Happy Yest

Hi all! G'day Mate( ha, this is a cliche here. think colin knows it best.)

As you can tell from the title, im going to blog about yesterday. Just came back from statistic computer lesson. Sian, did not know excel can do so much nonsense. Ha, ken! I will transfer all my knowledge when i am back k! provided i still remember. ha

oh ya, yest had a uber fun yet disgusting chat with yu and colin. Ha. Really miss those days whereby we just sit down and start gossiping man. Especially the Ger incident, scary~ haha. But it was really fun man. Did not feel like sleeping when i was chatting with them. However, lesson starts early today so i had to sleep >< i hate time zone! ass! anyway i woke up late today! Alarm clock did not ring!!!!! lesson at 10 i woke up at 9.30! faint~ chat too much le. ha

oh ha i shall summarize what the three bian tai was saying yesterday. haha, some parts must be censored of cos as this blog is meant for children too.

1) CT is now officially my cute bottom. I shall tame him from fierce gay to gentle gay( faint is tat even possible ><). Ha, so now im the top! wahahaha.

2) from the chat i could tell that colin de slut is FUKING horny! wa liao, must be he is deprived of sex of something. Told ya i give yuan to you le you don't wan. So shuai so tall and so man~ wahaha. anyway zy is always there for you~ so ya~ waahaha. Keith you want? Give Yu la hoh, one chn one malay~ so sa la, haha.

3) Due to yu's presence, we talked about animal porn AGAIN! yes once again for some reason we diverted to ANIMAL PORN. Oh man, we even thought of how having sex with a jellyfish would be like! faint~ colin went into so so so much details! faint! ha. Colin let mango fulfill your inner desire ba. U all can butt rub one another i suppose >< ewww, such a gross sight! faint

anyway, from yesterday's chat, i could tell that yu really hates yuan le. I think i should help him clarify ba. As i told them yesterday, he has his own reasons de. As it might seem like a cliche, its really true! I think he loves her too much le, to the extend that he thinks she deserves someone much better than him. If you think of it, its damn wei da isn't it? He did not initiate the break because he feel for some other fella or something, its just that he thinks he BU PEI. Like the all time zai Jay's song i suppose.

Like i told yuan, im really proud of him, This is the first time he made a decision HIMSELF. I believe he is still growing up ba, he just needs time to get to know what he really want in life and stuff. He needs time to remove the barrier that he has created in the past i suppose. We cant demand a person who has the habit of keeping things to himself to just suddenly spill out everything can we?

Initially, i was really angry, ok not angry, but disappointed with him not telling me that they have broke up. I did not want to hear it from wei tin, i want to hear it from him. But he rather tell someone and not me. Really sad man. I even so bu yao lian de msg him this ' chicken ah, hows your day? do you have anything to tell me?' Its so damn obvious what i want to hear from him but he just said nothing! faint.

Hey guys, i do not get what he meant by saying this. 'If only wt can understand this. I wish you were here then i can tell you whats really bothering me. But i guess i just have to be my hermit like sec school, I feel like dying with this insecurity, haha.' what nonsense is this? Is it so impossible to share what is bothering you with a friend just because he/she is in another country?! bloody nonsense right?

should anything happen to you guys, i really hope you all dun keep it from me k. I will also always keep you guys updated de, either by blog or msn ya. If you all need someone to talk to, im just a phone call away k? hai, so sian man.

anyway, For the last time stupid colin tan wei xuan! Im not interested in yuan and he is not gay too! thanks and keep tat in mind k dr tan? oh ya limpy too! hhaha, bloody nonsense~

oh ya ken and wee chin, i think a sort of made jasmine fall for me le. Faint man. If i treat her just as a substitute for jf it would be damn mean right? i think yu will be the first to condemn me le!faint. shall see how things go i suppose. I better keep my distance from her le...

going for lunch le! hope its nice!

bb!!!

miss you guys lots!