitely be damn sad man. pai seh hoh, stationary will also bang, 0 km/h. case close, uber suayness! ken should you feel unwell make sure u see a doctor yea!
i was thinking wat happened should my life just ended at that instant. i would still have so many things to say, so many things i want to do. i was telling my sis and bro that they nearly lose a kawaii brother. oh man, the thought of it is just so scary!
actually, i had a feeling that i would meet with an accident today. haha, thats why i insisted on not going to taka because i sort of visualised an accident scene. damn man, in the end an accident still occurred. i suppose this is what people call FATED! i realised my sixth sense is quite zai, i shall pay more attention to it and not ignore it man. haha.
sorry for the shock ya. haha, never did i expect myself to actually meet with an accident. i know you must be really afraid! sorry sorry sorry. i really enjoyed all the times we shared, especially the failed attempt to watch the sun set today. haha. ice age was boring but you made it so much more interesting ^^ love ya lots and hope u are ok. missing you badly now.
Friday, July 3, 2009
Another week is ending!
Whee, had lots of fun today. Dota rocks! After so many games, we realised that wee chin's undying is the cause of our down fall! haha, how ironic. undying used to be his best hero but now it became quite cui. thankfully his ss and spec quite zai! haha. no more undying ya chin?!
these few weeks were full of ups and downs. well, i suppose that's life right? life can never be perfect. It would be so amazing should i be able to control what happens in life. Whee, this would allow me to fulfill my lame dreams such as having hebe as my wife!
i realise that i am becoming less sociable. well, probably in the sense that i feel tired talking to people. hmm, plus i realise that i am becoming more irritable man! shit, for some weird reason it feels like im gonna have my period! i wonder what colour would mine be. red? green? yellow would be more chio.
i also realise that some people around me are getting irritated quite easily too. could it be due to insufficient rest? that certainly does not apply to me because i slept till 1 pm today! lol. maybe sleeping more makes a person more moody? dang~ i better start waking up at 7 am man.
is there a way to help one forget stuff that he/she does not want to remember? maybe i should consult harry potter (not wee chin) so that he can make me a potion! haha. i will ask him to mass produce man, sure can make a lot of money de! lol, should that happen, i would be a step (hmm, probably many many steps) closer to having my own bmw! lolz, ok thats damn lame i know.
whee, will be watching movie with spp tml! happy happy. heard from bro that its quite good, haha not sure if he can be trusted though. haha, especially after the sniper being able to snipe the whole map incident -_- scary~ haha.
ok time to sleep soon. hopefully i can regain my communication skills! however i think that there are some things that should be left unsaid ba. nights~ gonna hug my dino to sleep. though it is constantly being rape by my family members. ha.
these few weeks were full of ups and downs. well, i suppose that's life right? life can never be perfect. It would be so amazing should i be able to control what happens in life. Whee, this would allow me to fulfill my lame dreams such as having hebe as my wife!
i realise that i am becoming less sociable. well, probably in the sense that i feel tired talking to people. hmm, plus i realise that i am becoming more irritable man! shit, for some weird reason it feels like im gonna have my period! i wonder what colour would mine be. red? green? yellow would be more chio.
i also realise that some people around me are getting irritated quite easily too. could it be due to insufficient rest? that certainly does not apply to me because i slept till 1 pm today! lol. maybe sleeping more makes a person more moody? dang~ i better start waking up at 7 am man.
is there a way to help one forget stuff that he/she does not want to remember? maybe i should consult harry potter (not wee chin) so that he can make me a potion! haha. i will ask him to mass produce man, sure can make a lot of money de! lol, should that happen, i would be a step (hmm, probably many many steps) closer to having my own bmw! lolz, ok thats damn lame i know.
whee, will be watching movie with spp tml! happy happy. heard from bro that its quite good, haha not sure if he can be trusted though. haha, especially after the sniper being able to snipe the whole map incident -_- scary~ haha.
ok time to sleep soon. hopefully i can regain my communication skills! however i think that there are some things that should be left unsaid ba. nights~ gonna hug my dino to sleep. though it is constantly being rape by my family members. ha.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
what if.........
would there be a day where one wakes up and realise that something he/she has is actually not his/her at all? would it be scary? could it be a twist of fate? can anything be done? should one just live in denial and act like nothing has happened? so many qns. i need to talk! thank god yu msg me.... i think its all fate...
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
GG cant sleep!
wo de tian, i slept at 3 plus and woke up at like 5 plus~ haha, think i slept too much in the plane le. haha, i wonder this is wat pple call jet lag~ haha. its ok, i managed to pat pat my dad and had a nice chat with my mother~ haha, not bad i think im going to be a good family guy! lolz~ ok shameless.
my maid just asked me why am i not sleeping~ haha, so damn funny. she says that exams are over, im suppose to catch up with my sleep. oh well, speaking about exams, the results would be out in like... a week time!! wo de tian~ why so fast de~ argh~ hope dun need to resit any paper man ><
whee, mum just asked me to have breakfast with her later~ haha. better watch how much i eat man cos i usually combine both bf and lunch when im back in ireland~ haha. this time sure become fatter le lah~ yu~ cant stick to my own zai diet here man! lolz
yes ah, ken would be coming in a few hours time~ haha, wonder where we should go man. as usual, we do not have any place in mind~ haha. cannot eat buffet leh, too fattening~ argh~ but i feel like eating nice nice food~ so ma fan man~ why cant i be those pple who does not gain weight regardless of how much food they consume?!?! wo de tian~ i need higher bmr. maybe... i should jab myself with thyroid hormones~ haha. ok... cold~
ok lah, shall go shower le. sg is so hot hot hot~ i miss ireland cold cold cold environment man! haha. but in exchange for being back home, its all worth it ^^
my maid just asked me why am i not sleeping~ haha, so damn funny. she says that exams are over, im suppose to catch up with my sleep. oh well, speaking about exams, the results would be out in like... a week time!! wo de tian~ why so fast de~ argh~ hope dun need to resit any paper man ><
whee, mum just asked me to have breakfast with her later~ haha. better watch how much i eat man cos i usually combine both bf and lunch when im back in ireland~ haha. this time sure become fatter le lah~ yu~ cant stick to my own zai diet here man! lolz
yes ah, ken would be coming in a few hours time~ haha, wonder where we should go man. as usual, we do not have any place in mind~ haha. cannot eat buffet leh, too fattening~ argh~ but i feel like eating nice nice food~ so ma fan man~ why cant i be those pple who does not gain weight regardless of how much food they consume?!?! wo de tian~ i need higher bmr. maybe... i should jab myself with thyroid hormones~ haha. ok... cold~
ok lah, shall go shower le. sg is so hot hot hot~ i miss ireland cold cold cold environment man! haha. but in exchange for being back home, its all worth it ^^
back!
