yet another friday

I believe that i have many post with this title : Friday. haha, so this time i shall be creative and think out of the small small box. yay, this is the title of the post, in short its about this particular friday. Ghee, are you guys feeling lost? haha, no worries as you are not alone. i have no idea what i am blogging too man. ><

anyway, whats going on in my mind now. i can really express what i am feeling. the thoughts are so bundled up, so inter-related that it all seems confusing to me. haha, basically i think i need to sleep. but as usual. i shall do some thinking before i sleep.

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After listening to the song 原谅我 over and over again, i cant help but wonder if what the fella in the song did was the right thing. For those who do not know what is the song about, its about a guy giving up his love one as he thinks that she deserves someone better. I know that this phrase 'you deserve someone better' is a cliche during break ups. However, in the case whereby it is really how the fella who initiated a break up feels, isn't it something very 伟大. Something that is way beyond what a normal person will do?

To leave the ones you really love is not as easy as ABC i suppose. This is because there are many many memories that will never ever be forgotten. This leads to a burning question in my head, how does a person get over his/her failed relationship? it is through a long period of time and stuff. 时间可一冲淡一切. haha, this is what cherry ( a friend of mine in Tasmania ) told me. BUT how much time is need to chong dan everything? 5 years? 10 years? haha, when i have the answer i shall blog it again. haha. anyway, my stand is that the fella who gives up on his love one because he/she deserves someone bettter seems wei da yet stupid -_- yea, 50/50 i suppose.

anyway, shall blog about happy stuff and not those nonsense above. just ended lan gaming with colin, ken, ger and chin chin. hah, this will be our last dota game together for the year 2008 man. damn, will surely miss dota-ing with you guys every friday when i am in ireland. sianz, can i be granted more time in singapore? haha. lame shit i know. oh well, i shall have to look forward to the first dota outing with you guys in year 2009 ba! haha. we must still rock socks ya! haha. anyway, we won all the games today, THREE CHEERS! spos, i am zai de k~ haha, or should i say my team mates rocks~ haha.

This afternoon, i had sushi buffet with my dear shit. haha, though we did not eat much, we did order a number of 4.90 dishes. haha, so i suppose it is worth the money ba! haha. anyway, smelly crayfish, thanks for the treat ya! haha. oh ya, spos was so luckly today. she wanted this banana keychain and she got it! ghee, im amazed man, who knows, i may be my spos lucky star! haha.

sadly. i really dont feel like leaving singapore. the thought of it sucks. 8 months and 2 weeks is really long man!

spos, i am really sorry that i have to let you go through such nonsense man. Its a pity that you cant have your bf to be always around you when you need him to be. haha, some times i find myself really selfish to want a long distance relationship. but as for now, im thankful to have you by my side. lets hope that we can achieve our common goal ya Love ya lots.

As for the purchasing of the stuff, wanna do it tomorrow when we meet? :p seems rather challenging man.

zzz, i shall stop here. mum is lying on my bed! she is trying to nag me to sleep. gheee, i hate to admit it but it sure is working! haha, choaz !