I seem to have lost myself this year. The focus and the motivation to carry on with things i do. I am becoming more self centered and easily annoyed. I desperately seek the answer to why this is happening. Unfortunately, nothing seems to make sense.
Mum commented today that i have been acting strange lately. This was further supported by my sister who claims that i have been rather emotional these few days too. =(. Honestly, seem disconnected with my emotions, could this be a defense mechanism which i have adopted unknowingly? It's really scary, and truthfully, I am getting rather freaked out.
On a positive note, electives are coming to and end and my dear piggy overcome one of her worse nightmare =) congrats once again and i am really proud of u! jin power yi xia xia di gua!
I suppose i should spend more time at work. Occupy myself with all the work so i wont have any time to think of unnecessary stuff. I certainly hope that everything will be fine and I will be able to find the real me.
Lost a game in dota 2 today. Quite a bad defeat on my side. Oh well, we win and lose some i suppose. Who knows i will be winning all the games tomorrow =) LIKE A BOSS
good night world, clear my mind please, i beg...
ps: cant wait for Friday as i can finally leave SG and get my mind sorted out! =) best of all, im gonna do it with piggy =) happy happy
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