wheee! home sweet home! haha, im about to dota with ken and my bro! haha, decided to blog a while before my bro is back! whee, dota is still as fun. new maps, new heroes. ken did not really impress me with the new hero. lolz, oh well we shall both explore new heroes! wahhaa. so fun~ the new lr was so gay~ pwned ken and I. MEOW! however, the ulti like a bit cui le.
yes ah, going out with ken tml for lunch! so happy, he would be driving me! whee, first time sitting in his new car~ wo de tian, damn excited. its only me and ken tml man! haha. looks like we are definitely going to lose our way! lolz, hopefully the navigator wont die on us. if not... GG. lol.
todays 12 hrs long flight gg-ed my back again! lol, i was hopping that the chair would be able to be adjusted to 180 degree de man. haha, too bad it cant. in fact not even close to 180 degrees. haha. oh well, at least now im back home, resting on my bed and happily chatting with ken. and not missing out blogging at the same time~ SHUANG~
had steam boat today for dinner~ mum wanted me to have some home cooked food. haha, grandma and aunty joined us. haha, did not know i am missing out on so many scandals man! wo de tian, i think i really need to be updated~ lolz, my san ba side is re-surfacing. lolz
lol, this yu damn er xin! lol, must shun away from me for 3 days all thanks to swine flu! so mean lah, i am so kawaii and yet u wanna shunt away from me~ im sad~ lol, so we are meeting up this monday right?!? haha. no more excuses!
thanks for ur gifts, lol will put that pen into good use ya? haha, hope u like the stuff i gave you too! hehe, i knew you would prefer it compared to giving you stars! whee, proud of myself! meet ya tml if possible ya? love u!
yes ah, going out with ken tml for lunch! so happy, he would be driving me! whee, first time sitting in his new car~ wo de tian, damn excited. its only me and ken tml man! haha. looks like we are definitely going to lose our way! lolz, hopefully the navigator wont die on us. if not... GG. lol.
todays 12 hrs long flight gg-ed my back again! lol, i was hopping that the chair would be able to be adjusted to 180 degree de man. haha, too bad it cant. in fact not even close to 180 degrees. haha. oh well, at least now im back home, resting on my bed and happily chatting with ken. and not missing out blogging at the same time~ SHUANG~
had steam boat today for dinner~ mum wanted me to have some home cooked food. haha, grandma and aunty joined us. haha, did not know i am missing out on so many scandals man! wo de tian, i think i really need to be updated~ lolz, my san ba side is re-surfacing. lolz
lol, this yu damn er xin! lol, must shun away from me for 3 days all thanks to swine flu! so mean lah, i am so kawaii and yet u wanna shunt away from me~ im sad~ lol, so we are meeting up this monday right?!? haha. no more excuses!
thanks for ur gifts, lol will put that pen into good use ya? haha, hope u like the stuff i gave you too! hehe, i knew you would prefer it compared to giving you stars! whee, proud of myself! meet ya tml if possible ya? love u!
Friday, June 5, 2009
thinking
i have been thinking a lot recently. did i make a wrong choice? was the decision a wise one? would it do more harm than good? Many many questions start appearing in my mind! was it due to a moment of temptation that i gave in? the thing that has been bothering me is the fact that i have gotten really close with some of the malaysians.
Initially, i kept telling myself that i should not even bother making friends with them since they would be gone after 2 and a half years. why would i want to put myself into a nasty situation where i have to undergo 分离 again? sounds logical? well at least it does to me. however, i let my guard down and started interacting with them.... resulting in me being rather close to them now.
just came back from a steamboat dinner with them. it really was fun, had many bimbotic moments and so on. i realised that i have become so close to them. it seems like they have integrated into my life here in ireland. like... a mini family? especially alvin and jg. jg and i would always consult one another when we are in doubts, he would always give me wake up call to make sure i would be awake. all those minute events now seems so normal yet precious. something which i really hope to hold on to for as long as i can. sadly, i know i cant. it would all end in just 1.5 years time. reality hits hard again...
maybe i should just not think so much about what would happen in the near future? many say that we should just deal with a matter when it happens. i really hope to adopt such mindset but i really cant. i hate it when things get beyond my control, when they are not happening according to what i plan. basically, i hate changes. period.
oh well, i did IMPULSIVE shopping today again. wo de tian, i really regretted it man. haha, i realised shopping is socially contagious! LOL, i resulted in joey buying a gucci belt. LOL, i was so amazed that he wanted to get a belt from gucci too. haha, its damn dangerous to shop with another fella who does not have self control. this is my lesson learnt today. haha, i need to have more self control and only buy things that i really require ba i suppose. hmmm, like the sales lady says, its a from of investment! lol, such a lame excuse isnt it? haha.
whee, got to see mingyuan's picture on facebook! looks like he is doing well! haha, no negative implication, well at least they are not seen from the pictures! haha. however, there is one thing about him that will never change, that is the mindset that we both share : should one drink, one must definitely get drunk. LOLz, i know its kinda lame this mindset is really one that makes drinking with him so fun! haha. hmm, kind of disappointed that our friendship had to come to an end, i suppose its fated ba. 人的一生就像烟火，总在最灿烂的时候熄灭！thanks for all the memories that u gave me. will always keep u in my prayers too!
woohooo, yu got me hooked to the song 妥协！ haha, its really damn nice man. haha, i think this is one of jolin best song ba. haha. its probably due to the meaningful lyrics ba. its kind of sad but it really happens i suppose. its like so got gan dong du~ whaha. jolin rocks! but hebe rocks more. LOL. i go more... natural.. more ORGANIC!
hmm, there are times when i think that i behave like the guy in the mv. sorry if there are times when i make u feel that im taking your unconditional love for granted ya. especially the one month before my exam started. thanks for always being so caring and understanding! really really really appreciate it. thanks for all that you have given me. love ya lots!
Initially, i kept telling myself that i should not even bother making friends with them since they would be gone after 2 and a half years. why would i want to put myself into a nasty situation where i have to undergo 分离 again? sounds logical? well at least it does to me. however, i let my guard down and started interacting with them.... resulting in me being rather close to them now.
just came back from a steamboat dinner with them. it really was fun, had many bimbotic moments and so on. i realised that i have become so close to them. it seems like they have integrated into my life here in ireland. like... a mini family? especially alvin and jg. jg and i would always consult one another when we are in doubts, he would always give me wake up call to make sure i would be awake. all those minute events now seems so normal yet precious. something which i really hope to hold on to for as long as i can. sadly, i know i cant. it would all end in just 1.5 years time. reality hits hard again...
maybe i should just not think so much about what would happen in the near future? many say that we should just deal with a matter when it happens. i really hope to adopt such mindset but i really cant. i hate it when things get beyond my control, when they are not happening according to what i plan. basically, i hate changes. period.
