63 sexy pink bottle standing on the wall~

wheee, finally its 63! this is so cool man, 2 post ago it was 72 more days. haha, i suppose time really do fly by should you be busy. oh well, keep up the good work time. however, please slow down when i am doing revision for my exam. ><

When i was chatting with wt today, she brought up the topic about death of someone that is really close to you. I believe that many of us had actually thought of this, however, many of us tries to be overly optimistic. Are you guilty of saying this ' its still too soon to happen... lets not think about it.' Is it necessary and beneficial to avoid something which is a necessary phase of like. with life comes death and vice versa. Lets all not avoid this anymore and plan about what we should do should such situation arises must faster than you thought.

Having the luxury of time to ponder over this question, i came up with a conclusion. It may not necessary be something that is really bad. Yes, we will miss them not being around us. In fact, your loves one are only not physically around you, thats all. we are just being stripped of the ability to 'feel' them. We will still be able to see them when we close our eyes and visualise. Hence, no matter where you love ones are after they moved on, they will always be a part of you.

Just being totally random here, have you guys ever thought of what will happen should your wife or husband pass away before you? Having watch countless amount of drama, the typical respond is that the partner will just 'move on' shortly after the death of their next of kin. In fact, a survey that was conducted in Europe showed that many people actually labeled the death of their wife or husband as the 'most traumatic event' that can ever happen in their life. Research also shows that many of them lost their will to live on, especially in the older people. So drama is not really just 'bullshit' isn't it? ha. Conclusion, please watch more dramas! haha, especially korean drama~

I would not be really upset should my future wife has a shorter lifespan compared to me. I would just take it that god loves her more than i do. However, that does not undermine my love for her too. I believe at that stage, only my wife and I would know how deeply in love we are ba. ha.

Do you guys believe that heaven exist? Hmm, to me, heaven is a place where there is no pain, separation and sorrows. I would just tell myself that she is up there waiting for me, waiting for me to join her after I am done with my life. We are just temporarily separated. We will meet again, and the place is in Heaven. It there where our love can continue without anymore interferences. I would not feel lonely as her love is just like the wind, i cant see it but i can feel it.

anyway, i think i am bullshitting too much man, i still have got 2 sets of notes to complete before i can sleep. haiz, how i wish school would be as slack as it was when i was in tassie man. haha, oh well shall not whine or some fella will say im whiny~ haha.

take care guys! Yu, im still amazed at the picture u posted. you were so fat then! haha, thankfully you have lost weight! haha, oh ya, that baby picture which i claimed is yu is so not true! haha, i think yu would have been fatter back den! :p haha, oh ya colin one is true though, ha.

time to go. love you lots my ccpos!