oh well, i did IMPULSIVE shopping today again. wo de tian, i really regretted it man. haha, i realised shopping is socially contagious! LOL, i resulted in joey buying a gucci belt. LOL, i was so amazed that he wanted to get a belt from gucci too. haha, its damn dangerous to shop with another fella who does not have self control. this is my lesson learnt today. haha, i need to have more self control and only buy things that i really require ba i suppose. hmmm, like the sales lady says, its a from of investment! lol, such a lame excuse isnt it? haha.
whee, got to see mingyuan's picture on facebook! looks like he is doing well! haha, no negative implication, well at least they are not seen from the pictures! haha. however, there is one thing about him that will never change, that is the mindset that we both share : should one drink, one must definitely get drunk. LOLz, i know its kinda lame this mindset is really one that makes drinking with him so fun! haha. hmm, kind of disappointed that our friendship had to come to an end, i suppose its fated ba. 人的一生就像烟火，总在最灿烂的时候熄灭！thanks for all the memories that u gave me. will always keep u in my prayers too!
woohooo, yu got me hooked to the song 妥协！ haha, its really damn nice man. haha, i think this is one of jolin best song ba. haha. its probably due to the meaningful lyrics ba. its kind of sad but it really happens i suppose. its like so got gan dong du~ whaha. jolin rocks! but hebe rocks more. LOL. i go more... natural.. more ORGANIC!
hmm, there are times when i think that i behave like the guy in the mv. sorry if there are times when i make u feel that im taking your unconditional love for granted ya. especially the one month before my exam started. thanks for always being so caring and understanding! really really really appreciate it. thanks for all that you have given me. love ya lots!
Thursday, June 4, 2009
完了！！！
Wheee, exams are finally OVER! omg, this sem de exam is so 煎熬！ haha, im so glad that its all over man! summary, i think i screwed up one of my physio paper quite badly man. haha. i certainly hope that i can get at least sec upper for that and the rest of my modules cos i wanna participate in this competition that my school holds yearly. hmmm, if i can really do it i shall qing colin to vet my stuff le! whahaha. thanks colin aka la whore in advance!!!! i know u are more den willing to help me read and vet my cui essay~ wahahaha.
I went shopping with jg today! lolz, spent a lot of money but damn shuang. LOLz, haha i think its post exam 'stress' man! whaha. got my brothers a lv coin pouch and a ralph lauren shirt. eh some of the ralph lauren shirts are on offer wor! its polo tee which colin seldom wear! haha. ken and chin you all want ma? if u all want tell me i help u all buy here, confirm cheaper den singapore de cos some of the items got 40% discount. lol, jg said my eyes sparkled when i saw the 40% discount!
oh i saw this lv coin pouch which i kinda wanted. but.... it looks like an imitation item! omg, i was so determine to get it so as to replace my old coin pouch lah. den jg said something which totally turned me off... he said this ' 看起来很像翻版的！' that GG-ed me instantly. im still thinking about it man, its 170 euros. should i get it? any opinions?! oh colin u want ur mac stuff ma? cos i manage to find a shop here. lolz, it would be cheaper den buying from london i think cos i wont suffer additional losses cos of conversion!haha
oh man, my friends are coming le! i gtg! see u guys soon! chin chin dota soon ya!!!haha. yu jia you for you FYP!!!! 你行的！！！
I went shopping with jg today! lolz, spent a lot of money but damn shuang. LOLz, haha i think its post exam 'stress' man! whaha. got my brothers a lv coin pouch and a ralph lauren shirt. eh some of the ralph lauren shirts are on offer wor! its polo tee which colin seldom wear! haha. ken and chin you all want ma? if u all want tell me i help u all buy here, confirm cheaper den singapore de cos some of the items got 40% discount. lol, jg said my eyes sparkled when i saw the 40% discount!
oh i saw this lv coin pouch which i kinda wanted. but.... it looks like an imitation item! omg, i was so determine to get it so as to replace my old coin pouch lah. den jg said something which totally turned me off... he said this ' 看起来很像翻版的！' that GG-ed me instantly. im still thinking about it man, its 170 euros. should i get it? any opinions?! oh colin u want ur mac stuff ma? cos i manage to find a shop here. lolz, it would be cheaper den buying from london i think cos i wont suffer additional losses cos of conversion!haha
oh man, my friends are coming le! i gtg! see u guys soon! chin chin dota soon ya!!!haha. yu jia you for you FYP!!!! 你行的！！！
Friday, May 29, 2009
CONGRATS!
Whee, some ccpos had a break through! haha, im gald that all went well for you! whee, my prayers worked once again! haha. think i can really become a monk le man. 有求必应！ lol.
congrats once again. and u owe me many many meals and i owe u three bears. LOL. this post shall serve as a prove that u owe me many many meals!
i wonder who said that its impossible to get A in NUS de? ended up getting A+ -_- LOL, be more confident ya! job well done! im proud of you!
congrats once again. and u owe me many many meals and i owe u three bears. LOL. this post shall serve as a prove that u owe me many many meals!
i wonder who said that its impossible to get A in NUS de? ended up getting A+ -_- LOL, be more confident ya! job well done! im proud of you!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
4 DOWN! 3 more to go!!!!
wheee! oh my tian, it has been AGES since i last blogged man! haha, since i am taking a break till after dinner, i decided to post a simple post!
in a nut shell, 3 papers were good, one was really bad. complained to wt, colin and wee chin about it! hope that i can pass that paper ba. sianz~ some says that with greater expectation comes greater disappointment! it really makes sense doesnt it? should one not have high hopes, den there wont be disappointment! haha, but the society will never improve though. oh well, just being random.
today had my cc exam, its really fun. made a few mistakes (no one is perfect i suppose), but overall i think i did quite well for it ba. i heard the 'patient' telling the doctor in charge that i was able to make her communicate better with me due to my positive and cheerful attitude. LOL, i was like... ok.. did i acted bimbo again?! oh well, i realised that i managed to make all the patients and doctor smile today! hope its a good thing man! haha. oh ya, my friends were so amazed that i was able to make this bao qing tian smile man! haha, he is one of our anatomy prosector. i was being bimbo as usual -_- so pai seh!
yu! glad to know that you got the fyp that you wanted! CONGRATS! haha. yea that means i can have a cup of jia da bubble tea with addition pearls?! wahahhaa. i cant wait to be back home man! wheee! happy happy me!
wa, i am feeling damn sianz now. recently my hands are starting to shake AGAIN! use to have it during secondary school but they were not as severe man. sianz, hope its nothing serious man. they were shaking so badly when i was having my instant noodles for lunch man. argh~ oh my tian, i want to be a surgeon one! pls dont dash all my hopes ><
hmmm, sspp! dont be too stressed ya! haha, i hope that you will do well too man! haha, shall pei you till your results are out ba! see im so nice right?! whahaha. hope that all will go well for you man!!!! more As to come? haha. JIA YOU! and thanks for always being so understanding! hehe.
NOW~ Presenting the baby of the year! tao yu ba zhang!!!!!
KAWAII! looks a bit gay though! wahhaha.
in a nut shell, 3 papers were good, one was really bad. complained to wt, colin and wee chin about it! hope that i can pass that paper ba. sianz~ some says that with greater expectation comes greater disappointment! it really makes sense doesnt it? should one not have high hopes, den there wont be disappointment! haha, but the society will never improve though. oh well, just being random.
today had my cc exam, its really fun. made a few mistakes (no one is perfect i suppose), but overall i think i did quite well for it ba. i heard the 'patient' telling the doctor in charge that i was able to make her communicate better with me due to my positive and cheerful attitude. LOL, i was like... ok.. did i acted bimbo again?! oh well, i realised that i managed to make all the patients and doctor smile today! hope its a good thing man! haha. oh ya, my friends were so amazed that i was able to make this bao qing tian smile man! haha, he is one of our anatomy prosector. i was being bimbo as usual -_- so pai seh!
yu! glad to know that you got the fyp that you wanted! CONGRATS! haha. yea that means i can have a cup of jia da bubble tea with addition pearls?! wahahhaa. i cant wait to be back home man! wheee! happy happy me!
wa, i am feeling damn sianz now. recently my hands are starting to shake AGAIN! use to have it during secondary school but they were not as severe man. sianz, hope its nothing serious man. they were shaking so badly when i was having my instant noodles for lunch man. argh~ oh my tian, i want to be a surgeon one! pls dont dash all my hopes ><
hmmm, sspp! dont be too stressed ya! haha, i hope that you will do well too man! haha, shall pei you till your results are out ba! see im so nice right?! whahaha. hope that all will go well for you man!!!! more As to come? haha. JIA YOU! and thanks for always being so understanding! hehe.
NOW~ Presenting the baby of the year! tao yu ba zhang!!!!!
KAWAII! looks a bit gay though! wahhaha.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Prayers!
Hmmm, you are in the exam hall le! certainly hope that you are able to visualise all the diagrams that are given to you! hope to hear good news from you too ya!
hope my prayers wont fail me today. ><
Ken! jia you for your coming exams too ya! hope u can get all first class too! hehe! Enjoy driving too ya! finally your car is here le. Must drive me next time k? haha, at least once ba! ha.
LOL, yu did u pass your first aid test?! if u did not... i nothing to say le! lol. hope ur work is going well too miss HDB tai tai~
okay shall go back to studying~ sianz! chin chin wait for me to be back!!!! play dota again yea? haha.
hope my prayers wont fail me today. ><
Ken! jia you for your coming exams too ya! hope u can get all first class too! hehe! Enjoy driving too ya! finally your car is here le. Must drive me next time k? haha, at least once ba! ha.
LOL, yu did u pass your first aid test?! if u did not... i nothing to say le! lol. hope ur work is going well too miss HDB tai tai~
okay shall go back to studying~ sianz! chin chin wait for me to be back!!!! play dota again yea? haha.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Happy 11 mths and 1 day!
As promised, this is a song for you! hehe. happy 11 mths and 1 day! <3 ya lots!! jia you for you revision and dont be too stressed ya! hugs for u!!!
BONUS~
this song is damn nice too! ken emo song!!! whhaa. nice nice nice
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Im back!!!
oh man, it has been ages since i last blogged man. i kept telling myself that i wanna blog but just do not have the time to do so. haha, im not that busy, just that i have been studying and watching drama! wahhaa. i completed pi li MIT and now im watching wish to see u again! whaha, got kingone leh~ haha, im starting to appreciate vic, the ex F4 member. haha, did not know he can be quite shuai de man. haha.
oh well, lots to update about:
stupid chin! haha, wanna quit dota le! faints~ haha, come to think of it, i was dota that brought all of us together de man. how amazing right. haha, i think its a damn zai game, one which i will never forget. haha, though its losing its attractiveness, it would still be a really special game as its the game that drew us all together! moreover, we all have many memories too , be it like colin ap people and so on. its really a special game isnt it? ha.
hmm, jw sent me this email which is really cool man! haha, there are some quotes that are really meaningful. i shall pick one that i like most! whaha. 为你的难过而快乐的是敌人。为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友。为你的难过而难过的就是那些该放进心里的人.
found this pic in my phone! haha chin and me trying pink shirt! wahha, nice nice nice right?! wahahaha.
My kon kon! kawaii! look at those eyes?!?!?! whahaa. look at the tail too~ whahaa. kawaii cute cute! wahaha
这世上是没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人。let me try to be the 50% k? haha, at least i shall try to be more den 25% ba. thanks for all that you have done, really really really appreciate it. jia you for your exams too and dun be stressed ya! loves
oh well, lots to update about:
- I got a B+ for my anat card signing ( a few weeks back) again! haha, and i got KELLY again!~ oh my tian, what are the odds right? oh well, im glad my standard did not drop. however, it did not rise too! haha.
- I attended the school college ball! wasted my money~ oh man, with the amount of money spent, i could have eaten better food man. wahha. in fact i thought the food will be good, however, it was quite crappy! haha. hmm, its a good experience i suppose. thankfully the dance thing was cancelled man, or not i sure gg! haha.
- oh ya i bought a KON KON! whaha. damn kawaii man, will upload the pic of it at the end of the post! whaha, i hug it to sleep and i dream of tao yu ba zhang~ omg, nice nice nice~ today i woke up holding on to kon's leg. as i was damn blur, i asked myself this question, eh where is the head huh? OMG, i know im bimbo~ haiz...
- Speaking about bimbo-ness, its leaking out! its destroying my innocent and cute image here in ireland!!! argh, i told colin what happened and he just kept lol! damn man. shall tell u all one incident. my lecter picked this guy to answer one of her qn, den when he answered, my gay bell went ting ting ting~ unknowingly, i said this : 'omg~ he is definitely gay~' wa liao, it was in the damn gay and bimbotic manner lah! thankfully only tyson heard it man, or not i sure gg le! haha.
- oh i shall blogged this down too! i have given chin chin a new name! whaha, its seal crusher! omg, damn cool right? wahaham im damn talented man~ whahaha. chin must look at my kon kon ya? wahhaha.
stupid chin! haha, wanna quit dota le! faints~ haha, come to think of it, i was dota that brought all of us together de man. how amazing right. haha, i think its a damn zai game, one which i will never forget. haha, though its losing its attractiveness, it would still be a really special game as its the game that drew us all together! moreover, we all have many memories too , be it like colin ap people and so on. its really a special game isnt it? ha.
hmm, jw sent me this email which is really cool man! haha, there are some quotes that are really meaningful. i shall pick one that i like most! whaha. 为你的难过而快乐的是敌人。为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友。为你的难过而难过的就是那些该放进心里的人.
found this pic in my phone! haha chin and me trying pink shirt! wahha, nice nice nice right?! wahahaha.
My kon kon! kawaii! look at those eyes?!?!?! whahaa. look at the tail too~ whahaa. kawaii cute cute! wahaha
这世上是没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人。let me try to be the 50% k? haha, at least i shall try to be more den 25% ba. thanks for all that you have done, really really really appreciate it. jia you for your exams too and dun be stressed ya! loves
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Happy St Patricks Day!
Happy st pat day to you all! wheee, please do not ask me what is the history behind this day. Ha, i have zero idea man. well, i saw this mail that was sent out to all students regarding st patricks day. apparently, its stated that its some fella by name of patrick managed to 'clear' ireland of snakes. Hence, he was given a saint title and being worship by people. hmm, do you guys sense something fishy about this story? i think its DAMN lame! ha, if its true den i would have nothing to say. Conclusion, the world is weird.
Thankfully, today is a public holiday! haha, meaning i do not have classes! Oh ya, i saw this parade from my room! wahhaa, i did not need to squeeze with those people man! haha, i was like, wow the parade reminds me of the chin gay (not really sure about the spelling) parade. LOL, was hoping to see lou han but dont have. how sad man! haha. got worm though -_- or could it be snake -_- ok im not sure, it looked like a caterpillar to me! haha.
wt sent me some cute pictures again and im going to upload them! wahha, ok i shall share a few with you guys~ haha, looking at the pictures can help me destress de man. haha, so those who are stressed please look at those pics which im going to up load and you wont feel stressed anymore! wahhaha.
LIke a ba zhang!!!! wahahha, so cute~ wheee
OH man! look at those cheeks?!?! arent they drving you crazy?! anyway its damn obvious that he has no teeth ><
My personal fav!!!! Thanks to this pic, i have decide to call him tao yu puppy! whee, as cute as a puppy hoh! whahaa. the head is as huge as chin chin de :p chin u are cute too :p haha.
OK thats all, just wanted to post his pictures! haha. Must thank wt for the lovely pics ya? im sure you all love it!! Three cheers for the baby of the year!!!!
Thankfully, today is a public holiday! haha, meaning i do not have classes! Oh ya, i saw this parade from my room! wahhaa, i did not need to squeeze with those people man! haha, i was like, wow the parade reminds me of the chin gay (not really sure about the spelling) parade. LOL, was hoping to see lou han but dont have. how sad man! haha. got worm though -_- or could it be snake -_- ok im not sure, it looked like a caterpillar to me! haha.
wt sent me some cute pictures again and im going to upload them! wahha, ok i shall share a few with you guys~ haha, looking at the pictures can help me destress de man. haha, so those who are stressed please look at those pics which im going to up load and you wont feel stressed anymore! wahhaha.
LIke a ba zhang!!!! wahahha, so cute~ wheee
OH man! look at those cheeks?!?! arent they drving you crazy?! anyway its damn obvious that he has no teeth ><
My personal fav!!!! Thanks to this pic, i have decide to call him tao yu puppy! whee, as cute as a puppy hoh! whahaa. the head is as huge as chin chin de :p chin u are cute too :p haha.
OK thats all, just wanted to post his pictures! haha. Must thank wt for the lovely pics ya? im sure you all love it!! Three cheers for the baby of the year!!!!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Memories!
I was kind of tired so i decided to surf youtube for some nice songs. Decided to click on one of jay's song, that is 枫！ ha, i suppose to many of us this song rings a bell ba? haha. well, kinda make me remember joesph man. haha, right ken? we use to always sing this song and KO at the last part! haha, those were the days man. haha.
this is the mv! haha, really nice song man. to be honest, i did not really appreciate the mv in the past! its till today when i actually focus on the mv and the lyrics of the song, i realised that the lyrics became so much more meaningful! haha. oh man, damn gan dong man when i was watching this mv. moreover, jay is so shuai in this MV! wahahha. he rocks!
hmm, in the mv, jay was so ke lian man. he has to endure seeing the gal he love and his best friend together! oh my tian, haha, its so scary man. when i was reading the reply of some people, they actually said that this 'story' happens in real life too. omg, i was wondering what would i do if i were in jay's shoe man. haha. i would definitely not meet up with the both of them! haha. i suppose it will hurt too much ba! ha. okay, i seem so weak!! i bet most of you guys will do the same thing too! :p
was suppose to go to this international night performace today de. its at 7 but i dont think im going ba. reason being all my friends are acting and i would be ALONE. oh man, therefore i bought a tix (cheap cheap 5 euros) to support them! haha. in addition, i sent ji ji a msg and wished him good luck! haha, i suppose thats all i can do ba. haha. i wonder when i would get back into doing drama stuff again man, its really fun man. in fact, i love speech and drama!!! whaham maybe i will participate in another play next time if there is a chance ba. or should i say if i have the time to. ha. im feeling kinda bad though. argh~ have to remove those unnecessary emotions!
okay, going back to study le. KEN!!! all the best for your mock exam ! haha, hope you will do well! keep me posted and enjoy your day tml! haha.
enjoy your outing tomorrow too yea? have fun and be natural ba i suppose. haha.
this is the mv! haha, really nice song man. to be honest, i did not really appreciate the mv in the past! its till today when i actually focus on the mv and the lyrics of the song, i realised that the lyrics became so much more meaningful! haha. oh man, damn gan dong man when i was watching this mv. moreover, jay is so shuai in this MV! wahahha. he rocks!
hmm, in the mv, jay was so ke lian man. he has to endure seeing the gal he love and his best friend together! oh my tian, haha, its so scary man. when i was reading the reply of some people, they actually said that this 'story' happens in real life too. omg, i was wondering what would i do if i were in jay's shoe man. haha. i would definitely not meet up with the both of them! haha. i suppose it will hurt too much ba! ha. okay, i seem so weak!! i bet most of you guys will do the same thing too! :p
was suppose to go to this international night performace today de. its at 7 but i dont think im going ba. reason being all my friends are acting and i would be ALONE. oh man, therefore i bought a tix (cheap cheap 5 euros) to support them! haha. in addition, i sent ji ji a msg and wished him good luck! haha, i suppose thats all i can do ba. haha. i wonder when i would get back into doing drama stuff again man, its really fun man. in fact, i love speech and drama!!! whaham maybe i will participate in another play next time if there is a chance ba. or should i say if i have the time to. ha. im feeling kinda bad though. argh~ have to remove those unnecessary emotions!
okay, going back to study le. KEN!!! all the best for your mock exam ! haha, hope you will do well! keep me posted and enjoy your day tml! haha.
enjoy your outing tomorrow too yea? have fun and be natural ba i suppose. haha.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Goodbye!
Today, i attended the memorial service for the cadavers. I know it may sound lame but its something that all medical school around the world practice. Im not sure about NUS though, but i assume they do too as it a form of respect.
To me, my cadaver is my first patient! Through dissecting her body, i managed to learn so much more that a book can teach. Its always better to look at something 'live' rather than looking at pictures of books i suppose. I am really thankful for the person and her love ones whose sacrifice serve as a stepping stone to yield better medical students! Once again, thank you very much though our path has never crossed before.
Todays memorial service was kind of weird i suppose. Probably its the venue where it is held ba, i kept having 鸡皮疙瘩！Oh well, that time when i went to miss D wedding ceremony, i also had the same feeling, haha. i think i am overly sensitive le. ><
Another thing about the memorial service is that the family members of the cadavers were invited too. Some of them were really old man. However, i saw many kids too! Isnt it really sad for them to be reminded that some one they really love is no longer by their side? hmm, it sure takes a lot of courage to attend this memorial service i suppose. When the speeches were given by the medical students, i saw some of the family members tearing and all. I do not know how to express those feelings i had that point in time... sad?... i suppose sad is an understatement ba.
After the memorial service, there was this function which allows us to interact with the family members. While i was queuing for my coffe and cookie (the cookie is damn nice lah! i had 2 wanted to take one more de but pai seh! haha i know im a pig~), a lady who is quite old walked up to me and had a chat with me. she asked me one qeustion ' young man, would you donate your body too?' That question really caught me off guard. At that point in time, the correct answer would be a YES I WILL. however, deep down inside me im not certain... in fact, i dont really think i would. im sorry but i lied.
Its probably due to the fact that its just a chinese tradition ba. to die with your 'whole' body! i dont think i am that noble ba, at least not yet. till the day where i am able to remove that mindset or that selfishness of mine, den would i donate my body. however, should i meet with an accident (choy) and some fella requires my organ, i would definitely donate it. BUT i must be CONFIRM dying or something lah, or not i will become ghost and haunt the doctor man! haha.
hmm, i think the cadavers have been removed form the anatomy room le. looks like last tuesday was really my last meeting with granny. its kinda sad man! i have been seeing her twice a week man, now the room would be so empty ><
anyway, thank you granny for your body! I promise that i will put what i learn from you into good use! hope you will rest in peace and god bless!
ccpos! remember the promises that you made today yea?!?! wahahha. im so looking forward to it! hehe, love ya lots~
To me, my cadaver is my first patient! Through dissecting her body, i managed to learn so much more that a book can teach. Its always better to look at something 'live' rather than looking at pictures of books i suppose. I am really thankful for the person and her love ones whose sacrifice serve as a stepping stone to yield better medical students! Once again, thank you very much though our path has never crossed before.
Todays memorial service was kind of weird i suppose. Probably its the venue where it is held ba, i kept having 鸡皮疙瘩！Oh well, that time when i went to miss D wedding ceremony, i also had the same feeling, haha. i think i am overly sensitive le. ><
Another thing about the memorial service is that the family members of the cadavers were invited too. Some of them were really old man. However, i saw many kids too! Isnt it really sad for them to be reminded that some one they really love is no longer by their side? hmm, it sure takes a lot of courage to attend this memorial service i suppose. When the speeches were given by the medical students, i saw some of the family members tearing and all. I do not know how to express those feelings i had that point in time... sad?... i suppose sad is an understatement ba.
After the memorial service, there was this function which allows us to interact with the family members. While i was queuing for my coffe and cookie (the cookie is damn nice lah! i had 2 wanted to take one more de but pai seh! haha i know im a pig~), a lady who is quite old walked up to me and had a chat with me. she asked me one qeustion ' young man, would you donate your body too?' That question really caught me off guard. At that point in time, the correct answer would be a YES I WILL. however, deep down inside me im not certain... in fact, i dont really think i would. im sorry but i lied.
Its probably due to the fact that its just a chinese tradition ba. to die with your 'whole' body! i dont think i am that noble ba, at least not yet. till the day where i am able to remove that mindset or that selfishness of mine, den would i donate my body. however, should i meet with an accident (choy) and some fella requires my organ, i would definitely donate it. BUT i must be CONFIRM dying or something lah, or not i will become ghost and haunt the doctor man! haha.
hmm, i think the cadavers have been removed form the anatomy room le. looks like last tuesday was really my last meeting with granny. its kinda sad man! i have been seeing her twice a week man, now the room would be so empty ><
anyway, thank you granny for your body! I promise that i will put what i learn from you into good use! hope you will rest in peace and god bless!
ccpos! remember the promises that you made today yea?!?! wahahha. im so looking forward to it! hehe, love ya lots~
Monday, March 9, 2009
belated post!
I was suppose to post this a few days ago but just did not have the time to blog! haha, happy 10 months and 3 days! wheee, haha, time past really quickly yea?! haha, thanks for everything you have done for the past months! hehe, really appreciate it! sorry for being so much busier this semester yea? THANKS once again!
wanted to take a picture of the blazer i bought, but its really not clear. its just a normal blaze. ha. i hope this post did fill your happiness meter today yea? ha. ^^
wanted to take a picture of the blazer i bought, but its really not clear. its just a normal blaze. ha. i hope this post did fill your happiness meter today yea? ha. ^^
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
完美并不美
完美并不美？ i was listening to this song on youtube! whaha, i think i heard this song in chin's chin's car before man. haha. its a song by 李玖哲. haha, i was thinking if 完美并不美, why are we trying our best to make sure that our life is 完美！oh man, its so confusing~ haha. shall spend some time to think about it, make some sense out of it i suppose. ha.
anyway, im gald that some poke poke has bounced back! oh man, i cant believe you were watching some cooking show. faints, it sounded so old school lah, like some IAN CAN COOK, SO CAN YOU stuff! lol, okay im being totally random.
hmm, read about the NTU incident. oh my tian, its so scary! haha, its like apparently his results are still above average lah! i think the lecturer too XIA LAN le, haha thats why he buay tong liao. Read yu's post on that, YU u are so evil! haha, sadly its not the fella that you who was being stabbed. haha, heng its not man or not sure karma! :p
wheee, yu showed me jays restaurant~ oh man, i want to go ma~ if can see jay i sure go~ woohooo, da shuai ge leh~ if i can take a picture with hebe, join, jay and angela my life would be so perfect~ 好完美喔！lol, to me i dont think wan mei is bu mei. LOL. okay, i think too much le. who cares~ TAIWAN, 我们要来了~ welcome to Taiwan~ LOL.
thankfully hostel mate is not angry with me~ whee, im a happy happy boy~ haha. eh, man i mean! oh yea, KEN and YU! its 2 more years and we can go dragon fly le. -_-, actually yu can already go le. so unfair! ken we wait for another 2 years yea?!!?!? wahhaha!
>< think i cant sleep le, im feeling so high!
chanced upon this really sad clip. hmm, im guilty of some of the things that are stated in the clip, i believe many of you are guilty of it too. 妈妈是很伟大的！我爱你妈妈！！！
anyway, im gald that some poke poke has bounced back! oh man, i cant believe you were watching some cooking show. faints, it sounded so old school lah, like some IAN CAN COOK, SO CAN YOU stuff! lol, okay im being totally random.
hmm, read about the NTU incident. oh my tian, its so scary! haha, its like apparently his results are still above average lah! i think the lecturer too XIA LAN le, haha thats why he buay tong liao. Read yu's post on that, YU u are so evil! haha, sadly its not the fella that you who was being stabbed. haha, heng its not man or not sure karma! :p
wheee, yu showed me jays restaurant~ oh man, i want to go ma~ if can see jay i sure go~ woohooo, da shuai ge leh~ if i can take a picture with hebe, join, jay and angela my life would be so perfect~ 好完美喔！lol, to me i dont think wan mei is bu mei. LOL. okay, i think too much le. who cares~ TAIWAN, 我们要来了~ welcome to Taiwan~ LOL.
thankfully hostel mate is not angry with me~ whee, im a happy happy boy~ haha. eh, man i mean! oh yea, KEN and YU! its 2 more years and we can go dragon fly le. -_-, actually yu can already go le. so unfair! ken we wait for another 2 years yea?!!?!? wahhaha!
>< think i cant sleep le, im feeling so high!
chanced upon this really sad clip. hmm, im guilty of some of the things that are stated in the clip, i believe many of you are guilty of it too. 妈妈是很伟大的！我爱你妈妈！！！
Monday, March 2, 2009
HIMBO ME!!
omg! i did something unforgivable today! Its all because of me being greedy! i am feeling damn guilty now man, and i am so pai seh! omg, himbo bimbo me!
What happened? this is the story:
As it was time for my dessert, which is the sumptuously smooth organic yogurt! The name itself sounds damn zai le right?! As i was totally into eating the yogurt, i left my room and headed for the kitchen. Me, being stupid as usual, did not notice that the kitchen door is closed. usually its left open de. I think hunger overwhelmed me, thats why i just open the door which was an obstacle to me obtaining my GODLY yogurt.
To my surprise, i saw my hostel mate and his gf kissing! I was so stunned by it lah! i swear i stared blankly for at least 5 seconds! oh my tian, its until den i realised that i was in a very awkward situation! If my brain was more zai, i would not have stone for 5 seconds doing nothing! i wanted to say sorry de but decided to take my yogut and siam!
ARGH~ i am still feeling so himbo now as i am typing this entry~ himbo-ness is overwhelming me!!! its the curse of the yogut!!! but it tasted damn good though, and most importantly its on offer! whee~ haha.
ok, im feeling more leng jing now. faints~ why does such lame stuff always happen to me -_-
Ftt, this song is for you! whee, most probably you have never heard of this song. haha, i chanced upon it and found it really nice. especially the lyrics! hehe, enjoy~ thanks for everything spos!
What happened? this is the story:
As it was time for my dessert, which is the sumptuously smooth organic yogurt! The name itself sounds damn zai le right?! As i was totally into eating the yogurt, i left my room and headed for the kitchen. Me, being stupid as usual, did not notice that the kitchen door is closed. usually its left open de. I think hunger overwhelmed me, thats why i just open the door which was an obstacle to me obtaining my GODLY yogurt.
To my surprise, i saw my hostel mate and his gf kissing! I was so stunned by it lah! i swear i stared blankly for at least 5 seconds! oh my tian, its until den i realised that i was in a very awkward situation! If my brain was more zai, i would not have stone for 5 seconds doing nothing! i wanted to say sorry de but decided to take my yogut and siam!
ARGH~ i am still feeling so himbo now as i am typing this entry~ himbo-ness is overwhelming me!!! its the curse of the yogut!!! but it tasted damn good though, and most importantly its on offer! whee~ haha.
ok, im feeling more leng jing now. faints~ why does such lame stuff always happen to me -_-
Ftt, this song is for you! whee, most probably you have never heard of this song. haha, i chanced upon it and found it really nice. especially the lyrics! hehe, enjoy~ thanks for everything spos!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Cheer up!
Hey! hope that you are feeling better now. Im really glad that you shared your porblem with me! hehe, this post is just for you! haha. Dont you feel love my dear friend? To be honest, i just cant study anymore -_- i know i am such a slacker!
hmmm, here is my humble advice yea? there are many things which are really beyond our control dude. Everyone definitely hope that things will work out the way they planned it, but that does not always happen. 天才都会有感到害怕的时候！ In short, the world is never perfect.
I know that it seems that its your responsibility to carry out what your parents planned. However, i believe that they have everything planned and all so you dont have to worry yea? Anyway, its not like the issue will happen any time soon, so you still have lots of time to actually try to ease the burden of your parents!
hmmm, anyway, i believe that your parents did not purposely want to make you stress or upset yea? I believe they view you as a young adult, hence they decided to tell you what they have in mind. You being upset and stressed over it is definitly the last thing they want you to feel yea? haha. You are zai de, so i decided to keep this post short.
what ever it is, you still have time. its good that you know what they wanna do as you can start doing the necessary preparations. those preparation will deifinitely serve as a stepping stone to you reaching your goal. Its good that you have a goal to work towards right? most importantly, i will also support you! GO GO GO! reach out for star~(i think there is one song with this lyrics. LOL)
lol. hope this pic will bring a smile to your face! haha. cheer up yea! No one is useless. YOU are the one that determine how useful you are to the society and your love ones! so be like xiao xing! like a 打不死的蟑螂！ haha. GO GO JIA YOU!
hmmm, here is my humble advice yea? there are many things which are really beyond our control dude. Everyone definitely hope that things will work out the way they planned it, but that does not always happen. 天才都会有感到害怕的时候！ In short, the world is never perfect.
I know that it seems that its your responsibility to carry out what your parents planned. However, i believe that they have everything planned and all so you dont have to worry yea? Anyway, its not like the issue will happen any time soon, so you still have lots of time to actually try to ease the burden of your parents!
hmmm, anyway, i believe that your parents did not purposely want to make you stress or upset yea? I believe they view you as a young adult, hence they decided to tell you what they have in mind. You being upset and stressed over it is definitly the last thing they want you to feel yea? haha. You are zai de, so i decided to keep this post short.
what ever it is, you still have time. its good that you know what they wanna do as you can start doing the necessary preparations. those preparation will deifinitely serve as a stepping stone to you reaching your goal. Its good that you have a goal to work towards right? most importantly, i will also support you! GO GO GO! reach out for star~(i think there is one song with this lyrics. LOL)
lol. hope this pic will bring a smile to your face! haha. cheer up yea! No one is useless. YOU are the one that determine how useful you are to the society and your love ones! so be like xiao xing! like a 打不死的蟑螂！ haha. GO GO JIA YOU!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Happy saturday!
Whee, today is a happy happy day for me! haha. Firstly i managed to do more work than i expected ! haha, i realised that studying in the library is really hardcore man. It prevents me from wanting to surf net and watch bleach! haha. I shall continue heading to the library tomorrow ^^
hmm, time flies! haha, my third week in ireland is coming to an end soon! haha, its really fast yea? some ccpos is so going to say that its not fast at all. Im starting to have all my cravings le man, gg. Its only the third week man, i still have got 100 over more days before i can go home lah! gg.
LOL, ger has really good waist movement yea? wahhaha, he is so cute in that video lah! omg, i cant believe yu actually posted it on youtube! -_- Reminds me of last time yu posting this clip of me on youtube! argh, you is such a youtube fanatic man! haha. I have one burning question which i asked wee chin just now, why is ger's hair that short?!!? omg lah, its even shorter than kawaii poke poke loh! oh my tian, once again ger never fail to amaze me.
I had a great chat with kawaii cute cute too. haha, it was really a long time ago since we last vc right?! haha, talked so much crap with him. chin! must remember all the stuff which you wanted to tell me ya! Im still waiting! haha. anyway, chin told me a damn zai thing today! haha, im totally impressed. once again i felt excited over things that does not concern me -_- haha, i suppose thats what people say, soak in the atmosphere! haha, anyway, dont give up half way ya?! haha, support you all the way! go go go! wheee. haha. anyway thanks for staying up late and chat with me ya! haha, did not know you are sick, take care of yourself and drink more water! you and yu actually fell ill together! ji you feel yi xia xia di. haha.
hehe, some shit must be thinking that i only enjoy vc-ing with chin chin! ccpos thanks for making time to vc with me and all yea? really appreciate it. thanks for everything, especially the salary that you are going to give me! whahaha, im going to be rich! whahaha.
Song of the night, at least for me, is 沿海公路的出. haha, i remember singing this song when i was back in singpore! haha, i suppose i killed this song again? wahhaa, definitely, i kill 9.5 out of 10 songs! wait, thats all the songs!!!! haha. gg.
用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走
用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收
倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔
我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走
游(this is not the right word lah! sogou cmi! haha)不出回忆 却学不会放手, haha, how applicable yea? haha. how can one forget stuff when some stuff are just not forgettable. haha
hmm, time flies! haha, my third week in ireland is coming to an end soon! haha, its really fast yea? some ccpos is so going to say that its not fast at all. Im starting to have all my cravings le man, gg. Its only the third week man, i still have got 100 over more days before i can go home lah! gg.
LOL, ger has really good waist movement yea? wahhaha, he is so cute in that video lah! omg, i cant believe yu actually posted it on youtube! -_- Reminds me of last time yu posting this clip of me on youtube! argh, you is such a youtube fanatic man! haha. I have one burning question which i asked wee chin just now, why is ger's hair that short?!!? omg lah, its even shorter than kawaii poke poke loh! oh my tian, once again ger never fail to amaze me.
I had a great chat with kawaii cute cute too. haha, it was really a long time ago since we last vc right?! haha, talked so much crap with him. chin! must remember all the stuff which you wanted to tell me ya! Im still waiting! haha. anyway, chin told me a damn zai thing today! haha, im totally impressed. once again i felt excited over things that does not concern me -_- haha, i suppose thats what people say, soak in the atmosphere! haha, anyway, dont give up half way ya?! haha, support you all the way! go go go! wheee. haha. anyway thanks for staying up late and chat with me ya! haha, did not know you are sick, take care of yourself and drink more water! you and yu actually fell ill together! ji you feel yi xia xia di. haha.
hehe, some shit must be thinking that i only enjoy vc-ing with chin chin! ccpos thanks for making time to vc with me and all yea? really appreciate it. thanks for everything, especially the salary that you are going to give me! whahaha, im going to be rich! whahaha.
Song of the night, at least for me, is 沿海公路的出. haha, i remember singing this song when i was back in singpore! haha, i suppose i killed this song again? wahhaa, definitely, i kill 9.5 out of 10 songs! wait, thats all the songs!!!! haha. gg.
用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走
用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收
倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔
我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走
游(this is not the right word lah! sogou cmi! haha)不出回忆 却学不会放手, haha, how applicable yea? haha. how can one forget stuff when some stuff are just not forgettable. haha
Friday, February 27, 2009
Sad sad day
Hmmm, i just read my brother's blog. haha, it looks like something unpleasant happened again. haiz. Is there really such a thing as karma? Some times i do see it happening but not all the time though. For example, i saw this karma thing happening to my brother a few times le man. i really hope that he had repaid his debts and all those nonsense le. haiz, should i think about it i really feel damn xing suan man ><
LOL, this is exactly how i looked after i finished doing my push ups man! its not due to tiredness but due to anger and despair! Oh man, kon kon can really register all my expression man! I am so falling in love with it! whee. Eh yu, there is this episode where its just on kon kon only! haha, damn funny man! he said that he is the hero of children! LOL, a perverted hero is more like it man. haha.
when looking through tao yu's picture, i realised he has the an zhua ( what in hokkien) face! wahaha, isnt he adorable?! look at those cheeks~ argh~ i bet he smells like milk too! whee, all babys have milk smell de, i told wt but she does not believe it. i have no idea why they have milk smell though. haha, if i learn le shall keep you guys posted! haha. hmm, i think his mum should buy him a kon kon toy lah! the toy he is holding on is so GAY! the toy is no where being beautiful man! argh, if i know photoshop i think i would changed the bear to kon kon! haha.
YU! i hope you are feeling better ya! Cannot have rotten chocolate on fishball remember?! haha, dun play pokemon till you fall sick leh, damn cui leh! haha. take care and drink more water ya!
spos! you are still not awake yet, im done blogging le man. hmm, should i wait for you? haha. anyway, thanks for everything my epos! though i think i am feeling more e now! haha.
LOL, this is exactly how i looked after i finished doing my push ups man! its not due to tiredness but due to anger and despair! Oh man, kon kon can really register all my expression man! I am so falling in love with it! whee. Eh yu, there is this episode where its just on kon kon only! haha, damn funny man! he said that he is the hero of children! LOL, a perverted hero is more like it man. haha.
when looking through tao yu's picture, i realised he has the an zhua ( what in hokkien) face! wahaha, isnt he adorable?! look at those cheeks~ argh~ i bet he smells like milk too! whee, all babys have milk smell de, i told wt but she does not believe it. i have no idea why they have milk smell though. haha, if i learn le shall keep you guys posted! haha. hmm, i think his mum should buy him a kon kon toy lah! the toy he is holding on is so GAY! the toy is no where being beautiful man! argh, if i know photoshop i think i would changed the bear to kon kon! haha.YU! i hope you are feeling better ya! Cannot have rotten chocolate on fishball remember?! haha, dun play pokemon till you fall sick leh, damn cui leh! haha. take care and drink more water ya!
spos! you are still not awake yet, im done blogging le man. hmm, should i wait for you? haha. anyway, thanks for everything my epos! though i think i am feeling more e now! haha.
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